Submissions by kourtnissixxx
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
DRUGS POEM
Published
28th Dec 2011 8:02pm
28th Dec 2011 8:02pm
Hes My Air
He dances wildly atop the chourus
Of my heart. When he touches at
My lips, my heart gos a flutter. My
Mind unsteadies and images appear.
Somtimes I just lie there with him
In my hand. When no one cares, he
Has nothing but love for me. Although
I despise being dependent, on anything
Or anyone. But I adore him so and I
Doubt I could go on without him.
My "loved" ones say he's no good
And my life is losing its purpous,
But I lose my stress and worries around
Him. He makes me sane if only for
A little while. My nerves are...
Of my heart. When he touches at
My lips, my heart gos a flutter. My
Mind unsteadies and images appear.
Somtimes I just lie there with him
In my hand. When no one cares, he
Has nothing but love for me. Although
I despise being dependent, on anything
Or anyone. But I adore him so and I
Doubt I could go on without him.
My "loved" ones say he's no good
And my life is losing its purpous,
But I lose my stress and worries around
Him. He makes me sane if only for
A little while. My nerves are...
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3 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
28th Dec 2011 7:47pm
28th Dec 2011 7:47pm
Denial Will Help
The demons of your mind
Can't be simply wished away.
You can't threaten them with
Man made weapons, nor
Vanquish
Them with the pleas and
Crys of your personal torment.
You can't put every shred of
Hope into your pointless
Attempts
At strangaling the parasites
...
Can't be simply wished away.
You can't threaten them with
Man made weapons, nor
Vanquish
Them with the pleas and
Crys of your personal torment.
You can't put every shred of
Hope into your pointless
Attempts
At strangaling the parasites
...
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DRUGS POEM
Published
20th Dec 2011 5:56pm
20th Dec 2011 5:56pm
a preachers bullshit
you could never understand, only calculate
you think your helping but you only aggervate
dont you think we know our minds will detieriate?
all you ever did was discriminate
the lies you all fed us is what we now hate
so we pick up our habbits and enter another state
a world without you is what we'll create
you want us to listen but theres nothing to hear
preaching to us like it'll make it all clear
inspit of you theres nothing we fear
as soon as you leave our next high is near
so will you shut the fuck up and just pass us a beer?
you...
you think your helping but you only aggervate
dont you think we know our minds will detieriate?
all you ever did was discriminate
the lies you all fed us is what we now hate
so we pick up our habbits and enter another state
a world without you is what we'll create
you want us to listen but theres nothing to hear
preaching to us like it'll make it all clear
inspit of you theres nothing we fear
as soon as you leave our next high is near
so will you shut the fuck up and just pass us a beer?
you...
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
14th Dec 2011 1:19am
14th Dec 2011 1:19am
Is She Pretty, Are You Vain
She's so beautiful
With eyes as green as her enchanted forest
With shadows of lust illuminating her globes of mystery
Crimson pours down her shoulders
Breast
Past her back
Skin as exquised as the glow of a full moon
Feeling the smolder as ember of an hourglass figure
Enflaming the raw intensity of a need
Enriching the flutter of an abondante chest clenching pace
The dance of sparks as movement engulfs inside out
She's so miserable
Shitty brown drowned in silent agony
Apperring as the ashes of a tranquil acceptence
Self hate seen...
With eyes as green as her enchanted forest
With shadows of lust illuminating her globes of mystery
Crimson pours down her shoulders
Breast
Past her back
Skin as exquised as the glow of a full moon
Feeling the smolder as ember of an hourglass figure
Enflaming the raw intensity of a need
Enriching the flutter of an abondante chest clenching pace
The dance of sparks as movement engulfs inside out
She's so miserable
Shitty brown drowned in silent agony
Apperring as the ashes of a tranquil acceptence
Self hate seen...
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3 Comments
DRUGS POEM
Published
14th Dec 2011 00:41am
14th Dec 2011 00:41am
When I Am You
Who do I look like now?
With beer bottles lined up on the floor
Empty fortys their nieghbors
Me popping the top off an iced-cold one
Not wanting to, but dyieng to smoke one of my last two ciggerates
Sitting here alone all night
Just so I can sleep all day to start all over again
This lonely process
With riot girls producing the albums of my soundtrack
My hatred bubbling over
My desperate crys for help ignored
But why would I want them anwsered?
