Submissions by luvtrish05
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
DARK POEM
Published
25th Jun 2011 6:48am
25th Jun 2011 6:48am
Kill Me
Carving thoughts in my skin
things I'll never say
these are thoughts that come to mind
whenever I think of him
I can't go on living like this
my life is not worth this pain
whenever I'm touched
I scream inside
thinking what is going on?
and afterwards I want to die
I'm losing control
going under the surface
drowning in myself once again
just take me away from this misery
away from myself
away from everybody
I need off of earth
I want to be dead
instead of me killing myself
you kill me instead.
things I'll never say
these are thoughts that come to mind
whenever I think of him
I can't go on living like this
my life is not worth this pain
whenever I'm touched
I scream inside
thinking what is going on?
and afterwards I want to die
I'm losing control
going under the surface
drowning in myself once again
just take me away from this misery
away from myself
away from everybody
I need off of earth
I want to be dead
instead of me killing myself
you kill me instead.
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
25th Jun 2011 6:40am
25th Jun 2011 6:40am
My Poems, My Sorrow
These are my poems
not for you to see
you'll be filled with sorrow
your eyes will start to bleed
that's why I'm constantly saying
for my eyes only
I know what sorrow lies beneath
in these unopened pages
things you never expect to read
things I will never say
So as you read them slowly
and tears fill in your eyes
you look at me slowly
with one question in your eyes
I knew this would happen
that's what I'm afraid to see
but next time you'll know
to let me keep my privacy
These are my pains
something not let out by me...
not for you to see
you'll be filled with sorrow
your eyes will start to bleed
that's why I'm constantly saying
for my eyes only
I know what sorrow lies beneath
in these unopened pages
things you never expect to read
things I will never say
So as you read them slowly
and tears fill in your eyes
you look at me slowly
with one question in your eyes
I knew this would happen
that's what I'm afraid to see
but next time you'll know
to let me keep my privacy
These are my pains
something not let out by me...
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FICTIONAL PROSE
Published
19th Jun 2011 3:47am
19th Jun 2011 3:47am
Love and Death
I love you and always will. I can't live without you so I'm not anymore. '
Those were the last words she left him with. He didn't even get a chance to say goodbye. I can't believe I let her go he thought to himself with tears in his eyes. His mind flashes back to the last time he saw her beautiful face. He had watched her leave his house obviously in pain. She was barely holding it together long enough to walk out. He cried himself to sleep that night.
Even as he slipped away from reality he was still dreaming of her. He dreamt of the times she tried to text him after she moved away...
Those were the last words she left him with. He didn't even get a chance to say goodbye. I can't believe I let her go he thought to himself with tears in his eyes. His mind flashes back to the last time he saw her beautiful face. He had watched her leave his house obviously in pain. She was barely holding it together long enough to walk out. He cried himself to sleep that night.
Even as he slipped away from reality he was still dreaming of her. He dreamt of the times she tried to text him after she moved away...
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SONG LYRICS
Published
10th Jun 2011 5:14am
10th Jun 2011 5:14am
Burn
Try as you might you'll never win
Stuck in this trap called life
You try to do all the right things
Who knows what that is anyway?
You try to be the people pleaser
No one really cares
You just want someone to help you
It's like you're not really there
There is no help for you
This is all you're going to get
We just sit to watch you burn!
We want to watch you burn!
We're going to see you burn!
You burn.
We all live to see you fall
We all pray that you burn
We thrive on your suffering
Everyone enjoys a failure
We...
Stuck in this trap called life
You try to do all the right things
Who knows what that is anyway?
You try to be the people pleaser
No one really cares
You just want someone to help you
It's like you're not really there
There is no help for you
This is all you're going to get
We just sit to watch you burn!
We want to watch you burn!
We're going to see you burn!
You burn.
We all live to see you fall
We all pray that you burn
We thrive on your suffering
Everyone enjoys a failure
We...
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LOVE POEM
Published
9th May 2011 10:42pm
9th May 2011 10:42pm
You
Distant memories
the ones where i was happy
so loveing and carefree
You loved me for me
Bleak today
no one is here for me
I'm not loved
No one wants me to stay
Empty future
the image of a happy family
a healthy marriage
a baby on the way
A present lie
you still tell me you love me
I'm beautiful so you say
You're happy for me
The instant pain
a hole you left in my heart
the pain I feel when you say these things
the tears I cry for you everynight
A sudden dicision
plans to make the pain...
the ones where i was happy
so loveing and carefree
You loved me for me
Bleak today
no one is here for me
I'm not loved
No one wants me to stay
Empty future
the image of a happy family
a healthy marriage
a baby on the way
A present lie
you still tell me you love me
I'm beautiful so you say
You're happy for me
The instant pain
a hole you left in my heart
the pain I feel when you say these things
the tears I cry for you everynight
A sudden dicision
plans to make the pain...
