Submissions by luvtrish05
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
SELF POEM
Published
1st Dec 2014 9:40pm
1st Dec 2014 9:40pm
Fears Conquered
So much change
Is it time to run?
I expect the pain
Could I be wrong?
They're all the same
But can this be done?
Another day
Have I moved on?
So much time
Will it just pass by?
I'm done lying
Could this be my life?
I'm done crying
Does this mean I don't have to die?
Another night
Have I learned to fight?
So many smiles
Is this how everyone feels?
So much laughter
What happened to my tears?
So much comfort
Will this continue for years?
Some more time passes
And I'm done fighting with all my...
Is it time to run?
I expect the pain
Could I be wrong?
They're all the same
But can this be done?
Another day
Have I moved on?
So much time
Will it just pass by?
I'm done lying
Could this be my life?
I'm done crying
Does this mean I don't have to die?
Another night
Have I learned to fight?
So many smiles
Is this how everyone feels?
So much laughter
What happened to my tears?
So much comfort
Will this continue for years?
Some more time passes
And I'm done fighting with all my...
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LOVE POEM
Published
18th Sep 2014 3:30am
18th Sep 2014 3:30am
Lies
The lies carry on and on
Although I hope otherwise
Still wishing I was the one
But reality opens my eyes
The lies carry on and on
Continuing nothing but cries
Nothing but crushed hopes and dreams
The only question to ask is why
The lies carry on and on
The pain no one will ever realize
The heart's neverending shatter
The brain stays the more wise
The lies carry on and on
Nothing left but goodbye
Straighten my posture and look in the eyes
The final words: I'm fine
Although I hope otherwise
Still wishing I was the one
But reality opens my eyes
The lies carry on and on
Continuing nothing but cries
Nothing but crushed hopes and dreams
The only question to ask is why
The lies carry on and on
The pain no one will ever realize
The heart's neverending shatter
The brain stays the more wise
The lies carry on and on
Nothing left but goodbye
Straighten my posture and look in the eyes
The final words: I'm fine
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LOVE POEM
Published
17th Jul 2014 1:39am
17th Jul 2014 1:39am
As Much As I Don't
The light turned to dark
And the hidden tears are slipping
The pain is starting to show
As much as I'm hurting
I don't want anyone to know
The Life is leading to Death
And inside my heart is ripping
The hate has returned
As much as I'm trying to let go
I don't want anyone to know
The happy turned to depressed
And my life I want to take
This is beyond my control
As much as I want you
I don't want anyone to know
The dreams were completely destroyed
And my future is gone
No matter what I wanted
I ask for one...
And the hidden tears are slipping
The pain is starting to show
As much as I'm hurting
I don't want anyone to know
The Life is leading to Death
And inside my heart is ripping
The hate has returned
As much as I'm trying to let go
I don't want anyone to know
The happy turned to depressed
And my life I want to take
This is beyond my control
As much as I want you
I don't want anyone to know
The dreams were completely destroyed
And my future is gone
No matter what I wanted
I ask for one...
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LOVE POEM
Published
24th May 2014 3:19am
24th May 2014 3:19am
Please
Please, someone help me
Catch the tears I've cried
Be there to hold me
I really want to die
Please, someone help me
I don't understand why
Tell me why he left me
I really want to die
Please, someone help me
See through all my lies
Look to see the truth
I really want to die
Please, someone help me
Come and save my life
Someone show me you love me
I really want to die
Catch the tears I've cried
Be there to hold me
I really want to die
Please, someone help me
I don't understand why
Tell me why he left me
I really want to die
Please, someone help me
See through all my lies
Look to see the truth
I really want to die
Please, someone help me
Come and save my life
Someone show me you love me
I really want to die
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LOVE POEM
Published
7th May 2014 3:57am
7th May 2014 3:57am
The Truth
As you watched me fall
I saw you more clearly
I thought I felt pain
Until I watched you die
The person I once knew
Is no longer who you are
The future I once built
Is forever gone
The change I didn't notice
At least, not at first
Though I blamed myself
I realize it was you
The hearts that were broken
They couldn't be helped
The words that were once spoken
I now keep them to myself
And though it hurts
I finally understand
You can only work through so much
Until it won't work again
You only need you
I...
I saw you more clearly
I thought I felt pain
Until I watched you die
The person I once knew
Is no longer who you are
The future I once built
Is forever gone
The change I didn't notice
At least, not at first
Though I blamed myself
I realize it was you
The hearts that were broken
They couldn't be helped
The words that were once spoken
I now keep them to myself
And though it hurts
I finally understand
You can only work through so much
Until it won't work again
You only need you
I...
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
8th Jan 2014 4:35am
8th Jan 2014 4:35am
Open Up
I'm sorry for the pain
I know it's hard to go through
I'm sorry I can't take it away
I only want to help you
But this grief you can't escape
And there's nothing I can do
Nothing I can say
This is all left up to you
I'm sorry she left you that day
And now you need her the most
I'm sorry she can't come back
But, darling, don't lose hope
Together we can make it
I know that's hard to see
Don't shut down and fake it
At least open up to me
I know it's hard to go through
I'm sorry I can't take it away
I only want to help you
But this grief you can't escape
And there's nothing I can do
Nothing I can say
This is all left up to you
I'm sorry she left you that day
And now you need her the most
I'm sorry she can't come back
But, darling, don't lose hope
Together we can make it
I know that's hard to see
Don't shut down and fake it
At least open up to me
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NON-FICTION PROSE
Published
31st Aug 2013 6:45pm
31st Aug 2013 6:45pm
Announcement!!!!