So they can take me away from my bliss?
My sweet abyss cradeling my oblivion? ...
With beer bottles lined up on the floor
Empty fortys their nieghbors
Me popping the top off an iced-cold one
Not wanting to, but dyieng to smoke one of my last two ciggerates
Sitting here alone all night
Just so I can sleep all day to start all over again
This lonely process
With riot girls producing the albums of my soundtrack
My hatred bubbling over
My desperate crys for help ignored
But why would I want them anwsered?
So they can take me away from my bliss?
My sweet abyss cradeling my oblivion? ...
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LOVE POEM
Published
10th Dec 2011 9:41pm
10th Dec 2011 9:41pm
E.L.
I see you now and things have changed
I feel somthing and my thoughts are disaranged
Your my best friend but your enraged
Its all your fault and our friendships caged
You've left me but not before you engagged
Its been so long since we used to play truth or dare
We had to kiss once but my want for more was always there
I could never tell you cause I was afraid you wouldn't care
If you would had rejected me it would be something I couldn't bare
I found out you knew and you played with me, it wasent fair
Then one night I took you with me
We...
I feel somthing and my thoughts are disaranged
Your my best friend but your enraged
Its all your fault and our friendships caged
You've left me but not before you engagged
Its been so long since we used to play truth or dare
We had to kiss once but my want for more was always there
I could never tell you cause I was afraid you wouldn't care
If you would had rejected me it would be something I couldn't bare
I found out you knew and you played with me, it wasent fair
Then one night I took you with me
We...
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LOVE POEM
Published
8th Dec 2011 9:55pm
8th Dec 2011 9:55pm
Share the Pain
I wish he would have hit me
Even just a slap
Leave a bruse, one that heals
A flesh wound
Not one that scorches me so, withering me to ashes
I pick at it
Scratch it off to watch it flow again
I want to hold him down, cry in his shoulder,
And tell him he can't desert me
I want to throw him in a hole
Make him all alone
I want his insides to rot out and his love to vanish
I want him to hate me with every fiber of his being
To realize that even though I continue to scar him,
He can't help but love and feel adoration for me
That...
Even just a slap
Leave a bruse, one that heals
A flesh wound
Not one that scorches me so, withering me to ashes
I pick at it
Scratch it off to watch it flow again
I want to hold him down, cry in his shoulder,
And tell him he can't desert me
I want to throw him in a hole
Make him all alone
I want his insides to rot out and his love to vanish
I want him to hate me with every fiber of his being
To realize that even though I continue to scar him,
He can't help but love and feel adoration for me
That...
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ANGER POEM
Published
8th Dec 2011 9:26pm
8th Dec 2011 9:26pm
untitled
Vortex twirl and swirl around
Throw me straight into the ground
Pull my limbs and force me bound
Into darkness I am found
But where is sound?
Fuse me, use me, simply abuse me
Let me feel you coursing through me
Do you feel my hatred, my betray,
The way I wish you all would just decay?
Call me illiterate
No I'm insane
I'm seeing red and your in pain
Throw me straight into the ground
Pull my limbs and force me bound
Into darkness I am found
But where is sound?
Fuse me, use me, simply abuse me
Let me feel you coursing through me
Do you feel my hatred, my betray,
The way I wish you all would just decay?
Call me illiterate
No I'm insane
I'm seeing red and your in pain
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LOVE POEM
Published
20th Jul 2011 8:14pm
20th Jul 2011 8:14pm
Phantom
all i ever do is die
sit and ponder why
this maze of hearts red with desire
all it does is sear like fire
push me past this bull-shit squire
because of him i've become higher
drunken angst fills my veins
blurry vision frees my pains
lonely demon come to me
your poisonous kiss shall set me free
into the perfect killing spree
enticing a forbidden misery
alone again i kissed a ghost
pissed because i want phantom the most
to hold me through this fucked up night
no longer seeing any light
i'll find my phantom one...
sit and ponder why
this maze of hearts red with desire
all it does is sear like fire
push me past this bull-shit squire
because of him i've become higher
drunken angst fills my veins
blurry vision frees my pains
lonely demon come to me
your poisonous kiss shall set me free
into the perfect killing spree
enticing a forbidden misery
alone again i kissed a ghost
pissed because i want phantom the most
to hold me through this fucked up night
no longer seeing any light
i'll find my phantom one...
878 reads
3 Comments
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