Submissions by lesbianoutcast (Cael)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Our Last Moment
Blood coursing
Through my veins
I cut my wrist
And the blood begins
to rain.
I stumble around
Dragging my feet
Blood still pouring out
I begin to feel weak.
Things around me
All become a blur
Then I see a light
By the door.
I drop to my knees
And think this is it
That’s when I see
your worried face
And feel you grab my wrist.
I hear you cry
“What have you done?”
My eyes begin to close
From the loss of so much
blood.
Through my veins
I cut my wrist
And the blood begins
to rain.
I stumble around
Dragging my feet
Blood still pouring out
I begin to feel weak.
Things around me
All become a blur
Then I see a light
By the door.
I drop to my knees
And think this is it
That’s when I see
your worried face
And feel you grab my wrist.
I hear you cry
“What have you done?”
My eyes begin to close
From the loss of so much
blood.
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Depression
I've fallen back
Into it again
And I try to fight
But depression wins.
It takes over and
Destroys my progress
As time goes by
My depression manifests.
I sit alone and
All I do is cry
This depression
Makes me want to die.
I put on a smile
So no one can see
That deep down inside
This depression is killing me.
Maybe this is my fate
To feel utter despair
To walk with depression
And to have no one care.
Into it again
And I try to fight
But depression wins.
It takes over and
Destroys my progress
As time goes by
My depression manifests.
I sit alone and
All I do is cry
This depression
Makes me want to die.
I put on a smile
So no one can see
That deep down inside
This depression is killing me.
Maybe this is my fate
To feel utter despair
To walk with depression
And to have no one care.
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Someone Like You
Blinded by the love inside
Bound by the tears we've cried
Never have I met
Someone like you
Caught up in each others arms
Now I know I'm safe from harm
Don't know how I got
Someone like you
Didn't think I'd fall this fast
I hope this love will last
Cause I don't think I could
Love someone as much as I love you
Bound by the tears we've cried
Never have I met
Someone like you
Caught up in each others arms
Now I know I'm safe from harm
Don't know how I got
Someone like you
Didn't think I'd fall this fast
I hope this love will last
Cause I don't think I could
Love someone as much as I love you
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Broken Heart
Broken heart
Not much fun
But how can it stop
When there's nowhere
to run
Broken heart
Once filled with life
Now is full of pain
And strife
Broken heart
Not knowing what
to do
I loved you
But you didn't
love me too
Not much fun
But how can it stop
When there's nowhere
to run
Broken heart
Once filled with life
Now is full of pain
And strife
Broken heart
Not knowing what
to do
I loved you
But you didn't
love me too
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Move On
You say you love her
But her feelings you'd crush
In her mind you made her feel
Like she was never good enough
She stuck by because she thought
Someday you would change
But then she realized
You'll always be the same
You say you miss her
But she knows its all a game
All you want is someone
To put down and to blame
Why don't you realize
Its too late, she's gone
Now its time for you
To get over it and move on
But her feelings you'd crush
In her mind you made her feel
Like she was never good enough
She stuck by because she thought
Someday you would change
But then she realized
You'll always be the same
You say you miss her
But she knows its all a game
All you want is someone
To put down and to blame
Why don't you realize
Its too late, she's gone
Now its time for you
To get over it and move on
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Longing
I long to wrap my
Arms around you
But for now my love
That I can't do.
I long to
Feel your lips
As we share a
Gentle, soft, kiss.
This longing makes
My heart ache
But to be with you
I'll do whatever it takes.
My dreams of
Your beautiful smile
Are enough to hold back
The longing feeling for a while.
Arms around you
But for now my love
That I can't do.
I long to
Feel your lips
As we share a
Gentle, soft, kiss.
This longing makes
My heart ache
But to be with you
I'll do whatever it takes.
My dreams of
Your beautiful smile
Are enough to hold back
The longing feeling for a while.
