Submissions by lesbianoutcast (Cael)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
LOVE POEM
Published
18th Feb 2013 4:32pm
18th Feb 2013 4:32pm
Truly Love Me
I always come in second,
When it deals with matters
of the heart,
No one to really love me,
Just leaving me torn apart.
Everyone comes and goes,
While I shatter more each
time,
Sad and pathetic I know,
But it's the story of my life.
Happy couples all around me,
It makes me kind of sick,
To see joy upon their faces,
While I become the lonely
reject.
Curled up alone at night,
Crying myself to sleep,
Maybe someday I'll find
someone,
Who will truly love me.
When it deals with matters
of the heart,
No one to really love me,
Just leaving me torn apart.
Everyone comes and goes,
While I shatter more each
time,
Sad and pathetic I know,
But it's the story of my life.
Happy couples all around me,
It makes me kind of sick,
To see joy upon their faces,
While I become the lonely
reject.
Curled up alone at night,
Crying myself to sleep,
Maybe someday I'll find
someone,
Who will truly love me.
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LOVE POEM
Published
17th Feb 2013 4:16am
17th Feb 2013 4:16am
Why Me?
Why is it always me,
That people want to hurt?
Do I give off a vibe,
That I'm nothing but dirt?
Why is it I'm the one,
Crying and in pain?
Am I just seen as something
broken,
To be tossed out in the rain?
Why do I fall into everyone's
trap,
When I know how the story ends?
Will I ever find someone to love,
Or alone am I destined to spend?
Why must it be my heart,
That must always bleed?
So many questions in my head,
But mainly why me?
That people want to hurt?
Do I give off a vibe,
That I'm nothing but dirt?
Why is it I'm the one,
Crying and in pain?
Am I just seen as something
broken,
To be tossed out in the rain?
Why do I fall into everyone's
trap,
When I know how the story ends?
Will I ever find someone to love,
Or alone am I destined to spend?
Why must it be my heart,
That must always bleed?
So many questions in my head,
But mainly why me?
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EROTIC POEM
Published
8th Feb 2013 10:53pm
8th Feb 2013 10:53pm
Her Eyes...Oh How They Deceive
Her eyes look right through me,
They know what I want to do,
She whispers to me softly,
Let's go to the room.
She grabs a hold of my hand,
And leads me down the hall,
The anticipation is killing me,
So I press her against the wall.
I look down into her eyes,
A tantalizing blue,
My hands wander along her body,
As I say,"Let me make love to you".
With a sigh full of lust,
I knew she was mine,
I can't believe it's happening,
After all this time.
Our clothes start coming off,
Her touch feels like...
They know what I want to do,
She whispers to me softly,
Let's go to the room.
She grabs a hold of my hand,
And leads me down the hall,
The anticipation is killing me,
So I press her against the wall.
I look down into her eyes,
A tantalizing blue,
My hands wander along her body,
As I say,"Let me make love to you".
With a sigh full of lust,
I knew she was mine,
I can't believe it's happening,
After all this time.
Our clothes start coming off,
Her touch feels like...
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DARK POEM
Published
5th Feb 2013 4:47am
5th Feb 2013 4:47am
Sleep
Alone in the dark,
Alone in my mind,
I search for reason,
That I can never find.
Silent tears fall,
As I hold myself tight,
Promise never to make a noise,
Hope it will all be alright.
A house full of people,
Do I want to reach out?
I hold myself tighter,
They will never see me pout.
A phone full of contacts,
A tight group of friends,
But I am always alone,
Will the sadness ever end?
No matter how much I glue,
I always come apart,
And no one ever hears me,
Not even the one who has my heart.
...
Alone in my mind,
I search for reason,
That I can never find.
Silent tears fall,
As I hold myself tight,
Promise never to make a noise,
Hope it will all be alright.
A house full of people,
Do I want to reach out?
I hold myself tighter,
They will never see me pout.
A phone full of contacts,
A tight group of friends,
But I am always alone,
Will the sadness ever end?
No matter how much I glue,
I always come apart,
And no one ever hears me,
Not even the one who has my heart.
...
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LOVE POEM
Published
24th Jan 2013 9:58pm
24th Jan 2013 9:58pm
Nothing Left to Fight For
There's nothing left to fight for,
When everything we had is gone,
There's just no point anymore,
When all I try to do is wrong.
I'm giving up this useless fight,
Because you're now with her,
Slowly I disappear from your life,
Nothing more than a blur.
I'm just going to let go of
everything,
So I will no longer feel this pain,
It's not worth it for me to keep,
Fighting a battle with nothing to
gain.
Giving up this fight to keep you,
Will let me be free to heal,
And to have the chance focus on me,
And the...
When everything we had is gone,
There's just no point anymore,
When all I try to do is wrong.
I'm giving up this useless fight,
Because you're now with her,
Slowly I disappear from your life,
Nothing more than a blur.
I'm just going to let go of
everything,
So I will no longer feel this pain,
It's not worth it for me to keep,
Fighting a battle with nothing to
gain.
Giving up this fight to keep you,
Will let me be free to heal,
And to have the chance focus on me,
And the...
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DARK POEM
Published
8th Jan 2013 4:47pm
8th Jan 2013 4:47pm
Guardian Angel
Sleep comes easier tonight,
Now that blood is seeping
from my arm,
As my eyelids get heavier,
I feel like I'm finally
where I belong.
Just as I begin to slip
away,
I hear a voice in the dark,
"Why must you do this?
