Submissions by jmerrick73
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Poetry is my outlet for expressing my depression, my anger, my love, my hate, my dark hellish life.
OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
4th Jun 2013 6:44pm
4th Jun 2013 6:44pm
"I got shitted on"
Shitted on shitted on
shitted on shitted on
By family & friends.
Being shitted on,i'll tell ya how it ends.
Friends shittin' on me,
from florida to tennessee.
Names are with held to protect the guilty bastards,
back stabbin' bastards.
One owes me money,the other owes me a favor.
All of this shit is pure bullshit.
Fuck everything & fuck everybody.
Ain't the first time i been shitted on and it won't be the last.
"I got shitted on"
shit shit shit
shit shit shit
"I got shitted on"
shitted on shitted on
By family & friends.
Being shitted on,i'll tell ya how it ends.
Friends shittin' on me,
from florida to tennessee.
Names are with held to protect the guilty bastards,
back stabbin' bastards.
One owes me money,the other owes me a favor.
All of this shit is pure bullshit.
Fuck everything & fuck everybody.
Ain't the first time i been shitted on and it won't be the last.
"I got shitted on"
shit shit shit
shit shit shit
"I got shitted on"
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EROTIC POEM
Published
3rd Jun 2013 6:42pm
3rd Jun 2013 6:42pm
"Demon Bitch"
With sexual perverted thoughts,mind is polluted.
whips & chains,candle wax,s&m bondage,wish my thoughts were diluted.
sick images of golden showers.
minute by minutes,hour by hours.
my only excuse is the devil'z inside.
inside taking me for one helleva ride.
here i am,here i be,wtf is maturity?
i had a dream i was being tortured by natas himself.
he was dragging a red hot fire place poker across my chest to the left.
what a sadistic prick that natas is.
i wonder if that's where i get my psychotic delusions of shit.
i'm so fucking lazy and...
whips & chains,candle wax,s&m bondage,wish my thoughts were diluted.
sick images of golden showers.
minute by minutes,hour by hours.
my only excuse is the devil'z inside.
inside taking me for one helleva ride.
here i am,here i be,wtf is maturity?
i had a dream i was being tortured by natas himself.
he was dragging a red hot fire place poker across my chest to the left.
what a sadistic prick that natas is.
i wonder if that's where i get my psychotic delusions of shit.
i'm so fucking lazy and...
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OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
3rd Jun 2013 6:17pm
3rd Jun 2013 6:17pm
"Left me"
A MAN WHO MISSES HIS MOM.
A MAN WHO WANTS HIS MOM.
A MAN WHO NEEDS HIS MOM.
A MAN WHO CAN'T HAVE HIS MOM.
A MAN WHO CAN'T REMEMBER LAST TIME I HEARD HER VOICE.
A MAN WHO CAN'T REMEMBER HER VOICE.
A MAN WHO CAN'T HAVE HER FOR SHE IS NO LONGER ALIVE.
A MAN WHO WISHES HE COULD HAVE SAID "I LOVE YOU" BEFORE SHE LEFT.
A MAN WHO IN HIS SORROWS IS DROWNING TO DEATH.
A MAN WHO HAS NO VISION WITHIN REALITY.
A MAN WHO HAS CROSSED THE BOUNDARIES OF INSANITY.
A MAN WHO MISSES ALL THE DEARLY DEPARTED BELIEVE ME.
WHY HAS ALL I KNOW AND LOVE LEFT ME?...
A MAN WHO WANTS HIS MOM.
A MAN WHO NEEDS HIS MOM.
A MAN WHO CAN'T HAVE HIS MOM.
A MAN WHO CAN'T REMEMBER LAST TIME I HEARD HER VOICE.
A MAN WHO CAN'T REMEMBER HER VOICE.
A MAN WHO CAN'T HAVE HER FOR SHE IS NO LONGER ALIVE.
A MAN WHO WISHES HE COULD HAVE SAID "I LOVE YOU" BEFORE SHE LEFT.
A MAN WHO IN HIS SORROWS IS DROWNING TO DEATH.
A MAN WHO HAS NO VISION WITHIN REALITY.
A MAN WHO HAS CROSSED THE BOUNDARIES OF INSANITY.
A MAN WHO MISSES ALL THE DEARLY DEPARTED BELIEVE ME.
WHY HAS ALL I KNOW AND LOVE LEFT ME?...
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SELF POEM
Published
2nd Jun 2013 5:19pm
2nd Jun 2013 5:19pm
"Where............