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Love You
You have my heart
You always will
Even if we say goodbye
I will love you still
These months with you
Have made me happy
For once in my life
I don't feel crappy
You're my baby
I hope you know its true
That I've never loved someone
As much as I love you
You always will
Even if we say goodbye
I will love you still
These months with you
Have made me happy
For once in my life
I don't feel crappy
You're my baby
I hope you know its true
That I've never loved someone
As much as I love you
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Kill Me
Horrible pain
Hidden sorrow
Don't think I'll be
Alive tomorrow.
Kill me now
End my distress
Put my mind
Finally to rest.
Lay me in a coffin
That's black as night
Make the wrong
I've done right.
If you kill me
The evil will leave
Maybe then
You'll be able to breathe.
Hidden sorrow
Don't think I'll be
Alive tomorrow.
Kill me now
End my distress
Put my mind
Finally to rest.
Lay me in a coffin
That's black as night
Make the wrong
I've done right.
If you kill me
The evil will leave
Maybe then
You'll be able to breathe.
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Ending My Pain
Sad way down deep
My memory is hard to keep
Utter darkness fills my soul
Never again will I feel whole
Once torn little creases
Now are shattered little pieces
I want to fix my heart
But don't know where to start
Why am I always sad
Its not that my life is all that bad
I decide to have some fun
I open the cabinent and grab a gun
I put it to my brain
And pull the trigger, ending my pain
My memory is hard to keep
Utter darkness fills my soul
Never again will I feel whole
Once torn little creases
Now are shattered little pieces
I want to fix my heart
But don't know where to start
Why am I always sad
Its not that my life is all that bad
I decide to have some fun
I open the cabinent and grab a gun
I put it to my brain
And pull the trigger, ending my pain
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Sick Inside
I'm hiding in the corner
As he enters the room
The evil in his eyes
Reveals my awaited doom.
He walks in my direction
And I begin to cry
I know what he wants to do
But I think I rather die.
He pulls me away from the corner
I start to kick and scream
He covers up my mouth and says
Just close your eyes and pretend
its all a dream
As the pain gets worse
Tears run down my face
And I send a silent prayer
For god to take me from this place.
When he's finished
He leaves with a sigh
And I'm lying here...
As he enters the room
The evil in his eyes
Reveals my awaited doom.
He walks in my direction
And I begin to cry
I know what he wants to do
But I think I rather die.
He pulls me away from the corner
I start to kick and scream
He covers up my mouth and says
Just close your eyes and pretend
its all a dream
As the pain gets worse
Tears run down my face
And I send a silent prayer
For god to take me from this place.
When he's finished
He leaves with a sigh
And I'm lying here...
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Just A Dream
I open my eyes
And to my surprise
I see you laying there
Sound asleep til I run my
fingers through your hair.
You smile sleepily at me
And its like I can't breathe
You kiss me lightly
And my heart races uncontrollably.
Laying here holding you close
Is what I love the most
Then I wake up from my sleep
And become sad because seeing you
was just a dream.
And to my surprise
I see you laying there
Sound asleep til I run my
fingers through your hair.
You smile sleepily at me
And its like I can't breathe
You kiss me lightly
And my heart races uncontrollably.
Laying here holding you close
Is what I love the most
Then I wake up from my sleep
And become sad because seeing you
was just a dream.
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She Needs To Be With Me
The trees are dying
Its becoming cold
Walking alone, crying
Is a girl with no soul
During the day
She works her tricks
I always hear men say
"That girl likes to suck dick"
But during the night
As she passes by, I hear her wish
To be taken from this life
And into happiness
I'm trying the best I can
To make her see
I'm her dream man
She needs to be with me
Written about my friend Derrek
Its becoming cold
Walking alone, crying
Is a girl with no soul
During the day
She works her tricks
I always hear men say
"That girl likes to suck dick"
But during the night
As she passes by, I hear her wish
To be taken from this life
And into happiness
I'm trying the best I can
To make her see
I'm her dream man
She needs to be with me
Written about my friend Derrek
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