Submissions by hatredkills (NyctoGoddess)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
LOVE POEM
Published
28th May 2012 6:12pm
28th May 2012 6:12pm
Forbidden Love Story
Yet again here I am
finding myself trusting you once again
I thought i convinced myself not to trust
And, not to love you but all of that convincing was for nothing
I fell in love with you once before
Almost as if it had seemed that everyone wanted us together
When we broke up it was a different story
Im starting to fall for you once more
You tell me you love me
But honestly, what is that, that you feel for me?
I dont wanna seem cold or selfish but, my love for you seems to increase everytime we talk
My love for you shows through alil bit...
finding myself trusting you once again
I thought i convinced myself not to trust
And, not to love you but all of that convincing was for nothing
I fell in love with you once before
Almost as if it had seemed that everyone wanted us together
When we broke up it was a different story
Im starting to fall for you once more
You tell me you love me
But honestly, what is that, that you feel for me?
I dont wanna seem cold or selfish but, my love for you seems to increase everytime we talk
My love for you shows through alil bit...
746 reads
1 Comment
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
26th May 2012 3:55pm
26th May 2012 3:55pm
Hopeless Desire
Hopelessness keeps me awake at night
Tossing and turning without a dream in sight
Lonely and broken I dream of what couldve been
Knowing love is never a friend,
I slowly wait for life to follow me
Needing you now more than ever
You abandoned me, leaving me lying there in the dark
You SWORE youd never abandon me
Yet here I am alone again
Crying and depression takes over
Here comes those lost memories that are now wasteful
Memories that I once treasured,memories I dont want to have
Yet, there they sre
No more...
Tossing and turning without a dream in sight
Lonely and broken I dream of what couldve been
Knowing love is never a friend,
I slowly wait for life to follow me
Needing you now more than ever
You abandoned me, leaving me lying there in the dark
You SWORE youd never abandon me
Yet here I am alone again
Crying and depression takes over
Here comes those lost memories that are now wasteful
Memories that I once treasured,memories I dont want to have
Yet, there they sre
No more...
639 reads
2 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
25th May 2012 7:23pm
25th May 2012 7:23pm
Deteriorating Life
Losing all hope of what was there before
Self inflicting anger suffocates me
Helpless and wondering, whatever
helped me get to this deteriorating path
that has lead me to this hell I call a life
Speaking softly as if im being watched
The panic starts to settle as I began to drift away
Leaving behind all those memories that I once treasured
I began to realize that I am no longer safe
Losing hope and the life I once had
Reckoning and fading lives, cry to me
As i watch my life being taken away by these dark days
There is no more hope in...
Self inflicting anger suffocates me
Helpless and wondering, whatever
helped me get to this deteriorating path
that has lead me to this hell I call a life
Speaking softly as if im being watched
The panic starts to settle as I began to drift away
Leaving behind all those memories that I once treasured
I began to realize that I am no longer safe
Losing hope and the life I once had
Reckoning and fading lives, cry to me
As i watch my life being taken away by these dark days
There is no more hope in...
607 reads
1 Comment
ANGER POEM
Published
24th May 2012 5:12pm
24th May 2012 5:12pm
Revengeful Love
Failure at what was mine
Losing it to some whore
Who you only knew for...
3 months
Love was never my friend
Always my enemy
Thanks to you
Its now proven
Keep your distance from me
Im sorry i ever fell for you
Now its my turn to get..
REVENGE
Losing it to some whore
Who you only knew for...
3 months
Love was never my friend
Always my enemy
Thanks to you
Its now proven
Keep your distance from me
Im sorry i ever fell for you
Now its my turn to get..
REVENGE
628 reads
1 Comment
LOVE POEM
Published
23rd May 2012 4:49pm
23rd May 2012 4:49pm
Nemesis
Always worried about losing you
Yea, shouldve known that would happen
All the time we spent together
Means nothing to you
Emotional and mental unstability
Figured you would change like
You said you would..
Lies again you decieve me
Portraying this perfect and innocent love
When really, its all bullshit
Being screwed over fucks with you
Oh you care? Who wouldve known
Heartbreak means nothing to you
Heartless, decieving, and hurtful
Thats exactly what you are
Knowing all good and well I loved you
Now we're...
Yea, shouldve known that would happen
All the time we spent together
Means nothing to you
Emotional and mental unstability
Figured you would change like
You said you would..
Lies again you decieve me
Portraying this perfect and innocent love
When really, its all bullshit
Being screwed over fucks with you
Oh you care? Who wouldve known
Heartbreak means nothing to you
Heartless, decieving, and hurtful
Thats exactly what you are
Knowing all good and well I loved you
Now we're...
687 reads
4 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
22nd May 2012 5:09pm
22nd May 2012 5:09pm
Paranoid Heart
Lost in my paranoid mind
Lies of my past keep haunting me
Never knowing what ill find next
My heart leads me on to a path of lies and deception
Failure to life makes it more oblivion
Lies become more obvious
While, you break those
Promises that you made to me
Paranoia sets back in
Once again lost at heartbreak seas
Taking back what once was mine
Ill never understand what ive done wrong.
This heart is in now
Back inside its tortued form
Leaving it to fall and break
This paranoia has done its damage.
Lies of my past keep haunting me
Never knowing what ill find next
My heart leads me on to a path of lies and deception
Failure to life makes it more oblivion
Lies become more obvious
While, you break those
Promises that you made to me
Paranoia sets back in
Once again lost at heartbreak seas
Taking back what once was mine
Ill never understand what ive done wrong.
This heart is in now
Back inside its tortued form
Leaving it to fall and break
This paranoia has done its damage.
698 reads
2 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
21st May 2012 4:49pm
21st May 2012 4:49pm
Meaning of Life
Parts of my paranoid life come to seek the truth
Lacking trust uncapable of understanding...
Ill never be what you want
Leaving you to your own self
Maybe later ill understand the real meaning of life
Lacking trust uncapable of understanding...
Ill never be what you want
Leaving you to your own self
Maybe later ill understand the real meaning of life
706 reads
2 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
17th May 2012 4:54pm
17th May 2012 4:54pm
f**k u (Part 1)
Reckless lies destroy me
As i remember every little lie,
that u implanted into my fragile mind
fuck u for never understanding my life
for never wanting to care
I always looked to u for everything
but then u fucked me over so therefore...
FUCK U
As i remember every little lie,
that u implanted into my fragile mind
fuck u for never understanding my life
for never wanting to care
I always looked to u for everything
but then u fucked me over so therefore...
FUCK U
696 reads
3 Comments
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