Submissions by lesbianoutcast (Cael)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
29th Sep 2011 1:56am
29th Sep 2011 1:56am
Believe
This world so lost
And totally broken
Our lives are the cost
And our souls are the token
We speak with violence
Because we all have been burned
The world falls into silence
As we all share our hurt
Why must we fight
And why must we grieve
There is love in sight
We just have to believe
And totally broken
Our lives are the cost
And our souls are the token
We speak with violence
Because we all have been burned
The world falls into silence
As we all share our hurt
Why must we fight
And why must we grieve
There is love in sight
We just have to believe
717 reads
2 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
19th Sep 2011 8:07pm
19th Sep 2011 8:07pm
Broken
Come take a look
At what's deep inside
See the real me
That I try to hide.
Used to so much pain
And anguish too
Feeling worthless
And not knowing what to do.
Standing here feeling invisible
Like I'm not even here
I walk alone so no one
Can see my tears.
On the outside you'll only see
Me laughing and jokin'
But no one will see
That the true me is broken.
At what's deep inside
See the real me
That I try to hide.
Used to so much pain
And anguish too
Feeling worthless
And not knowing what to do.
Standing here feeling invisible
Like I'm not even here
I walk alone so no one
Can see my tears.
On the outside you'll only see
Me laughing and jokin'
But no one will see
That the true me is broken.
745 reads
3 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
17th Sep 2011 4:47am
17th Sep 2011 4:47am
Cannot Win
A life of misery
A life of pain
A life that makes us all insane
Losing yourself
Losing the world too
Losing all who cared for you
Darkness falls
Darkness cries
Darkness fills your pathetic life
You want to run
You can't break free
You cut your wrists to watch it bleed
The anger builds
The anger hides
The anger messes with your mind
Fighting for redemption
Fighting for forgiveness
Fighting to escape this emptiness
You're so battered
Your body worn
Your spirit and heart is so torn
...
A life of pain
A life that makes us all insane
Losing yourself
Losing the world too
Losing all who cared for you
Darkness falls
Darkness cries
Darkness fills your pathetic life
You want to run
You can't break free
You cut your wrists to watch it bleed
The anger builds
The anger hides
The anger messes with your mind
Fighting for redemption
Fighting for forgiveness
Fighting to escape this emptiness
You're so battered
Your body worn
Your spirit and heart is so torn
...
814 reads
4 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
11th Sep 2011 4:56am
11th Sep 2011 4:56am
Goodbyes
You're crying in the dark
Screaming this just isn't right
I say it was for the best
All we did was fight
You grabbed me by my arm
As I turned to walk away
You look at me with pleading eyes
And beg for me to stay
I shake my head and say
Sorry but I must leave
I just can't go on
Pretending that we're happy
Then you smacked me
And my vision became a blur
You yell at me saying 'youre only
Acting like this because of her'
I calmly reply to you
'Dont hate her because you didn't care
She...
Screaming this just isn't right
I say it was for the best
All we did was fight
You grabbed me by my arm
As I turned to walk away
You look at me with pleading eyes
And beg for me to stay
I shake my head and say
Sorry but I must leave
I just can't go on
Pretending that we're happy
Then you smacked me
And my vision became a blur
You yell at me saying 'youre only
Acting like this because of her'
I calmly reply to you
'Dont hate her because you didn't care
She...
880 reads
3 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
9th Sep 2011 2:00am
9th Sep 2011 2:00am
What I've Felt
Suicidal tendencies
Cut my wrist
To watch it bleed
Depressing thoughts
Wondering who'll care
If my heart just stops
Could I choose to get help
I don't think so because
Nothing will take away what
I've felt
Cut my wrist
To watch it bleed
Depressing thoughts
Wondering who'll care
If my heart just stops
Could I choose to get help
I don't think so because
Nothing will take away what
I've felt
738 reads
1 Comment
LOVE POEM
Published
7th Sep 2011 4:33am
7th Sep 2011 4:33am
My Baby
Tucked in a blanket
Wrapped in my arms
A little pink baby
That's just been born
I rub my thumb
Across her cheek
She looks up at me
With a smile so bleek
Holding her close
And hearing her breathe
Rubbing her back
And watching her sleep
I hand her back
And see her mothers joy
Then I feel a sharp pain
As I think of my little boy
Seeing all these little ones
It makes me kinda crazy
I still can't get over
Losing my baby
Wrapped in my arms
A little pink baby
That's just been born
I rub my thumb
Across her cheek
She looks up at me
With a smile so bleek
Holding her close
And hearing her breathe
Rubbing her back
And watching her sleep
I hand her back
And see her mothers joy
Then I feel a sharp pain
As I think of my little boy
Seeing all these little ones
It makes me kinda crazy
I still can't get over
Losing my baby
916 reads
6 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
2nd Sep 2011 9:20pm
2nd Sep 2011 9:20pm
Dark
Laying here awake
Clinching my fists
All I can think about
Is cutting my wrist
I pick up my knife and
I feel the urge to begin
With no one to stop me
I'm about to give in
Slowly moving the blade
But not breaking the surface
Then I hear a voice ask me
'Is this really worth it?'