Where is it?
i cannot find it.
when will it show it's self to me?
i wish on it
i think about it so much
where? when? how?
i need that
it is the bane of my existence.
i know it's out there waiting.
god,please let it be known.
i'm so tired of being like this.
i know i don't really deserve this.
all i wanna know is......
"WHERE IS MY HAPPY ENDING?
i cannot find it.
when will it show it's self to me?
i wish on it
i think about it so much
where? when? how?
i need that
it is the bane of my existence.
i know it's out there waiting.
god,please let it be known.
i'm so tired of being like this.
i know i don't really deserve this.
all i wanna know is......
"WHERE IS MY HAPPY ENDING?
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LOVE POEM
Published
2nd Jun 2013 5:08pm
2nd Jun 2013 5:08pm
"......LOVE."
what is the good of loving one individual,
with all your heart,
when that one does not love you the same way?
i have always gone by the love in which god teaches,
love thy neighbor as you'd love yourself.
the love i'm speaking of,
is the love in which you feel heavy hearted.
i call it romeo & juliet type love,
that love goes so deep,
it's love in which you would die for,
without hesitation give your last breath for.
it's that love that slowly kills,
love is the slowest form of suicide,
the hurt & pain is plenty enough to wish you'd...
with all your heart,
when that one does not love you the same way?
i have always gone by the love in which god teaches,
love thy neighbor as you'd love yourself.
the love i'm speaking of,
is the love in which you feel heavy hearted.
i call it romeo & juliet type love,
that love goes so deep,
it's love in which you would die for,
without hesitation give your last breath for.
it's that love that slowly kills,
love is the slowest form of suicide,
the hurt & pain is plenty enough to wish you'd...
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SELF POEM
Published
29th May 2013 6:38pm
29th May 2013 6:38pm
"FAKE"
I SAW YOU LOOK AWAY.
IT'S NOT YOUR FAULT.
I HAVE NOTHING TO OFFER.
MY LOOKS AIN'T ALL THAT GREAT.
I HAVE NO SELF ESTEEM.
I DON'T HAVE MANY FRIENDS.
I'M UNEMPLOYED NOW.
I'VE LOST EVERYTHING I'VE EVER HAD.
LOVED ONES,FRIENDS,JOBS,MONEY,CARS.
NEVER WOULD I BLAME YOU FOR LOOKING AWAY.
I'M A FRAUD, I'M A FAKE.
NOT WORTH KEEPING AROUND.
I'VE BURNT DOWN SO MANY BRIDGES.
I DON'T BLAME ANYONE FOR DISLIKING ME.
I DISLIKE MYSELF, I HATE MYSELF.
WICKED...
IT'S NOT YOUR FAULT.
I HAVE NOTHING TO OFFER.
MY LOOKS AIN'T ALL THAT GREAT.
I HAVE NO SELF ESTEEM.
I DON'T HAVE MANY FRIENDS.
I'M UNEMPLOYED NOW.
I'VE LOST EVERYTHING I'VE EVER HAD.
LOVED ONES,FRIENDS,JOBS,MONEY,CARS.
NEVER WOULD I BLAME YOU FOR LOOKING AWAY.
I'M A FRAUD, I'M A FAKE.
NOT WORTH KEEPING AROUND.
I'VE BURNT DOWN SO MANY BRIDGES.
I DON'T BLAME ANYONE FOR DISLIKING ME.
I DISLIKE MYSELF, I HATE MYSELF.
WICKED...
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OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
29th May 2013 6:36pm
29th May 2013 6:36pm
"All but a dream"
Everything that's taking place in my life right now. Just doesn't seem real, more like a nightmare that's why my voice is so loud. I can't understand why i feel this way. Everyday i pray to god to let it all end just take me away. To the heavens above. Reunite me with my loved ones and show me everlasting love. Is life real is all i see happening. I wish i could wake up out of this sedated trance someone anyone i ask just start slappin me. My heart is torn apart from all the death that i see. Is this for real or am i just crazy? Everything is fallin apart at the...
