Submissions by jmerrick73
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Poetry is my outlet for expressing my depression, my anger, my love, my hate, my dark hellish life.
SELF POEM
Published
8th Jul 2013 7:20pm
8th Jul 2013 7:20pm
"Some thoughts"
I am stuck somewhere mentally that i don't like.And it's so damn hard for me to get outta this pit of darkness.
I have so much love in my heart for everyone i know,But i don't have any love for myself.My birthday triggered some of it.Getting older,..and i don't have any family that gives a damn if i'm alive or dead.I just don't feel connected with things anymore.Too many dark nights of the soul.
I have so much love in my heart for everyone i know,But i don't have any love for myself.My birthday triggered some of it.Getting older,..and i don't have any family that gives a damn if i'm alive or dead.I just don't feel connected with things anymore.Too many dark nights of the soul.
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SONG LYRICS
Published
8th Jul 2013 7:17pm
8th Jul 2013 7:17pm
"$hit Happenz"
in the everyday life of tha b.e.d pka larry-it's alwayz same shit different day for me-i'm to the point in my life i don't give a fuck 'bout shit-the day my soul checks outta it's residence i look forward to it-at least i'll no longer have to be faced with all this anxiety-all this bullshit is driving me beyond fucking crazy-lord forgive me,please give me a sign whut will it be for i-i think of my past and all the shit i done i just sit and ask myself what was i thinkin why?-it feels like i got 300 pounds of pressure on my brain-i think i am for sure without a doubt goin' insane-this shit iz...
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SONG LYRICS
Published
2nd Jul 2013 5:39pm
2nd Jul 2013 5:39pm
"Flippin' off the wall"
Every damn day it's the same old shit-all i have that's of use is this .45 that's it-however, every now and then i go to thinkin' of all the funn of my past-drinkin' with the homiez smokin' weed with my ex bitch, who in fact had a great ass-that was then,this is now-don't have any homiez,don't have any bitchez,tadow-now i just sit with this heata fuckin' around-spin the glock,watchin' it go round and round-what's a cracka like myself gonna do,my mind is blank-all my misery and hardships,i have myself to thank-i did this to me,i sure as fuck ain't gonna blame just anybody-i made all those bad...
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EROTIC POEM
Published
2nd Jul 2013 5:30pm
2nd Jul 2013 5:30pm
"Erotic Poetry"
I ain't got shit but my dick and nutts.
The purpose for them is for bitches to get on their knees and suck.
Dirty your fuckin' dress up bitch.
Suck my fuckin' prick bitch.
I know for a start this shit sounds real harsh and degrading.
Ok i'll admit that,i'll tone it down some make it sound sensual you might start masturbating.
I just wanna kiss you from head to toe and i wanna lick you.
Do all the kinky shit lovers do.
Yea,i'm a freak in the bedroom.
I dream about you girl,wonderin' how soon.
I will have you all to myself makin' passionate love...
The purpose for them is for bitches to get on their knees and suck.
Dirty your fuckin' dress up bitch.
Suck my fuckin' prick bitch.
I know for a start this shit sounds real harsh and degrading.
Ok i'll admit that,i'll tone it down some make it sound sensual you might start masturbating.
I just wanna kiss you from head to toe and i wanna lick you.
Do all the kinky shit lovers do.
Yea,i'm a freak in the bedroom.
I dream about you girl,wonderin' how soon.
I will have you all to myself makin' passionate love...
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SONG LYRICS
Published
1st Jul 2013 8:28pm
1st Jul 2013 8:28pm
"After life,Leave me be"
My only fear of death is reincarnation-to come back to this earth would be a fucked up situation-if i come back to this place as a ghost-i'm gonna haunt all the people that hated on me the most-to be free is to be d.e.a.d-life is not very happy for me-why oh why oh why is this my life? fuck it.the good die young and those that deserve to die live on-so many loved ones i seen die,they all gone-many a night i wished it was me that passed away to the other side-i don't giva fuck i'd rather die-they were young had alot of years ahead of them-but shit ain't like that,mamas and papas they was taken...
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SONG LYRICS
Published
1st Jul 2013 8:20pm
1st Jul 2013 8:20pm
"Skanless Azz Bytchez"
skanless azz bitchez iz all they iz-talk alot of shit pretendin' to be friendz-i can't stand those type of bitchez-gold diggin' whores using men for tha riches-i dispise all them female dogz that tell all these liez-pretendin' to be ya friend,talk sweet then az sure az shit splatters money gone she gone that ain't no liez-evaporating bitchez dissappear before ya eyez-it ain't my call but them hoez deserve to diez-that's ok tha hooker will get hers sure nuff-you think i'm being too damn ruff-i don't give a damn or fuck whut anybody thinks-all i know is these bitchez lucky i haven't had a...
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OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
26th Jun 2013 7:28pm
26th Jun 2013 7:28pm
"Ain't shit"
I hate what the fuck it is you did
your grown and actin' like a kid
all this fuck shit has me thinkin'
your damn lucky i ain't drinkin'
situations like this bring out tha thug in me
i don't giva fuck if you hate me
that shit don't phase me
i thought our friendship would last forever
it's true whut they say "nuthin' last forever"
you ain't the first friend to abandon ship
and you sure as fuck won't be the last,fuck it
life goes on after all the bullshit
and mutha fuckas die no doubt about it
you askin' "why am i talkin' like a...
your grown and actin' like a kid
all this fuck shit has me thinkin'
your damn lucky i ain't drinkin'
situations like this bring out tha thug in me
i don't giva fuck if you hate me
that shit don't phase me
i thought our friendship would last forever
it's true whut they say "nuthin' last forever"
you ain't the first friend to abandon ship
and you sure as fuck won't be the last,fuck it
life goes on after all the bullshit
and mutha fuckas die no doubt about it
you askin' "why am i talkin' like a...
