Submissions by iHoe4Poe_
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
To inspire and be inspired is what I'm looking for here. I crave criticism and judgment. Majority of what I write is projected from the abyss of my addiction that consumes my almost every thought. And love, fucking lustful little thing I am.
DRUGS POEM
Published
16th Apr 2016 9:08pm
16th Apr 2016 9:08pm
not again
A writer who stops writing
Is committing emotional suicide
I feel like as if I had died
Still ceasing to come back to life
My days are dark and lonely
The Devil is calling for me
5 months free from my addiction
The beast wants so badly to be let back in
Not a day goes by I don't think of you
My partner hasn't the slightest clue
How much I still crave you
He'd leave me in a heartbeat
If I ever let that IV seep
I want you in the worst way
There's no shooing this feeling away
I dream of you at night
I wake up in a blissful fright...
Is committing emotional suicide
I feel like as if I had died
Still ceasing to come back to life
My days are dark and lonely
The Devil is calling for me
5 months free from my addiction
The beast wants so badly to be let back in
Not a day goes by I don't think of you
My partner hasn't the slightest clue
How much I still crave you
He'd leave me in a heartbeat
If I ever let that IV seep
I want you in the worst way
There's no shooing this feeling away
I dream of you at night
I wake up in a blissful fright...
574 reads
3 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
14th Jan 2016 1:53am
14th Jan 2016 1:53am
going through changes
Empty paper
Half shred eraser
My thought process is drained
I think I'm going insane
What more can I do
I haven't the slightest clue
Everything is changing
My mind is always pacing
I can hardly ever sleep
I can't count any sheep
My job is terrible
The people are fucking unbearable
My hormones are whack
I'm under chemical attack
On the inside
There's a little face that hides
I've created a life
This love stabs my heart like a knife
I confess I am a mess
But I promise to do my best
...
Half shred eraser
My thought process is drained
I think I'm going insane
What more can I do
I haven't the slightest clue
Everything is changing
My mind is always pacing
I can hardly ever sleep
I can't count any sheep
My job is terrible
The people are fucking unbearable
My hormones are whack
I'm under chemical attack
On the inside
There's a little face that hides
I've created a life
This love stabs my heart like a knife
I confess I am a mess
But I promise to do my best
...
724 reads
3 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
17th Dec 2015 8:30pm
17th Dec 2015 8:30pm
Gemini and Libra
You fight with your twin
I struggle with the scales
We're both torn this time
And love won't prevail
My opposite, my weakness, my favorite
I can balance but it won't fix us
What you seek I can't give away easily
And what I need you won't give to me
My, what a astrological web of disaster we have woven
Think fondly of me, my Gemini lover
I struggle with the scales
We're both torn this time
And love won't prevail
My opposite, my weakness, my favorite
I can balance but it won't fix us
What you seek I can't give away easily
And what I need you won't give to me
My, what a astrological web of disaster we have woven
Think fondly of me, my Gemini lover
1208 reads
4 Comments
DRUGS POEM
Published
17th Dec 2015 7:06pm
17th Dec 2015 7:06pm
Withdrawal
Cold sweats
Such a mess
Skin on fire
Burning in desire
I craved him more
Than ever before
Stomach bile
Deathly trial
A plea to get clean
He had crippled me
In a daze
Body empty for days
Full of haze
Such sinful ways
This game he plays
Dehydration
Kidney failure
Hallucinations
Where's my savior
Abomination
You can't save her
I died that night
Brought back to life
I saw that light
I lost that fight
IV?
Try me
If you find a vain
Mark it in vane ...
Such a mess
Skin on fire
Burning in desire
I craved him more
Than ever before
Stomach bile
Deathly trial
A plea to get clean
He had crippled me
In a daze
Body empty for days
Full of haze
Such sinful ways
This game he plays
Dehydration
Kidney failure
Hallucinations
Where's my savior
Abomination
You can't save her
I died that night
Brought back to life
I saw that light
I lost that fight
IV?
Try me
If you find a vain
Mark it in vane ...
