Submissions by jared47
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Ruined
There is that feeling
That familiar pain
All of my cries are vain
Everything is returning
All of the pain
Memories long forgotten
Atleast I had hoped so
But never
My scars won't close
Physical and emotional
Who would think
That I of all people
Suffered so horribly
Pain comes in so many forms
My pain is memories
Darkness crept back in
Just for tonight
To see if I still cared
But it just hurts me
One thing
A song, a word, a message
Can bring it all back
My pain, fury, my darkness
That familiar pain
All of my cries are vain
Everything is returning
All of the pain
Memories long forgotten
Atleast I had hoped so
But never
My scars won't close
Physical and emotional
Who would think
That I of all people
Suffered so horribly
Pain comes in so many forms
My pain is memories
Darkness crept back in
Just for tonight
To see if I still cared
But it just hurts me
One thing
A song, a word, a message
Can bring it all back
My pain, fury, my darkness
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Never alone in my thoughts...
My thoughts bring me pain, and joy
You say you want me as a husband, and a father
You say you truly love me
And you mean everything you say
But at times I feel like you don't care
About my feelings or how your actions affect me
When you talk to other guys, I get jealous
And I fear of you leaving
I see you getting pushed around
And my anger is aroused so easily
I've given you my heart
And you gave me yours
I'm careful, just as you are, not to drop it
When we first began dating
It was something new
I hadn't had anyone for so long...
You say you want me as a husband, and a father
You say you truly love me
And you mean everything you say
But at times I feel like you don't care
About my feelings or how your actions affect me
When you talk to other guys, I get jealous
And I fear of you leaving
I see you getting pushed around
And my anger is aroused so easily
I've given you my heart
And you gave me yours
I'm careful, just as you are, not to drop it
When we first began dating
It was something new
I hadn't had anyone for so long...
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Addiction
Don't bother me
I'm hurt
But no more
I take the pain away
The needle is sharp
The spoon is hot
One day you'll see
Why I am me
The feelings flush
I am oblivious
You ask questions
When I can't answer
An addiction
I have one
But its far better
Than feeling pain
I'm hurt
But no more
I take the pain away
The needle is sharp
The spoon is hot
One day you'll see
Why I am me
The feelings flush
I am oblivious
You ask questions
When I can't answer
An addiction
I have one
But its far better
Than feeling pain
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Why Her?
Why upset her
Why make her feel bad
Do you feel the need
To bring down
Do not bother her
Or I will slaughter you
Do not hurt her
Or you will receive the same
I'm sick of you bringing her pain
Sick of her crying all day
Because of you
You stupid fuck
Do it again
Talk all the shit you want
Soon you won't be able to
When your jaw is wired shut.
For Destiny. My beautiful girlfriend, who is always being bullied.
Why make her feel bad
Do you feel the need
To bring down
Do not bother her
Or I will slaughter you
Do not hurt her
Or you will receive the same
I'm sick of you bringing her pain
Sick of her crying all day
Because of you
You stupid fuck
Do it again
Talk all the shit you want
Soon you won't be able to
When your jaw is wired shut.
For Destiny. My beautiful girlfriend, who is always being bullied.
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Flesh
So warm
So soft
So pale
So raw
I crave it
It brings me joy
Watching you squirm
Seeing you writhe
I love you
I hate you
Your flesh brings me joy
As it is torn
I peel the flesh back
Skin from bone
blood flows
Its so soft
So soft
So pale
So raw
I crave it
It brings me joy
Watching you squirm
Seeing you writhe
I love you
I hate you
Your flesh brings me joy
As it is torn
I peel the flesh back
Skin from bone
blood flows
Its so soft
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Daddy
Why must you hit me
What have I done wrong
Am I a bad son
Am I a disgrace
Mommy doesn't do that
She says its the alcohol
I think its me
You say its just fun
The pain is terrifying
My screams just fade
No one hears
Hears as I am abused
My life so tragic
I want to die
I was violated
By my daddy
What have I done wrong
Am I a bad son
Am I a disgrace
Mommy doesn't do that
She says its the alcohol
I think its me
You say its just fun
The pain is terrifying
My screams just fade
No one hears
Hears as I am abused
My life so tragic
I want to die
I was violated
By my daddy
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Tolerate
Do I have much longer
Is my life worth it
Why so much pain
Why does it hurt
When will it end
When will the pain cease
Why can't I die
Why won't I die
The blade is sharp
slowly, across my veins
The pain flows from me
In my blood, is pain
My blood is black
For my soul is dark
Broken many times
Never repaired
So I ask
Why must it hurt
Why so much pain
Why must I Tolerate.
Is my life worth it
Why so much pain
Why does it hurt
When will it end
When will the pain cease
Why can't I die
Why won't I die
The blade is sharp
slowly, across my veins
The pain flows from me
In my blood, is pain
My blood is black
For my soul is dark
Broken many times
Never repaired
So I ask
Why must it hurt
Why so much pain
Why must I Tolerate.
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The color Black
Black, is as it always has been. A color. Nothing more, or less. Yet I find it to be an interesting way of explaining your thoughts, or feelings. Feelings of hate, angst, greed, and malice. All of them rise amongst me. The color envelops me, as the feeling fills me. My darkest thoughts become reality, and my life is suddenly nothing. A pointless void where I lay, and wait for my time of reckoning. Yet, all to well, it will be defeat. Never, have I been redeemed, and fulfilled, yet many times I have been broken, and destroyed. Yet, in the end, I piece my devastated soul back together. For one...
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Hatrid
A soul, is not worth living
If it causes harm
For if they bring pain
I shall end them
Slowly, I creep upon you
Pulling the wire closer
Bringing it to your throat
I give it a tug
The blood begins flowing
A wicked grin appears
My eyes full of hate
Your life soon to end
Your torture isn't over
I bring my knife
I slowly unzip your body
The blood is warm
My hand reaches in
I reach for your heart
Which is my prize
Now is your demise
My work is done
Your body lay destroyed
My hunger is...
If it causes harm
For if they bring pain
I shall end them
Slowly, I creep upon you
Pulling the wire closer
Bringing it to your throat
I give it a tug
The blood begins flowing
A wicked grin appears
My eyes full of hate
Your life soon to end
Your torture isn't over
I bring my knife
I slowly unzip your body
The blood is warm
My hand reaches in
I reach for your heart
Which is my prize
Now is your demise
My work is done
Your body lay destroyed
My hunger is...
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