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SPIRITUAL POEM
Published
28th May 2013 2:42pm
28th May 2013 2:42pm
"Possessed"
I tried to be good to veer from evil
like the antichrist i was stabbed by the steeple
why does it feel real good to be bad?
doing shit that makes me happy,why others be sad
this is why i never gave a damnz
a damnz 'bout any damnz body
not even my damnz famz
i hear voices from the grave
convincing me to always misbehave
tell a lie here tell a lie there
lies lies lies do i really care?
natas is a deciever christ is a believer
sometimes i feel possessed,demon conciever
if a bytch tells you i'm wicked ya best believe her
i say sh*t to shock...
like the antichrist i was stabbed by the steeple
why does it feel real good to be bad?
doing shit that makes me happy,why others be sad
this is why i never gave a damnz
a damnz 'bout any damnz body
not even my damnz famz
i hear voices from the grave
convincing me to always misbehave
tell a lie here tell a lie there
lies lies lies do i really care?
natas is a deciever christ is a believer
sometimes i feel possessed,demon conciever
if a bytch tells you i'm wicked ya best believe her
i say sh*t to shock...
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SELF POEM
Published
28th May 2013 2:22pm
28th May 2013 2:22pm
"From within"
The end is near.
The end is here.
What is there that i fear?
What i see.
What i feel.
What is fake?
What is real?
All i know is pain.
All i know is death.
Nothing stays the same.
In life i've lost my faith.
Only in my lord do i have.
My god i know i've been bad.
Most of my life i've been sad.
Lost everything i once had.
I hold no hate.
For noone do i stay mad.
Poetry is all i know.
Writing is my only outlet.
Poetry is the only way i can go.
Nothing in this life did i ever forget.
From the soul.
To the...
The end is here.
What is there that i fear?
What i see.
What i feel.
What is fake?
What is real?
All i know is pain.
All i know is death.
Nothing stays the same.
In life i've lost my faith.
Only in my lord do i have.
My god i know i've been bad.
Most of my life i've been sad.
Lost everything i once had.
I hold no hate.
For noone do i stay mad.
Poetry is all i know.
Writing is my only outlet.
Poetry is the only way i can go.
Nothing in this life did i ever forget.
From the soul.
To the...
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NON-FICTION PROSE
Published
26th May 2013 1:29pm
26th May 2013 1:29pm
"Friend?
I JUST LOVE IT WHEN A PERSON SAY'S THEY ARE YOUR FRIEND,BUT THE MOMENT THE SHIT HIT'S THE FAN AND YOU ARE IN DIRE NEED OF SOME HELP NO MATTER THE SIZE OF IT,THAT SO CALLED FRIEND IS NOWHERE TO BE FOUND.THEY HAVE VANISHED.SO,EVERYTHING'S ALL HONKY DORY WHEN LIFE IS GOING GOOD FOR BOTH PARTIES.YEAH YEAH,I'LL HELP YOU OUT MY FRIEND.I'LL DO THIS FOR YOU MY FRIEND.I'LL TRY MY DAMNEDEST TO HELP YOU MY FRIEND.I GOT YOUR BACK MY FRIEND.YOU CAN COUNT ON ME MY FRIEND.THE TRUTH TO IT ALL IS.I'M GONNA USE THE IMMORTAL WORD'Z OF ERIC WRIGHT AKA EAZY-E."THERE AIN'T NO FRIEND'Z WHEN IT COMES TO...
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SONG LYRICS
Published
26th May 2013 1:24pm
26th May 2013 1:24pm
???????????????????????
(south of heaven,west of hell,that's where my soul fell,there is a hell,hell is a real place,life is a dark chain of events)
Why? why? why?
can't wait to die,
full of anticipation to die,
noone to cry when i die,
bye bye bye,
please god take me away from this damned hellish earth,
i have damaged my earthly body with pillz,
so many damned pillz,
hahaha look at me rant and rave,
look at me misbehave,
don't have the drive,
don't care to shave,
that's why the long hair the unkempt beard the raggedy clothes,
awful hygiene runny snotty...
Why? why? why?
can't wait to die,
full of anticipation to die,
noone to cry when i die,
bye bye bye,
please god take me away from this damned hellish earth,
i have damaged my earthly body with pillz,
so many damned pillz,
hahaha look at me rant and rave,
look at me misbehave,
don't have the drive,
don't care to shave,
that's why the long hair the unkempt beard the raggedy clothes,
awful hygiene runny snotty...
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NON-FICTION PROSE
Published
23rd May 2013 9:06pm
23rd May 2013 9:06pm
"Twisted"
I have this dream sometimes,and in this dream my life is smooth and in order.it has purpose.Everything has a reason.everything is in it's place.I'm no longer afraid,cause somehow in this dream i've left my old self behind.The person searching for something to fill that dark hole inside of them,to quite the loss.I've left all this behind to become something more,something pure.Because i've finally found what i've been searching for.And in this dream,i am not alone.Someone else is there.I can't see them yet.But all of me is moving towards this person.This person obscured was definitely...
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