So, I've been on this site for over a year and have gotten a lot of positive feedback, and some critical feedback. I welcome both. But now I have published a book of poems for the Kindle on Amazon. I'm trying to get the word around about my book so I can get some feedback and hopefully watch the book fly. If anyone is interested the book is called:
A Bout With Depression
by: Malice Duval.
If you read it and have some feedback for me then I welcome it. Help me get the word around though. Hope to hear from someone too. :D Much love!
A Bout With Depression
by: Malice Duval.
If you read it and have some feedback for me then I welcome it. Help me get the word around though. Hope to hear from someone too. :D Much love!
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LOVE POEM
Published
12th Apr 2013 8:13pm
12th Apr 2013 8:13pm
Endings
Fear of the unknown
I sense something's about to change
Fear of what happens next
Can I face another day?
The happiness seems to be ending
The reality filters through
I know what happens next
And there is nothing left to do
The denial seems to escape
I can sense the truth
No matter what I want
I know this is the end of me and you
Fear of the abyss
Which I shall soon face
After the end of us
What will be my fate?
I sense something's about to change
Fear of what happens next
Can I face another day?
The happiness seems to be ending
The reality filters through
I know what happens next
And there is nothing left to do
The denial seems to escape
I can sense the truth
No matter what I want
I know this is the end of me and you
Fear of the abyss
Which I shall soon face
After the end of us
What will be my fate?
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LOVE POEM
Published
5th Mar 2013 6:58pm
5th Mar 2013 6:58pm
Remains
In the middle of the night
The pretenses falter
The smiles fade
The tears come faster
The reality of the torture
Is finally shown
Lost in her head
In this alone
No one for comfort
No embrace
No one to care for
Tears course down her face
She's not broken
But not intact
She's done with hoping
Dropped the act
The pretenses falter
The smiles fade
The tears come faster
The reality of the torture
Is finally shown
Lost in her head
In this alone
No one for comfort
No embrace
No one to care for
Tears course down her face
She's not broken
But not intact
She's done with hoping
Dropped the act
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LOVE POEM
Published
29th Aug 2012 8:43pm
29th Aug 2012 8:43pm
Nothing
I can't go on living this way
Hiding behind my pretenses
There's nothing else left to say
How can I go through this?
A once broken heart shattered again
There's nothing that can be fixed
Feelings that remained intact
All reserved for him
A moment of intrusiveness
Helped me see the truth
Although he may not love me
Not the way he used to
I'll love him forever and always
But there's nothing I can do
Hiding behind my pretenses
There's nothing else left to say
How can I go through this?
A once broken heart shattered again
There's nothing that can be fixed
Feelings that remained intact
All reserved for him
A moment of intrusiveness
Helped me see the truth
Although he may not love me
Not the way he used to
I'll love him forever and always
But there's nothing I can do
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SELF POEM
Published
19th Jul 2012 6:23am
19th Jul 2012 6:23am
Ghost of Me
Reflections of the memories
Reminders of the pain
For you, I would have done anything
Now I will never be the same
Silent tears still dripping
No one knows the truth
Inside myself I'm slipping
All because of you
Endless nights of misery
Not quite sure if I'm sane
Pleas to God to bury me
I don't want to face another day
When you left, you took a part of me
But no one else has seen
The hurt you inflicted upon me
Now I'm just a ghost of who I used to be
Reminders of the pain
For you, I would have done anything
Now I will never be the same
Silent tears still dripping
No one knows the truth
Inside myself I'm slipping
All because of you
Endless nights of misery
Not quite sure if I'm sane
Pleas to God to bury me
I don't want to face another day
When you left, you took a part of me
But no one else has seen
The hurt you inflicted upon me
Now I'm just a ghost of who I used to be
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LOVE POEM
Published
19th Jul 2012 6:21am
19th Jul 2012 6:21am
Before I Die
Before I die
I hope there's time
To finally tell you the truth
Just one more time
Make you realize
There was only you
Before I die
I hope there's time
To finally make you see
All the times
I cried alone
Look what you did to me
Before I die
I hope there's time
For me to finally explain
All the attempts
I've made at death
Just to escape the pain
Before I die
I hope there's time
To finally be able to say
What I meant to long ago
But saved up for today
I love you more...
I hope there's time
To finally tell you the truth
Just one more time
Make you realize
There was only you
Before I die
I hope there's time
To finally make you see
All the times
I cried alone
Look what you did to me
Before I die
I hope there's time
For me to finally explain
All the attempts
I've made at death
Just to escape the pain
Before I die
I hope there's time
To finally be able to say
What I meant to long ago
But saved up for today
I love you more...
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