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
9th May 2011 10:32pm
9th May 2011 10:32pm
Darkness
Whispered voices I can't hear
hidden faces I can't see
shadowed figures in a circle
shadowed hands smothering me
hidden children laughing and playing
elders waiting for a brand new day
random glances to the moonlight
subtle wishes the sun would stay
a tremor of fear down the spine
a sudden change in the face
memories flash in the mind
sadness floods too deep to trace
shadows running, screaming and crying
shrieks surrounding us in the air
shadows clouding in the thoughts
trapping the fears and keeping them there
shadows coaxing...
hidden faces I can't see
shadowed figures in a circle
shadowed hands smothering me
hidden children laughing and playing
elders waiting for a brand new day
random glances to the moonlight
subtle wishes the sun would stay
a tremor of fear down the spine
a sudden change in the face
memories flash in the mind
sadness floods too deep to trace
shadows running, screaming and crying
shrieks surrounding us in the air
shadows clouding in the thoughts
trapping the fears and keeping them there
shadows coaxing...
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DARK POEM
Published
8th May 2011 10:10pm
8th May 2011 10:10pm
Hang On
They tell me from here things will only get better
and yet somehow I don't believe them
I feel like my world is stuck in stormy weather
even when I find myself with him
I've tried and tried to live this life
it doesn't seem to be the right thing for me
so how can I go about making this right?
so I can't quit feeling like I shouldn't be
I've tried every solution I can think of
none of them seem to work
I'm finally to the point where I've given up
I'm tired of being on this earth
Hang on is the words whispered in my head
eveery time I think of...
and yet somehow I don't believe them
I feel like my world is stuck in stormy weather
even when I find myself with him
I've tried and tried to live this life
it doesn't seem to be the right thing for me
so how can I go about making this right?
so I can't quit feeling like I shouldn't be
I've tried every solution I can think of
none of them seem to work
I'm finally to the point where I've given up
I'm tired of being on this earth
Hang on is the words whispered in my head
eveery time I think of...
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DARK POEM
Published
8th May 2011 10:01pm
8th May 2011 10:01pm
My Fault
I don't want to do this anymore
I don't even think I can
I've been through this before
barely survived then
Why am I doing this again?
I know I'm not that strong
but there's no one else to blame
only I'm wrong
A different kind of pain
I'm the only one to blame
I only do this all
I do it all for him
even though I know it's wrong
I can't make up an excuse
a different kind of pain
but really what's the use?
Another tear has fallen
hurts worse each one that's dropped
inside I'm slightly broken
I don't know when...
I don't even think I can
I've been through this before
barely survived then
Why am I doing this again?
I know I'm not that strong
but there's no one else to blame
only I'm wrong
A different kind of pain
I'm the only one to blame
I only do this all
I do it all for him
even though I know it's wrong
I can't make up an excuse
a different kind of pain
but really what's the use?
Another tear has fallen
hurts worse each one that's dropped
inside I'm slightly broken
I don't know when...
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
8th May 2011 9:30am
8th May 2011 9:30am
I Don't Mean Much To You
I've tried to reach out to you
do you even realize?
I put in all my effort
it's brought tears to my eyes
You turn away,
I don't mean much to you
You get mad at me
can you open your eyes?
all you hear is betrayal
so all you do is fight
You turn away,
I don't mean much to you
I've tried to take my life
don't you understand?
it's a cry for help
all I want is your hand
You turn away,
I don't mean much to you
You yell and scream
do you like hurting me?
all you feel is hate
you don't see me
You...
do you even realize?
I put in all my effort
it's brought tears to my eyes
You turn away,
I don't mean much to you
You get mad at me
can you open your eyes?
all you hear is betrayal
so all you do is fight
You turn away,
I don't mean much to you
I've tried to take my life
don't you understand?
it's a cry for help
all I want is your hand
You turn away,
I don't mean much to you
You yell and scream
do you like hurting me?
all you feel is hate
you don't see me
You...
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DARK POEM
Published
8th May 2011 6:05am
8th May 2011 6:05am
You Don't Know ANYTHING About Me
You can never say you understand
you've never watched my shaking hand
you've never seen through my eyes
you've never known why I cry
you never knew I wanted to die
you just sat there and asked yourself why
You never saw my crying b lood
I was losing all my love
you never asked if I was okay
you were just stuck in your own ways
you never saw me for what I am
you ust never gave a damn
you never came and picked me up
you were too busy in your truck
you never asked what I felt that night
you never knew I shook with fright
you never...
you've never watched my shaking hand
you've never seen through my eyes
you've never known why I cry
you never knew I wanted to die
you just sat there and asked yourself why
You never saw my crying b lood
I was losing all my love
you never asked if I was okay
you were just stuck in your own ways
you never saw me for what I am
you ust never gave a damn
you never came and picked me up
you were too busy in your truck
you never asked what I felt that night
you never knew I shook with fright
you never...
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DARK POEM
Published
8th May 2011 00:50am
8th May 2011 00:50am
Fake A Smile
Even as tears run down your face
and they know something's wrong
they worry about you everyday
Fake a smile,
pretend everything is okay
Even when you can't take it anymore
and you're on the blade of the knife
hanging precariously on the edge
fake a smile,
pretend everything is okay.
Even as you fantasize your demise
thinking all the different ways to die
everyone able to see the path you're on
fake a smile,
pretend everything is okay.
Even when you want to let your guard down,
show everyone how much pain you're in...
and they know something's wrong
they worry about you everyday
Fake a smile,
pretend everything is okay
Even when you can't take it anymore
and you're on the blade of the knife
hanging precariously on the edge
fake a smile,
pretend everything is okay.
Even as you fantasize your demise
thinking all the different ways to die
everyone able to see the path you're on
fake a smile,
pretend everything is okay.
Even when you want to let your guard down,
show everyone how much pain you're in...
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