Submissions by hatterwithhorns (Julian)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
The best of us find happiness in misery
three months since
Three months since,
You left,
Three months since,
Ive slept.
Three months since,
We kissed,
Three months since,
You weren't missed.
Three months since,
I lost my world,
Three months since,
In my arms you were curled.
Three months since,
We said kind words,
Three months since,
We watched the birds.
Three months since,
We said I love you,
Three months since,
I knew what to do.
Three months since,
You lied,
Three months since,
I almost died.
Three months since,
You...
You left,
Three months since,
Ive slept.
Three months since,
We kissed,
Three months since,
You weren't missed.
Three months since,
I lost my world,
Three months since,
In my arms you were curled.
Three months since,
We said kind words,
Three months since,
We watched the birds.
Three months since,
We said I love you,
Three months since,
I knew what to do.
Three months since,
You lied,
Three months since,
I almost died.
Three months since,
You...
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losing eachother
So let's take one last shot of cyaide,
For the pain is too much to hide,
We'll go to bed,
And maybe just maybe, we'll wake up dead,
Nothing but death is on my mind,
Happiness is one thing I left behind,
The me you knew is no longer around,
He's so far gone; he can't be found,
So this could be the last of all the rides we take,
We payed no attention to the rules they make,
Because there wasn't one we didn't break,
The feeling wasn't one we could have faked,
So instead of losing eachother,
We will die together,
In eachothers arms one more...
For the pain is too much to hide,
We'll go to bed,
And maybe just maybe, we'll wake up dead,
Nothing but death is on my mind,
Happiness is one thing I left behind,
The me you knew is no longer around,
He's so far gone; he can't be found,
So this could be the last of all the rides we take,
We payed no attention to the rules they make,
Because there wasn't one we didn't break,
The feeling wasn't one we could have faked,
So instead of losing eachother,
We will die together,
In eachothers arms one more...
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the poem I never gave you
I just want to say,
I love you boo,
I wish I knew,
How to say this to you.
Im sorry,
I wish we didn't fight,
Its all I think about,
When I fall asleep at night.
I want to go back,
To when it wasn't like work,
To when we weren't,
Acting like jerks.
You hold my heart,
Please don't break it,
The way I feel,
I couldn't fake it.
If you leave,
I think I may die,
I know for sure,
I would cry.
If you ever do go,
Please know that I love you,
And my shattered heart,
Will still be long...
I love you boo,
I wish I knew,
How to say this to you.
Im sorry,
I wish we didn't fight,
Its all I think about,
When I fall asleep at night.
I want to go back,
To when it wasn't like work,
To when we weren't,
Acting like jerks.
You hold my heart,
Please don't break it,
The way I feel,
I couldn't fake it.
If you leave,
I think I may die,
I know for sure,
I would cry.
If you ever do go,
Please know that I love you,
And my shattered heart,
Will still be long...
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favor
Across the room,
You see that knife,
Put it to my wrist,
And end my life.
It won't take long,
This I promise you,
It won't be murrder,
I told you to.
I would do it my self,
But I promised her,
When i begin to fade,
My words will slur.
When I'm nearly gone,
Give me the knife,
It will look like suicide,
Like I took my own life.
I have one more favor,
To ask of you,
Would you tell her,
I didn't break my promise too?
Oh there is one more thing,
I need her to know,
I love her,
And...
You see that knife,
Put it to my wrist,
And end my life.
It won't take long,
This I promise you,
It won't be murrder,
I told you to.
I would do it my self,
But I promised her,
When i begin to fade,
My words will slur.
When I'm nearly gone,
Give me the knife,
It will look like suicide,
Like I took my own life.
I have one more favor,
To ask of you,
Would you tell her,
I didn't break my promise too?
Oh there is one more thing,
I need her to know,
I love her,
And...
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not strong enough...
If i was strong enough,
Not to miss you,
Believe me,
Thats what I would do.
If I could bare,
All the pain,
Trust me,
I wouldn't go insane.
If I could,
Have you back,
I would regain my smile,
Something I lack.
If i could clear,
My memory of you,
I wouldn't,
I don't want to forget you too.
Not to miss you,
Believe me,
Thats what I would do.
If I could bare,
All the pain,
Trust me,
I wouldn't go insane.
If I could,
Have you back,
I would regain my smile,
Something I lack.
If i could clear,
My memory of you,
I wouldn't,
I don't want to forget you too.
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it takes faith
You see my dear,
I feel you need to know,
I love you still,
I didn't want to go.
I broke your heart,
I didn't want to do it,
I knew i would hurt you more,
I just couldn't risk it.
Because love takes faith,
Faith i can't put in my self,
The last note i ever wrote to you,
Still sits on my shelf.
Its full of words,
Things I wish I had said,
Now the thought of what could have been,
Spins in my head.
I don't know what to say,
I do know i miss you,
I wish you could forgive me,
And I hope you do.
I feel you need to know,
I love you still,
I didn't want to go.
I broke your heart,
I didn't want to do it,
I knew i would hurt you more,
I just couldn't risk it.
Because love takes faith,
Faith i can't put in my self,
The last note i ever wrote to you,
Still sits on my shelf.