946 reads
5 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
15th Dec 2015 7:01pm
15th Dec 2015 7:01pm
the lustful little creature called she
I try to touch your breathe with my lips
Holding onto your heart
I want you to touch the curves of my hips
But you are tearing me apart
One more kiss just for the road
Come on, please don't go
If it's just lust then why am I breaking?
I need more memories of your soul
My hearts now turning to the color of coal
The silence is deafening
My cliched words are forming
Glaciers in my mind
I can fucking feel your stupid pulse
While you're sitting next to me
Do you think it's okay
To just sit there while
My ears are imploding ...
Holding onto your heart
I want you to touch the curves of my hips
But you are tearing me apart
One more kiss just for the road
Come on, please don't go
If it's just lust then why am I breaking?
I need more memories of your soul
My hearts now turning to the color of coal
The silence is deafening
My cliched words are forming
Glaciers in my mind
I can fucking feel your stupid pulse
While you're sitting next to me
Do you think it's okay
To just sit there while
My ears are imploding ...
871 reads
6 Comments
DRUGS POEM
Published
14th Dec 2015 7:52pm
14th Dec 2015 7:52pm
Poppy Fields
Her pencil is her needle now
She taints her veins of evil no more
She's free from deaths grip
And that bitter dope drip
I used to be what she needed
Opiates
Shot straight to her heart
But now there's this art
Of turning tragedy
Into humanity
And finding what was once lost
Once again
She danced with the Devil
It takes two to tango
Everyone always forgets
The Devil was once an Angel too
He's not a little red man with horns
He's a beautiful red poppy flower
Oozing of opium
How could something so...
She taints her veins of evil no more
She's free from deaths grip
And that bitter dope drip
I used to be what she needed
Opiates
Shot straight to her heart
But now there's this art
Of turning tragedy
Into humanity
And finding what was once lost
Once again
She danced with the Devil
It takes two to tango
Everyone always forgets
The Devil was once an Angel too
He's not a little red man with horns
He's a beautiful red poppy flower
Oozing of opium
How could something so...
1162 reads
6 Comments
DRUGS POEM
Published
14th Dec 2015 7:33pm
14th Dec 2015 7:33pm
Tidal Waves
Once is too many
A thousand is never enough
Mentally exhausted
Caving into her weakness
Darling
You're worth so much more
Than a ten second rush
A beautiful flushed face
Pinned eyes
A mouthful of lies
Telling yourself you can't
Go on
Without... but
Without a doubt
My dear
You can persevere
You're not too far gone
You can still see land
I can see the ocean
In your eyes
Rising and falling
Crashing and crying
The sea is unforgiving
Swallowing up ships
Spitting them out a wreck
But you...
A thousand is never enough
Mentally exhausted
Caving into her weakness
Darling
You're worth so much more
Than a ten second rush
A beautiful flushed face
Pinned eyes
A mouthful of lies
Telling yourself you can't
Go on
Without... but
Without a doubt
My dear
You can persevere
You're not too far gone
You can still see land
I can see the ocean
In your eyes
Rising and falling
Crashing and crying
The sea is unforgiving
Swallowing up ships
Spitting them out a wreck
But you...
730 reads
1 Comment
DARK POEM
Published
11th Dec 2015 6:37pm
11th Dec 2015 6:37pm
Eyes
Look at his eyes
Baby blue
Blue, just like himself
Look at my eye
Baby, it's blue
You did it yourself
Look at his eyes
Full of lies
I seen them cry
Harder than I
Look at my eyes
They still cry
I just want to die
Look at his eyes
I'd rather not
I dropped
To the floor
Look at my eyes
Baby, I'm dead
Do you see all the red?
Look at our eyes
Baby, their blue
Just like ourselves
Baby blue
Blue, just like himself
Look at my eye
Baby, it's blue
You did it yourself
Look at his eyes
Full of lies
I seen them cry
Harder than I
Look at my eyes
They still cry
I just want to die
Look at his eyes
I'd rather not
I dropped
To the floor
Look at my eyes
Baby, I'm dead
Do you see all the red?