You're breaking my heart."
I fight to open my eyes,
When they are I see an angel,
I mumble weakly to her,
"I'm sorry I'm so unstable."
"Do not worry my child",
She said sweetly by my ear,
"I'm here for you now,
And there's nothing for you
to fear."
The angel...
Now that blood is seeping
from my arm,
As my eyelids get heavier,
I feel like I'm finally
where I belong.
Just as I begin to slip
away,
I hear a voice in the dark,
"Why must you do this?
You're breaking my heart."
I fight to open my eyes,
When they are I see an angel,
I mumble weakly to her,
"I'm sorry I'm so unstable."
"Do not worry my child",
She said sweetly by my ear,
"I'm here for you now,
And there's nothing for you
to fear."
The angel...
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LOVE POEM
Published
7th Jan 2013 12:52pm
7th Jan 2013 12:52pm
Goodbye
I know I'm not there,
Everyone has made that
pretty clear,
But I can't help that I
love you,
And I can't just make that
disappear.
I understand that you
feel uncertain,
And that's okay,
We're still really young,
Maybe you'll feel what I
do someday.
Please just understand that,
Even though I feel hurt,
I still love you,
And to me you'll always come
first.
I'm sorry it has come to this,
Honestly I thought we'd never
see the end,
I can't ask you to stay,
So I'll just be your friend.
...
Everyone has made that
pretty clear,
But I can't help that I
love you,
And I can't just make that
disappear.
I understand that you
feel uncertain,
And that's okay,
We're still really young,
Maybe you'll feel what I
do someday.
Please just understand that,
Even though I feel hurt,
I still love you,
And to me you'll always come
first.
I'm sorry it has come to this,
Honestly I thought we'd never
see the end,
I can't ask you to stay,
So I'll just be your friend.
...
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SELF POEM
Published
19th Dec 2012 3:03pm
19th Dec 2012 3:03pm
Trapped In This Place
I stand in front of the mirror,
Not happy with what I see,
The shattered image of my reflection,
Makes me want to weep.
What has happened to me,
I'm just not the same,
Once a strong, independent girl,
But now that strength is drained.
A face that was once full of joy,
Deep blue eyes without a fret,
My face and eyes are now full of sorrow,
And getting sadder yet.
Why can't I fix this mess,
That I have now become,
I don't like this hatred in my heart,
It's just not any fun.
I step away from the mirror,
Just...
Not happy with what I see,
The shattered image of my reflection,
Makes me want to weep.
What has happened to me,
I'm just not the same,
Once a strong, independent girl,
But now that strength is drained.
A face that was once full of joy,
Deep blue eyes without a fret,
My face and eyes are now full of sorrow,
And getting sadder yet.
Why can't I fix this mess,
That I have now become,
I don't like this hatred in my heart,
It's just not any fun.
I step away from the mirror,
Just...
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SELF POEM
Published
6th Dec 2012 1:11pm
6th Dec 2012 1:11pm
Scars and Cuts
My pale wrist
It was once kissed
Now it's kept away
To hide my dismay
Those blue veins
Took all my pains
The deep hurt;
A lesson I've not yet learnt
By the pale moon
I pray for healing soon
For what was once soft to touch
Is now etched in scars and cuts.
It was once kissed
Now it's kept away
To hide my dismay
Those blue veins
Took all my pains
The deep hurt;
A lesson I've not yet learnt
By the pale moon
I pray for healing soon
For what was once soft to touch
Is now etched in scars and cuts.
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DARK POEM
Published
29th Nov 2012 1:16pm
29th Nov 2012 1:16pm
Suicide Letter
There's no easy way to say this,
I just can't take this any longer,
I thought that I could handle it,
Fooled myself into thinking I was
stronger.
As time just kept slipping by,
My outer shell started to fall apart,
I can't focus on life anymore,
When there's no feeling in my heart.
To all of those reading this,
I'm sorry if I caused you pain,
Please don't mourn for me,
I don't deserve it when all I've brought
is shame.
Just know I tried so hard,
To keep myself in line,
But my thoughts they've...
I just can't take this any longer,
I thought that I could handle it,
Fooled myself into thinking I was
stronger.
As time just kept slipping by,
My outer shell started to fall apart,
I can't focus on life anymore,
When there's no feeling in my heart.
To all of those reading this,
I'm sorry if I caused you pain,
Please don't mourn for me,
I don't deserve it when all I've brought
is shame.
Just know I tried so hard,
To keep myself in line,
But my thoughts they've...
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OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
30th Oct 2012 1:57pm
30th Oct 2012 1:57pm
Our World
Our world is just a vessel,
We all inhabit in,
Breaking the laws we've made,
Living a life full of sin.
We walk amongst the damned,
Thinking we are somehow better,
But in reality we're not,
Because this chaos is what we
created together.
We stand around and watch,
As our world just falls apart,
No one doing anything to help,
Because no one left has a heart.
It's all about what we want,
Never about what will save us,
Raging wars going on because,
We want things out of greed and lust.
The...
We all inhabit in,
Breaking the laws we've made,
Living a life full of sin.
We walk amongst the damned,
Thinking we are somehow better,
But in reality we're not,
Because this chaos is what we
created together.
We stand around and watch,
As our world just falls apart,
No one doing anything to help,
Because no one left has a heart.
It's all about what we want,
Never about what will save us,
Raging wars going on because,
We want things out of greed and lust.
The...
675 reads
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