I push it out of my head
And let the blade do the work
At first I just feel a sting
But then it doesn't hurt
The blood swells up
In the shape of a giant heart
My vision becomes blury
And then my world goes...
Clinching my fists
All I can think about
Is cutting my wrist
I pick up my knife and
I feel the urge to begin
With no one to stop me
I'm about to give in
Slowly moving the blade
But not breaking the surface
Then I hear a voice ask me
'Is this really worth it?'
I push it out of my head
And let the blade do the work
At first I just feel a sting
But then it doesn't hurt
The blood swells up
In the shape of a giant heart
My vision becomes blury
And then my world goes...
789 reads
2 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
2nd Sep 2011 5:13am
2nd Sep 2011 5:13am
Okay
There's no blood left
In this heart that's broken
It spilled out from pain
Because of the decisions I've chosen
I've tried to be nice
And to always be there
But I guess it don't matter
When there's no one to care
No matter what I do
Its never enough
I tell myself it'll be fine
But even my reflection sees
right through my bluff
So I stitch up my heart
Enough to make it through
another day
And keep going on
Pretending I'm okay
Written for my cousin
In this heart that's broken
It spilled out from pain
Because of the decisions I've chosen
I've tried to be nice
And to always be there
But I guess it don't matter
When there's no one to care
No matter what I do
Its never enough
I tell myself it'll be fine
But even my reflection sees
right through my bluff
So I stitch up my heart
Enough to make it through
another day
And keep going on
Pretending I'm okay
Written for my cousin
907 reads
2 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
28th Aug 2011 2:34am
28th Aug 2011 2:34am
Dangerous
I want to hold you
But that just won't happen
I can feel it inside
My control is cracking
The happiness is fading
Being replaced by anger
Its best you leave hun
I don't want to put you in danger
I hate this monster
That's always there
The one who chases everyone away
Because it doesn't care
I want it to end
This is all too much
I hate that I've become
So dangerous
But that just won't happen
I can feel it inside
My control is cracking
The happiness is fading
Being replaced by anger
Its best you leave hun
I don't want to put you in danger
I hate this monster
That's always there
The one who chases everyone away
Because it doesn't care
I want it to end
This is all too much
I hate that I've become
So dangerous
813 reads
3 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
24th Aug 2011 4:23am
24th Aug 2011 4:23am
Think Of You
I start to think of you
And my heart begins to melt
Since I met you
I've felt things I've never felt
You're in every thought I have
Which makes me smile
You got my heart racing
I hope this lasts a while
Just hearing your voice
Makes me forget my sorrow
And when we stop talking tonight
I'm lost until tomorrow
And my heart begins to melt
Since I met you
I've felt things I've never felt
You're in every thought I have
Which makes me smile
You got my heart racing
I hope this lasts a while
Just hearing your voice
Makes me forget my sorrow
And when we stop talking tonight
I'm lost until tomorrow
1159 reads
9 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
24th Aug 2011 3:22am
24th Aug 2011 3:22am
Blood
The walls are covered
With the stickiness of blood
It flows across the floor
A dark crimson flood
Bodies lying everywhere
Scattered around the room
Their faces show their terror
From when they met their doom
I kill the last one
Then drop the bat with a thud
I look at myself in the mirror
And see all the specks of blood
With the stickiness of blood
It flows across the floor
A dark crimson flood
Bodies lying everywhere
Scattered around the room
Their faces show their terror
From when they met their doom
I kill the last one
Then drop the bat with a thud
I look at myself in the mirror
And see all the specks of blood
689 reads
3 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
23rd Aug 2011 8:05pm
23rd Aug 2011 8:05pm
Never Been Loved
Look into my soul
And you will find
Its just a black hole
With no sense of time
Lost in this body
Is an evil spirit
Its so ungodly
So don't go near it
Nothing you do is working
I'm used to being pushed and shoved
Things stop hurting
When you've never been loved
Written for my friend Sarah
And you will find
Its just a black hole
With no sense of time
Lost in this body
Is an evil spirit
Its so ungodly
So don't go near it
Nothing you do is working
I'm used to being pushed and shoved
Things stop hurting
When you've never been loved
Written for my friend Sarah
818 reads
2 Comments
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