Submissions by lesbianoutcast (Cael)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
No Love
running in circles
thinking of you
i try and try to make you happy
but guess thers nothing i can do
i want to believe that you love me
or even that you care
but i just cant do that
when theres no love there
thinking of you
i try and try to make you happy
but guess thers nothing i can do
i want to believe that you love me
or even that you care
but i just cant do that
when theres no love there
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What They Call Me
death is what they call me
cause i kill everything in sight
death is what they call me
cause my soul is dark as night
death is what they call me
cause i dont care anymore
death is what they call me
cause they know the danger
that lies in store
death is what they call me
cause i have no secrets to hide
death is what they call me
cause im happy to have died
cause i kill everything in sight
death is what they call me
cause my soul is dark as night
death is what they call me
cause i dont care anymore
death is what they call me
cause they know the danger
that lies in store
death is what they call me
cause i have no secrets to hide
death is what they call me
cause im happy to have died
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Mysterious Feeling
i wake up every morning
and youre on my mind
i dont know why this is
since we only known
eachother a short time
i dont know how
to explain what i feel
it is so different
it so real
i cant help but wonder
how you feel about me
i wish this feeling of mine
wasnt such a mystery
and youre on my mind
i dont know why this is
since we only known
eachother a short time
i dont know how
to explain what i feel
it is so different
it so real
i cant help but wonder
how you feel about me
i wish this feeling of mine
wasnt such a mystery
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But Can You
i smile
but can you tell its fake
i laugh
but can you tell im screaming
on the inside
my eyes are dry
but can you see i want to cry
i comfort you
but can you feel me tremble
i move on
but can you tell my heart is broken
i say im fine
but can you tell i lie
i fix your heart
but can you fix mine
i hear you
but can you truly hear me
you said you love me
but can you tell i know you dont
i know he is the one for you
but can you see im jealous
i say im happy
but can you tell im sad...
but can you tell its fake
i laugh
but can you tell im screaming
on the inside
my eyes are dry
but can you see i want to cry
i comfort you
but can you feel me tremble
i move on
but can you tell my heart is broken
i say im fine
but can you tell i lie
i fix your heart
but can you fix mine
i hear you
but can you truly hear me
you said you love me
but can you tell i know you dont
i know he is the one for you
but can you see im jealous
i say im happy
but can you tell im sad...
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this game
you push me away
all i can do is cry
knowing you dont love me
makes me want to die
i given you
all that i can
but it wasnt enough
to make you understand
why does everyone
always hurt me
i act like i tough
but inside i bleed
youre just like the others
always causing me pain
i finally have the courage
to say enough of this game
all i can do is cry
knowing you dont love me
makes me want to die
i given you
all that i can
but it wasnt enough
to make you understand
why does everyone
always hurt me
i act like i tough
but inside i bleed
youre just like the others
always causing me pain
i finally have the courage
to say enough of this game
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fighting
i get mad
and open the bottle up
i drink it down
to end my pain
i cant find
another way out
of this place called hell
so i just keep drinking
spinning faster
out of control
i cant put the bottle down
its a part of my life
dont know if
i will ever be me
another sip
and my world goes dark
and open the bottle up
i drink it down
to end my pain
i cant find
another way out
of this place called hell
so i just keep drinking
spinning faster
out of control
i cant put the bottle down
its a part of my life
dont know if
i will ever be me
another sip
and my world goes dark
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if
if you love me
dont let me fall
if you want me
dont let me walk away
if i mean anything to you
save me from myself
if you need me
show me that you care
if you dont want me
please tell me before i get too attached
if im not wanted in your life
push me away like everyone else
dont let me fall
if you want me
dont let me walk away
if i mean anything to you
save me from myself
if you need me
show me that you care
if you dont want me
please tell me before i get too attached
if im not wanted in your life
push me away like everyone else
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Dreaming
i feel your body
next to mine
wanting you more
than any other time
you say you want me
so i kiss your lips
losing the clothes
i feel the touch of your finger tips
things get heated
and i hear you screaming
i open my eyes
and i realize i was dreaming
cause youre not there
next to mine
wanting you more
than any other time
you say you want me
so i kiss your lips
losing the clothes
i feel the touch of your finger tips
things get heated
and i hear you screaming
i open my eyes
and i realize i was dreaming
cause youre not there
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Falling
Falling,
Falling,
Ever so fast,
Someone,
Please save me,
Before I land on my ass.
I can't,
Begin to say,
What's on my mind,
If only,
If only,
I had more time.
Falling,
Falling,
Ever so quick,
Someone,
Please save me,
Before I crush my skull on that brick.
So many,
Words resting,
Inside,
There's this,
Scary feeling,
That I'm going to die.
Falling,
Ever so fast,
Someone,
Please save me,
Before I land on my ass.
I can't,
Begin to say,
What's on my mind,
If only,
If only,
I had more time.
Falling,
Falling,
Ever so quick,
Someone,
Please save me,
Before I crush my skull on that brick.
So many,
Words resting,
Inside,
There's this,
Scary feeling,
That I'm going to die.
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free
i hear your loud screaming
as i run for my bed
you slam open the door
and i know that im dead
you grab my short hair
and pull it right out
you tell me to shush
when i scream and shout
you tell me im ugly
you call me a whore
you scream at me constantly
as i hit the floor
you stomp on my leg
i hear a loud crack
i scream out in pain
and earn a new smack
you toss me around
off the walls i do bounce
you lift me up high
like i weigh just an ounce
you throw me down hard ...
as i run for my bed
you slam open the door
and i know that im dead
you grab my short hair
and pull it right out
you tell me to shush
when i scream and shout
you tell me im ugly
you call me a whore
you scream at me constantly
as i hit the floor
you stomp on my leg
i hear a loud crack
i scream out in pain
and earn a new smack
you toss me around
off the walls i do bounce
you lift me up high
like i weigh just an ounce
you throw me down hard ...
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my addiction
it says take a pill for the pain
i take twelve
its supposed to relieve tension and strain
but i take them to get away from hell
this is the way i deal
with things so astray
taking them so i cant feel
anything the rest of the day
it makes me feel good
it makes me more like me
like im finally understood
im finally free
free to my addiction
i take twelve
its supposed to relieve tension and strain
but i take them to get away from hell
this is the way i deal
with things so astray
taking them so i cant feel
anything the rest of the day
it makes me feel good
it makes me more like me
like im finally understood
im finally free
free to my addiction
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deep emotions
take a look
come see inside
into this battle called my life
i wake up
and start up again with my silent war
want to know whats in store
some think they know me
but all they know are lies
hurting as my heart dies
if you think you can help
be my guest
if not leave me alone till theres nothing left
come see inside
into this battle called my life
i wake up
and start up again with my silent war
want to know whats in store
some think they know me
but all they know are lies
hurting as my heart dies
if you think you can help
be my guest
if not leave me alone till theres nothing left
3662 reads
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