Submissions by knowthyself (know thyself)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
doing schizodelic and psycholyrical studies
thought by thought
(to make a virtue of necessity)
interrupted writing – reconnected thoughts
bridging different moments – the context's always new
interrupting writing just to loose for what I fought
thereby widening the sense of what comes through
interrupted writing – strangely made up sense
to reveal what's hiding in between the blanked out
interrupted thinking right within some bigger plans
observing what's enabled by changing doubts
reconnecting thinking – waiting for the words
fitting in – believing in subtle structures by
constructing and...
interrupted writing – reconnected thoughts
bridging different moments – the context's always new
interrupting writing just to loose for what I fought
thereby widening the sense of what comes through
interrupted writing – strangely made up sense
to reveal what's hiding in between the blanked out
interrupted thinking right within some bigger plans
observing what's enabled by changing doubts
reconnecting thinking – waiting for the words
fitting in – believing in subtle structures by
constructing and...
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apophenia
still, changing words feels like new ones
creating another conscious sphere
enclosing everything that could come
and thereby shifting my very now and here
just altering what thoughts could mean
against the background of what occurred
decoded by unconsciously seen
textures whose relinked sense becomes self-referred
part-whole relationships blew up
any attempt to think such a case
as a randomly gained final stop
of intertwined ways to an ongoing daze
contingently shaped by sense and time and space? ...
creating another conscious sphere
enclosing everything that could come
and thereby shifting my very now and here
just altering what thoughts could mean
against the background of what occurred
decoded by unconsciously seen
textures whose relinked sense becomes self-referred
part-whole relationships blew up
any attempt to think such a case
as a randomly gained final stop
of intertwined ways to an ongoing daze
contingently shaped by sense and time and space? ...
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one more thought
(changing words)
feels like there’s one thought needed
or maybe just a few new more
to open that strange mental door
that was supposed somehow before
but how to start such thinking
cause there is no way to conclude
from what we guess what we delude
must stay mute within a ’dense’ mood
a mood that starts to wonder
to wander like a shapeless sign
meant beyond any asking line
we need a linked sense to combine
a question mark unwritten
reminds me of the needed key
just like the context we don't see ...
feels like there’s one thought needed
or maybe just a few new more
to open that strange mental door
that was supposed somehow before
but how to start such thinking
cause there is no way to conclude
from what we guess what we delude
must stay mute within a ’dense’ mood
a mood that starts to wonder
to wander like a shapeless sign
meant beyond any asking line
we need a linked sense to combine
a question mark unwritten
reminds me of the needed key
just like the context we don't see ...
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fields of tension between obscure poles
there is a border words can't cross
there is a verbal bind by which they're trapped
just tripping within this descriptive toss
of nothing or anything conceptual to grasp
where everything said remains a strange loss
of nothing or anything contextual to grasp
answers melt into what is thought of what one could ask
but nevertheless here they stand
still writing by being rewritten too...
at the same time - that sphere must stay unscanned
but really every found sense makes this new line a new
oscillation within the parting span
by...
there is a verbal bind by which they're trapped
just tripping within this descriptive toss
of nothing or anything conceptual to grasp
where everything said remains a strange loss
of nothing or anything contextual to grasp
answers melt into what is thought of what one could ask
but nevertheless here they stand
still writing by being rewritten too...
at the same time - that sphere must stay unscanned
but really every found sense makes this new line a new
oscillation within the parting span
by...
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Metacomplete
(for Nova's mean tamed wolf)
the very truth is never real
yes, i guess i know what i mean
though even never is hard to feel
still placed correctly in between
there is another knowing sphere
where we are not allowed to think
the way we're used to think to clear
as clarifying by deleting links
thereby leaving what's concrete
behind our abstracted worlds and views
to get “back” we must metacomplete
and by chance we get new clues
...
the very truth is never real
yes, i guess i know what i mean
though even never is hard to feel
still placed correctly in between
there is another knowing sphere
where we are not allowed to think
the way we're used to think to clear
as clarifying by deleting links
thereby leaving what's concrete
behind our abstracted worlds and views
to get “back” we must metacomplete
and by chance we get new clues
...
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meta-balance (w.i.p.)
the only way out of the trap
is to forget that we are caught
and to act as if there was no trap
beyond the very trapping thought…
but we must not forget
a lot of details made minds sick
instead of living where we're at
we're lost in patterns schemed by tricks
without knowing how to forget
what's misguided by wrongest views
we can't step back from what seems real
though some may say there is no truth
beyond the things we know and feel
but sensing and creating sense ...
is to forget that we are caught
and to act as if there was no trap
beyond the very trapping thought…
but we must not forget
a lot of details made minds sick
instead of living where we're at
we're lost in patterns schemed by tricks
without knowing how to forget
what's misguided by wrongest views
we can't step back from what seems real
though some may say there is no truth
beyond the things we know and feel
but sensing and creating sense ...
