Submissions by lesbianoutcast (Cael)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
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I look at you
And I see
Someone that is
Full of beauty
Your eyes
Shine so bright
I can't look away
From this wonderful sight
I take your hand
And hold you close
Have I told you lately
You're the one I love the most
And I see
Someone that is
Full of beauty
Your eyes
Shine so bright
I can't look away
From this wonderful sight
I take your hand
And hold you close
Have I told you lately
You're the one I love the most
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Bleeding Heart
There's this pain
Deep inside
It hurts so bad
I begin to cry
I take some pills
To end the hurt
But it was a waste
Because they didn't work
This once bright soul
Now has gone dark
It sucks that I must
Live with a bleeding heart
Deep inside
It hurts so bad
I begin to cry
I take some pills
To end the hurt
But it was a waste
Because they didn't work
This once bright soul
Now has gone dark
It sucks that I must
Live with a bleeding heart
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Fierce
Laying inside
A broken shell
Is a little girl
Born in hell
She rises up
And spreads her wings
Soars into the sky
To fulfill her dreams
She is known as Fierce
For she is designed to kill
She won't stop
Even if you beg for mercy at her will
A broken shell
Is a little girl
Born in hell
She rises up
And spreads her wings
Soars into the sky
To fulfill her dreams
She is known as Fierce
For she is designed to kill
She won't stop
Even if you beg for mercy at her will
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My Depression
I'm laying awake
In this place that's not a home
Wondering who I can talk to
When no one answers their phone
This darkness is rising up
From all of my sadness
I'm going insane
From this complete and total madness
I look back at when
So many people were there
But the more time passed
They began to just not care
I'm tired of all this
It really has me stressin'
And I can't do anything
To end my depression
In this place that's not a home
Wondering who I can talk to
When no one answers their phone
This darkness is rising up
From all of my sadness
I'm going insane
From this complete and total madness
I look back at when
So many people were there
But the more time passed
They began to just not care
I'm tired of all this
It really has me stressin'
And I can't do anything
To end my depression
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Letter I Wrote You
I found the letter I wrote you
It brought tears to my eyes
I read it over and over again
Each time I let out a painful sigh
Here's what it says....
"I love you so much
But that you can't see
Knowing you will always pick him
Makes my heart bleed
I cry myself to sleep
Then find that I'm dreaming of you
I hate when this happens
Because it leaves me sad and blue
It sucks that no matter what I do
I can't get you off my mind
But you push me away
I didn't know loving you was a crime
The...
It brought tears to my eyes
I read it over and over again
Each time I let out a painful sigh
Here's what it says....
"I love you so much
But that you can't see
Knowing you will always pick him
Makes my heart bleed
I cry myself to sleep
Then find that I'm dreaming of you
I hate when this happens
Because it leaves me sad and blue
It sucks that no matter what I do
I can't get you off my mind
But you push me away
I didn't know loving you was a crime
The...
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15 Comments
Sad Little Child
What a sad little child
Tears falling from her eyes
Happy once long ago
But now all she does is cry
What a sad little child
With no one to care
Learned from an early age
That this world isn't fair
What a sad little child
She grabs a kitchen knife
Plunges it into her chest
And puts an end to her sad little life
Tears falling from her eyes
Happy once long ago
But now all she does is cry
What a sad little child
With no one to care
Learned from an early age
That this world isn't fair
What a sad little child
She grabs a kitchen knife
Plunges it into her chest
And puts an end to her sad little life
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Broken Promises
darkness falls from the sky
leave me here alone to cry
i shouldve known youd do this
another one of your broken promises
you promised me forever
but i guess you found better
im filled with sadness here
but i wont cry another tear
because im moving on
im saying im finally done
im walking away to happiness
never to feel the pain of your
broken promises
leave me here alone to cry
i shouldve known youd do this
another one of your broken promises
you promised me forever
but i guess you found better
im filled with sadness here
but i wont cry another tear
because im moving on
im saying im finally done
im walking away to happiness
never to feel the pain of your
broken promises
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Gears of War
these gears in my head
turn only for violence
i shine my gun and think
about who is next to be silenced
im not me any longer
that i cant ignore
i blame it on the
effects of war
this world i live in
isnt what it used to be
its almost as dark
as the darkness in me
i used to be sweet
but not anymore
they turned the gears in
my head
into the gears of war
turn only for violence
i shine my gun and think
about who is next to be silenced
im not me any longer
that i cant ignore
i blame it on the
effects of war
this world i live in
isnt what it used to be
its almost as dark
as the darkness in me
i used to be sweet
but not anymore
they turned the gears in
my head
into the gears of war
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Not Who I Once Was
im not who i once was
i have more self control
i dont fall for the urge to cut
when life hands me a blow
im not who i once was
i dont need to take a drink
to prove it to myself
i grab the bottle and pour it
down the sink
im not who i once was
they cant make me what they want
i will show them i love being me
even if i have to be blunt
im not who i once was
i am confident and strong
to those who think different
im not afraid to prove you wrong
i have more self control
i dont fall for the urge to cut
when life hands me a blow
im not who i once was
i dont need to take a drink
to prove it to myself
i grab the bottle and pour it
down the sink
im not who i once was
they cant make me what they want
i will show them i love being me
even if i have to be blunt
im not who i once was
i am confident and strong
to those who think different
im not afraid to prove you wrong
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My Thanks
i dont know how
i dont know why
but when i talk to you
i dont want to cry
you take away my troubles
you make me forget my fears
i finally for once feel good
after so many years
i can never repay you
for the kindness you shared
it means so much to me
that youve took the time to care
i hope our friendship
gets stronger each day
and no matter what life throws at us
that it never fades away
i dont know why
but when i talk to you
i dont want to cry
you take away my troubles
you make me forget my fears
i finally for once feel good
after so many years
i can never repay you
for the kindness you shared
it means so much to me
that youve took the time to care
i hope our friendship
gets stronger each day
and no matter what life throws at us
that it never fades away
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Why Bother
why do i bother when
i know they dont care
why do i bother when
they do as they dare
why do i bother when
they dont know im alive
why do i bother when
they never see the tears i cry
why do i bother when
im used to all the sorrow
why do i bother when
they wont know if im gone
tomorrow
i know they dont care
why do i bother when
they do as they dare
why do i bother when
they dont know im alive
why do i bother when
they never see the tears i cry
why do i bother when
im used to all the sorrow
why do i bother when
they wont know if im gone
tomorrow
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Twisted Nightmare
im awaken from my dream
to an eardrum busting scream
it hard to hear what they want to say
because its so far away
i run towards the noise
to see what it could be
i soon realize the person
screaming is me
im strapped to a table
my mom comes into view
she has this look in her eye
and i know what she is gunna do
i hear the metal sharpening
the sparks begin to fly
i cant escape
tonight im gunna die
i feel the knife cut deep
she wont stop till theres not a blood
drop left to spare
thats when i wake up
from my twisted...
to an eardrum busting scream
it hard to hear what they want to say
because its so far away
i run towards the noise
to see what it could be
i soon realize the person
screaming is me
im strapped to a table
my mom comes into view
she has this look in her eye
and i know what she is gunna do
i hear the metal sharpening
the sparks begin to fly
i cant escape
tonight im gunna die
i feel the knife cut deep
she wont stop till theres not a blood
drop left to spare
thats when i wake up
from my twisted...
795 reads
2 Comments
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