The perpetual burning inside me... the fire that burns my soul every day...it abides in you. You...precious son...i killed you for no reason. its not your fault, but i punished you anyway. No one understands...no one will ever understand! I don’t belong here...on this gorgeous earth. i belong deep underground. Where the creatures crawl and where there is no light. Light...what light? Light is no object to me. I really am what people tell me. I am ugly. I am a freak. I do hate myself. Hell, while im at it, i might as well be dead too,...