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once again (my ownly epistemic trace)
I’m at a point where I could stop
I repeat myself in bizarre ways
to me it seemed like growing up
but I followed just my very trace
I’m a trapper and a hunter
but it’s myself - hunted and trapped
without knowing I was going
following my very step
I passed a point where I went wrong
I repeat myself in stranger ways
not sure if I am going on
by just retreading every pace?
without getting any further
besides the years kept going by
I am looped in my own footprints
following just me...
I repeat myself in bizarre ways
to me it seemed like growing up
but I followed just my very trace
I’m a trapper and a hunter
but it’s myself - hunted and trapped
without knowing I was going
following my very step
I passed a point where I went wrong
I repeat myself in stranger ways
not sure if I am going on
by just retreading every pace?
without getting any further
besides the years kept going by
I am looped in my own footprints
following just me...
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change (heady acts)
transforming without any truth
that could stay true beyond the change
cause evolution makes no use
of any stable range
meta-evolutionary
means everything's on unknown ways
each idea that can make us see
must be rethought to stay
and nothing knows what's going on
there’s only randomly faked facts
facing an ever-changing con
made up by heady acts
transforming means we're getting strange
cause everything's on changing tracks
pacing an ever-changing change
reframing heady acts
that could stay true beyond the change
cause evolution makes no use
of any stable range
meta-evolutionary
means everything's on unknown ways
each idea that can make us see
must be rethought to stay
and nothing knows what's going on
there’s only randomly faked facts
facing an ever-changing con
made up by heady acts
transforming means we're getting strange
cause everything's on changing tracks
pacing an ever-changing change
reframing heady acts
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Words – Thoughts – Doubts
Words, Thoughts, Doubts – it all depends
– freed and trapped by the same chance –
on a strangely gained confidence
that there’s no failing coincidence?
Words seem forced to make some sense
to reveal some hidden plans
but who's the one who understands
such ambiguously written demands?
Thoughts seem forced to construct sense
to rebuild poorly guessed plans
but is it me who comprehends
the signs of a concrete circumstance?
Doubts seem forced to question sense
to restructure planned dissents
but...
– freed and trapped by the same chance –
on a strangely gained confidence
that there’s no failing coincidence?
Words seem forced to make some sense
to reveal some hidden plans
but who's the one who understands
such ambiguously written demands?
Thoughts seem forced to construct sense
to rebuild poorly guessed plans
but is it me who comprehends
the signs of a concrete circumstance?
Doubts seem forced to question sense
to restructure planned dissents
but...
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pre-cognition
attention please until i'm through
i'm speaking from another side
did you precognize what's new
you are the one who could decide
try to understand these lines
and you will find out what you're not
your mind it is some kind of shrine
to your weird self but of which god?
it's only world, it's now and then
there is no limit to your mind
it holds the key to everything
creating what you want to find
the problem is: some things are true
but nothing's real without belief
within your doubts not even you
welcome to the human...
i'm speaking from another side
did you precognize what's new
you are the one who could decide
try to understand these lines
and you will find out what you're not
your mind it is some kind of shrine
to your weird self but of which god?
it's only world, it's now and then
there is no limit to your mind
it holds the key to everything
creating what you want to find
the problem is: some things are true
but nothing's real without belief
within your doubts not even you
welcome to the human...
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Abstract thoughts build abstract worlds (inner world autopoiesis)
What is happening right now
Is there a chance to understand
How everything is linked somehow
And nothing random makes more sense
Prophetic lines – poetic rules
If there’s a future left to know
I’m lost with writing as a tool
Which does affect the very show
There is no way to understand
In causal terms or logic laws
Somehow we are creating sense
That weirdly frames its very cause
It seems that we are woven in
A thought becomes reality
Are minds the place where we begin
To make us dream what we could see?
Is...
Is there a chance to understand
How everything is linked somehow
And nothing random makes more sense
Prophetic lines – poetic rules
If there’s a future left to know
I’m lost with writing as a tool
Which does affect the very show
There is no way to understand
In causal terms or logic laws
Somehow we are creating sense
That weirdly frames its very cause
It seems that we are woven in
A thought becomes reality
Are minds the place where we begin
To make us dream what we could see?
Is...
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meta
behind the things that we perceive
there is an untrue reality
that we can't guess 'cause we can't leave
the flat sphere of what we “know” and see
so try to feel what is there
without really asking how nor what nor where
you'll sense a metaphorically sensed snare
beyond every possible thought
there is an unbelievable world
that we're weirdly forced to ignore
as long as we rely just on words
so try to feel what is here
between changing meanings seeming less unclear
in a vague and polylemma-bearing sphere
a...
there is an untrue reality
that we can't guess 'cause we can't leave
the flat sphere of what we “know” and see
so try to feel what is there
without really asking how nor what nor where
you'll sense a metaphorically sensed snare
beyond every possible thought
there is an unbelievable world
that we're weirdly forced to ignore
as long as we rely just on words
so try to feel what is here
between changing meanings seeming less unclear
in a vague and polylemma-bearing sphere
a...
639 reads
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