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SELF POEM
Published
26th Jun 2013 7:22pm
26th Jun 2013 7:22pm
"True feelings"
Some are ashamed to bare feelings
I am not ashamed
For if i keep these feelings within me
They will kill me.
Forced to move out on my own at 16
Step mother hates me,dad pushed away from me
Always felt like nobody cared for or about me.
Point blank what it is.
Is my past.
I done so many wrong things
And said so many wrong things.
Nobody trust me,Nobody.
Darkness is within everyone
Darkness is part of life
Darkness is..........
I could have been anything in this life
Instead i chose destruction.
I have words built up...
I am not ashamed
For if i keep these feelings within me
They will kill me.
Forced to move out on my own at 16
Step mother hates me,dad pushed away from me
Always felt like nobody cared for or about me.
Point blank what it is.
Is my past.
I done so many wrong things
And said so many wrong things.
Nobody trust me,Nobody.
Darkness is within everyone
Darkness is part of life
Darkness is..........
I could have been anything in this life
Instead i chose destruction.
I have words built up...
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
24th Jun 2013 7:11pm
24th Jun 2013 7:11pm
"Shitisms"
shit-liner
shit-tornado to oz
shit-n-strawberry shortcake
shit-rope
shit-clock
shit-stick
shit-tie
shit-analogy
shit-machine gun
shitacaine
shit-hawk
shit-balls
shit-bat
shit-slide
shit-idiots
shit-storm troopers
shit-winds
shitacular
shit-leopard
shit-apple
shit-wolf
shit-dogs and fries
shit-town
shit-abyss
shit-nicks
shit-spark
shit-bonfire
raging shit fire storm
shitnami
shit-flame
shit-waves
shit-puppets
shit-mobile
shit-monkey
pandoras shit box...
shit-tornado to oz
shit-n-strawberry shortcake
shit-rope
shit-clock
shit-stick
shit-tie
shit-analogy
shit-machine gun
shitacaine
shit-hawk
shit-balls
shit-bat
shit-slide
shit-idiots
shit-storm troopers
shit-winds
shitacular
shit-leopard
shit-apple
shit-wolf
shit-dogs and fries
shit-town
shit-abyss
shit-nicks
shit-spark
shit-bonfire
raging shit fire storm
shitnami
shit-flame
shit-waves
shit-puppets
shit-mobile
shit-monkey
pandoras shit box...
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SPIRITUAL POEM
Published
20th Jun 2013 4:54pm
20th Jun 2013 4:54pm
"Full of Sin"
Full of sinz iz where life beginz
Full of sinz until this life endz
The demon of lust
Destroy's relationships starting with trust
Can hardly think
Can hardly breathe
Demons on the brink
Demon of lust wants to destroy me,kill me
As god iz my witness
I'm tryin' to defeat this
Lord i can't do it alone
Please assist me with this
With all this sin,i pray for this madness to end!!
Full of sinz until this life endz
The demon of lust
Destroy's relationships starting with trust
Can hardly think
Can hardly breathe
Demons on the brink
Demon of lust wants to destroy me,kill me
As god iz my witness
I'm tryin' to defeat this
Lord i can't do it alone
Please assist me with this
With all this sin,i pray for this madness to end!!
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DARK POEM
Published
20th Jun 2013 4:45pm
20th Jun 2013 4:45pm
"Wicked Poetry"
A tisket a tasket
A bloody bloody hatchet
An arm here a leg there
Psycho babble fantastic
One,two,three,four
Before bed lock all doors
Five,six,seven,eight
For us all death has a date
Nine,ten,eleven,twelve
Too late to yell
Demon seeds equals dirty deeds
No one cares about your needs
Smiley,smiley,smiley
Why me? why me?
Welcome to darkness
Where everything is skanless
A basket a casket
Wrappin' bodies in plastic
For the laughs for the laughs
All this just for the laughs.
A bloody bloody hatchet
An arm here a leg there
Psycho babble fantastic
One,two,three,four
Before bed lock all doors
Five,six,seven,eight
For us all death has a date
Nine,ten,eleven,twelve
Too late to yell
Demon seeds equals dirty deeds
No one cares about your needs
Smiley,smiley,smiley
Why me? why me?
Welcome to darkness
Where everything is skanless
A basket a casket
Wrappin' bodies in plastic
For the laughs for the laughs
All this just for the laughs.
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NON-FICTION PROSE
Published
4th Jun 2013 6:53pm
4th Jun 2013 6:53pm
"Remembered"
When i am dead and buried will people remember that i lived?
Remember that i walked the earth?
That i helped people?
After i leave this earth,all that will be left behind is a grave that nobody visits.
People will walk by wondering,who's buried there? Or not even caring who's buried there.
People don't care.
People don't remember.
Out of sight,out of mind.
Remember that i walked the earth?
That i helped people?
After i leave this earth,all that will be left behind is a grave that nobody visits.
People will walk by wondering,who's buried there? Or not even caring who's buried there.
People don't care.
People don't remember.
Out of sight,out of mind.
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