Look at our eyes
Baby, their blue
Just like ourselves
956 reads
7 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
10th Dec 2015 7:44pm
10th Dec 2015 7:44pm
Cancer
Your eyes
They hypnotize
I can't look away
I'm not sure if I want to
I just want you
You're all I think about
I can't go without
You're the taste in my mouth
After I smoke a cigarette
That won't go away
You stained my lips
You're my cancerous bliss
Every kiss
You take seconds off my sorrowful life
This love will be
The very death
Of me
They hypnotize
I can't look away
I'm not sure if I want to
I just want you
You're all I think about
I can't go without
You're the taste in my mouth
After I smoke a cigarette
That won't go away
You stained my lips
You're my cancerous bliss
Every kiss
You take seconds off my sorrowful life
This love will be
The very death
Of me
719 reads
2 Comments
DRUGS POEM
Published
10th Dec 2015 5:27am
10th Dec 2015 5:27am
Skin
This exterior I'm in
It's as white as porcelain
I wish to be comfortable within
But I'm always cold
No matter the condition
I live in sweaters
No such thing as weather
My hearts an igloo
My brain is too
I have no emotions
An average girls is like an ocean
Except mine has no current
I hide it all away
Just like the scars I've made
They make people sway
I have nothing to say anyway
People come and go
Yet still I have no flow
I wish someone could throw
A rock into my soul
Just to get a ripple
Or maybe a...
It's as white as porcelain
I wish to be comfortable within
But I'm always cold
No matter the condition
I live in sweaters
No such thing as weather
My hearts an igloo
My brain is too
I have no emotions
An average girls is like an ocean
Except mine has no current
I hide it all away
Just like the scars I've made
They make people sway
I have nothing to say anyway
People come and go
Yet still I have no flow
I wish someone could throw
A rock into my soul
Just to get a ripple
Or maybe a...
751 reads
13 Comments
STORY POEM
Published
3rd Dec 2015 7:03pm
3rd Dec 2015 7:03pm
Mothers Love
Only one thing I'm certain of
Birthing a child that I can love
No one is more deserving
Than an innocent infant still nursing
A love like mine
Is hard to find
It's so devine
Sweet child of mine
I dream of you
My beautiful creation
Taking over my womb
A home invasion
Your heart is pure
While mines a mess
But I confess
To do my best
You'll be so worth it
You'll be so perfect
A chubby tubby
Your mouth: "IM HUNGRY!"
Boo boo kisses
Scraped knees
"I got stung by a...
Birthing a child that I can love
No one is more deserving
Than an innocent infant still nursing
A love like mine
Is hard to find
It's so devine
Sweet child of mine
I dream of you
My beautiful creation
Taking over my womb
A home invasion
Your heart is pure
While mines a mess
But I confess
To do my best
You'll be so worth it
You'll be so perfect
A chubby tubby
Your mouth: "IM HUNGRY!"
Boo boo kisses
Scraped knees
"I got stung by a...
828 reads
6 Comments
ANGER POEM
Published
3rd Dec 2015 2:49pm
3rd Dec 2015 2:49pm
spitting fire
Ignorance is bliss?
Are you looking to get dissed?
I am not hostile
But your behavior could put you
In the hospital
I hate confrontation but
This situation
Has me heated
These feelings of betrayal
I haven't felt in so long
You haven't the slightest clue
The shit I could do to you
The words I could spew
From my vicious mouth
Can make everything go south
In the blink of an eye
I can have you mentally decapitated
"I really fucked with this bitch?" asking yourself
Why
Unable to grasp the concept of...
Are you looking to get dissed?
I am not hostile
But your behavior could put you
In the hospital
I hate confrontation but
This situation
Has me heated
These feelings of betrayal
I haven't felt in so long
You haven't the slightest clue
The shit I could do to you
The words I could spew
From my vicious mouth
Can make everything go south
In the blink of an eye
I can have you mentally decapitated
"I really fucked with this bitch?" asking yourself
Why
Unable to grasp the concept of...
876 reads
3 Comments
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