Submissions by hatredkills (NyctoGoddess)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
ANGER POEM
Published
23rd May 2013 3:51pm
23rd May 2013 3:51pm
Nemesis Reactor
Time to feel the hate again
Hearts alike but act differently
No more being civil...fuck that shit.
I will act like I don't care
Just because you don't care
Fuck you
Fuck it
I'm done with all your lies
Tired of being hurt over and over
Cutting to release some pain
Taking pills to attempt suicide
Life sucks
Deafened by the sound of my cries that no longer matter
Heartache and fear suffiocates my every move
You tell me you still love me...
But, whats done is done
I can no longer look up to you for advice
You...
Hearts alike but act differently
No more being civil...fuck that shit.
I will act like I don't care
Just because you don't care
Fuck you
Fuck it
I'm done with all your lies
Tired of being hurt over and over
Cutting to release some pain
Taking pills to attempt suicide
Life sucks
Deafened by the sound of my cries that no longer matter
Heartache and fear suffiocates my every move
You tell me you still love me...
But, whats done is done
I can no longer look up to you for advice
You...
814 reads
3 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
14th May 2013 11:25pm
14th May 2013 11:25pm
Challenges
Beyond reasonable doubt I choose not to feel at ease
Hearts break everyday, different reasons yet so alike
I will not cry over nothing
I will smile and look at it as something that had to occur
God has a reason for everything he puts us through..
Whether it's death, heartache, or abuse... He is always there
People often judge our kind as devil worshippers.
But, I am here stating that I do believe in God.
Cries will slowly evaporate into our inner being and say fuck the rest i'm doing what's best for me.
Never underestimate my challenges, I give them as...
Hearts break everyday, different reasons yet so alike
I will not cry over nothing
I will smile and look at it as something that had to occur
God has a reason for everything he puts us through..
Whether it's death, heartache, or abuse... He is always there
People often judge our kind as devil worshippers.
But, I am here stating that I do believe in God.
Cries will slowly evaporate into our inner being and say fuck the rest i'm doing what's best for me.
Never underestimate my challenges, I give them as...
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ANGER POEM
Published
4th Mar 2013 10:04pm
4th Mar 2013 10:04pm
Payback Is A Bitch
You know I can't believe I was actually stupid enough to believe your lies. Foolish enough to pretend that you ever cared one ounce about me. But see, now I'm with someone better you wanna try to get back with me. Hell no, after cheating on me twice I think I know better than to ever trust you again. "Babe I love you" and "You're my everything and I never wanna lose you". Really cause last time I checked cheating on your fiance was NOT love. Fuck you and you can rot in hell with all my other exes that did the same shit to me... Just remember ... PAYBACK IS A BITCH
1484 reads
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LOVE POEM
Published
9th Aug 2012 2:17am
9th Aug 2012 2:17am
Heartbreak, Contemplating Suicide
You begin off as a happy and vibrant couple
Telling each other "I Love You" to satisfy your feelings
Slowly, things start to change
He begins talking to a girl that one of your friends like
You still talk to your ex
Depressed you drift away from your lover
Dark, and cold, having only hatred left behind
You try to escape the reality to help you control your emotions... Your only escape: Music.
You lay awake at night, listening to a song that makes you feel like it's time to end life..
Knowing you'll never be enough for anyone, telling yourself...
Telling each other "I Love You" to satisfy your feelings
Slowly, things start to change
He begins talking to a girl that one of your friends like
You still talk to your ex
Depressed you drift away from your lover
Dark, and cold, having only hatred left behind
You try to escape the reality to help you control your emotions... Your only escape: Music.
You lay awake at night, listening to a song that makes you feel like it's time to end life..
Knowing you'll never be enough for anyone, telling yourself...
870 reads
2 Comments
ANGER POEM
Published
13th Jul 2012 4:27pm
13th Jul 2012 4:27pm
f**k You!!! (Part 2)
Yelling, Screaming, Lying, Bleeding
What fucking more do you want?
I fucking gave you everything and you go and fuck around with some whore
I fucking loved you and you treated me like i wasnt anything
I hope you fucking choke, hope when you wake up you see my face
Hope that when you go to sleep, you dream horrible fucking nightmares about me killing you!