Its full of words,
Things I wish I had said,
Now the thought of what could have been,
Spins in my head.
I don't know what to say,
I do know i miss you,
I wish you could forgive me,
And I hope you do.
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pink rose
A single pink rose,
The symbol of our love,
Now the image is burned in my mind,
A reminder of words written above.
I bought you one,
For valentines day,
It wilted and died,
The second you walked away.
The color faded,
Like the happiness from my life,
I lost my world,
All that was left was a knife.
Into my arm,
I carve a rose,
A reminder of the nights we shared,
I miss those.
In my heart,
There will remain a place for you,
I can't forget,
No matter how much I want to.
The symbol of our love,
Now the image is burned in my mind,
A reminder of words written above.
I bought you one,
For valentines day,
It wilted and died,
The second you walked away.
The color faded,
Like the happiness from my life,
I lost my world,
All that was left was a knife.
Into my arm,
I carve a rose,
A reminder of the nights we shared,
I miss those.
In my heart,
There will remain a place for you,
I can't forget,
No matter how much I want to.
#relationships
#memories
#IMissYou
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How am I?
When you ask me how I am,
I could tell you a lot,
I'll say I'm fine,
Although I'm not.
I could tell you,
How I cry at night,
And how every waking moment,
Is an endless fight.
How I slit my wrist,
To be sure of my humanity,
How I don't know who I am,
I've lost my sanity.
How I can't cope,
With the pain,
How I cry for help,
But its only in vain.
How theres one that can save me,
But she doesn't care,
How she ignores me,
My heart it does tear.
How there are voices,
Always whispering in my...
I could tell you a lot,
I'll say I'm fine,
Although I'm not.
I could tell you,
How I cry at night,
And how every waking moment,
Is an endless fight.
How I slit my wrist,
To be sure of my humanity,
How I don't know who I am,
I've lost my sanity.
How I can't cope,
With the pain,
How I cry for help,
But its only in vain.
How theres one that can save me,
But she doesn't care,
How she ignores me,
My heart it does tear.
How there are voices,
Always whispering in my...
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men in white
Hide me,
They're coming to get me my dear,
They can't find me,
They'll take me away I fear,
They told me to talk,
To tell them of my pain,
I told them everything,
Now they think I'm insane.
The men in white coats are coming,
To lock me away,
Now they'll hunt me,
Until my last day.
Now I must run,
Run away with me,
They'll never catch us,
We will be free.
They're coming to get me my dear,
They can't find me,
They'll take me away I fear,
They told me to talk,
To tell them of my pain,
I told them everything,
Now they think I'm insane.
The men in white coats are coming,
To lock me away,
Now they'll hunt me,
Until my last day.
Now I must run,
Run away with me,
They'll never catch us,
We will be free.
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keep my heart
I'll give you my heart,
Hold it with care,
Protect it from harm,
Love it if you dare.
Its been hurt before,
I hope you won't do it again,
I promise one more crack,
Will land me in the looney bin.
Hurt it may be,
Gone it is not,
Maybe you should keep it,
Just a thought.
Hold it with care,
Protect it from harm,
Love it if you dare.
Its been hurt before,
I hope you won't do it again,
I promise one more crack,
Will land me in the looney bin.
Hurt it may be,
Gone it is not,
Maybe you should keep it,
Just a thought.
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Endless Rain
Life goes on,
I continue to breathe,
Now if only,
I could sleep.
It only grows harder,
With each passing day,
Hanging on to words,
I didn't say.
My heart still beats,
Like a lonely bass drum,
Im looking for the answers,
In this bottle of rum.
I still walk,
This world alone,
I don't belong,
No where to call my own.
It's been a while,
Since your lips touched mine,
Despite what I say,
I'm not just fine.
All I do,
Is sit and cry,
And watch the world,
Pass me by.
Oh the...
I continue to breathe,
Now if only,
I could sleep.
It only grows harder,
With each passing day,
Hanging on to words,
I didn't say.
My heart still beats,
Like a lonely bass drum,
Im looking for the answers,
In this bottle of rum.
I still walk,
This world alone,
I don't belong,
No where to call my own.
It's been a while,
Since your lips touched mine,
Despite what I say,
I'm not just fine.
All I do,
Is sit and cry,
And watch the world,
Pass me by.
Oh the...
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Alice we must talk
Alice my dear,
I need to talk to you,
A serious talk,
I really do.
I can see,
Youre in pain,
It kills me,
It drives me insane.
You've lost your muchness,
In your heart,
Something is missing,
Its tearing me apart.
Its me Alice,
Your dear old hatter,
Come here,
Tell me what is the matter.
It's bothering me,
It worries me so,
You may not need to say,
I may already know.
I know it hurts,
But the pain will fade,
Until then ill always be here,
To come to your aid.
I need to talk to you,
A serious talk,
I really do.
I can see,
Youre in pain,
It kills me,
It drives me insane.
You've lost your muchness,
In your heart,
Something is missing,
Its tearing me apart.
Its me Alice,
Your dear old hatter,
Come here,
Tell me what is the matter.
It's bothering me,
It worries me so,
You may not need to say,
I may already know.
I know it hurts,
But the pain will fade,
Until then ill always be here,
To come to your aid.
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