I want you to suffer the way you made suffer... Crying every fucking night, cutting my wrists, and bleeding for your ass
I want you to cry over me.. But, that will never happen.
...
What fucking more do you want?
I fucking gave you everything and you go and fuck around with some whore
I fucking loved you and you treated me like i wasnt anything
I hope you fucking choke, hope when you wake up you see my face
Hope that when you go to sleep, you dream horrible fucking nightmares about me killing you!
I want you to suffer the way you made suffer... Crying every fucking night, cutting my wrists, and bleeding for your ass
I want you to cry over me.. But, that will never happen.
...
736 reads
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DARK POEM
Published
12th Jul 2012 9:44pm
12th Jul 2012 9:44pm
Stop and Listen
Dark lies hidden deep within
Heartache covers most of ones heart
Deception and judgement comes in to play
Sometimes you think you feel wanted when most of it, it just trouble
You're numbed by the fact that no one cares
Still having hope in others while they just continue to disappoint
You'll lay there wondering, if your ever going to be important enough for anyone
Crimson red drops drop to the floor
If they actually cared so much, they wouldn't let you do this to yourself
Ha, now seeing that no one ever cared or will care will hurt you...
Heartache covers most of ones heart
Deception and judgement comes in to play
Sometimes you think you feel wanted when most of it, it just trouble
You're numbed by the fact that no one cares
Still having hope in others while they just continue to disappoint
You'll lay there wondering, if your ever going to be important enough for anyone
Crimson red drops drop to the floor
If they actually cared so much, they wouldn't let you do this to yourself
Ha, now seeing that no one ever cared or will care will hurt you...
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EROTIC POEM
Published
11th Jul 2012 5:00pm
11th Jul 2012 5:00pm
Moments
Take off my shirt
Loosen the buttons and undo my skirt
Press your lips softly against mine
Press your body against mine
Together our bodies will make an amazing rhythm
Your hot breath, surfaces my cold ear
You sigh and I moan
Our bodies start to move faster
While, our breath begins to disappear
both of us start breathing harder
Finally, we both like we are invincible
Together we lay, loving this moment
caressing each other
These moments I cherish.
Loosen the buttons and undo my skirt
Press your lips softly against mine
Press your body against mine
Together our bodies will make an amazing rhythm
Your hot breath, surfaces my cold ear
You sigh and I moan
Our bodies start to move faster
While, our breath begins to disappear
both of us start breathing harder
Finally, we both like we are invincible
Together we lay, loving this moment
caressing each other
These moments I cherish.
1030 reads
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DARK POEM
Published
11th Jul 2012 4:52pm
11th Jul 2012 4:52pm
Final Moments
Crying, Begging, Giving, Pleading, Seeing, Believing...
All of these i did for you
But, what do i get in return?
Yelling, Beating, Screaming, Bleeding
Look what you've done to me.
Finally, beating me tho where i quit breathing
I can hear the sirens fade in and out
As i lose consciousness, I suddenly realize, this might be the end to my life
I can still remember what i was doing, before it all happened
I can still remember the lyrics to the song i was listening to before it happened
That song, made me finally realize im not taking your shit anymore....
All of these i did for you
But, what do i get in return?
Yelling, Beating, Screaming, Bleeding
Look what you've done to me.
Finally, beating me tho where i quit breathing
I can hear the sirens fade in and out
As i lose consciousness, I suddenly realize, this might be the end to my life
I can still remember what i was doing, before it all happened
I can still remember the lyrics to the song i was listening to before it happened
That song, made me finally realize im not taking your shit anymore....
687 reads
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LOVE POEM
Published
2nd Jul 2012 4:39pm
2nd Jul 2012 4:39pm
The Dark Past and Clear Future
(A poem by: hatredkills & DarkKnifePen)
A girl who loves a guy with all her heart;she was very smart
He took advantage of her and treated her like crap
She put up with it and loved but feared he would snap
He would continue to be mean and not even care
When he would yell or hit her thats usually where she was scared
She still loved him but was so depressed
How could it turn out to be this huge mess?
Alone and scared she confided to the only person who she trusted... Her best friend
Crying every night trying to escape that dangerous grip her...
A girl who loves a guy with all her heart;she was very smart
He took advantage of her and treated her like crap
She put up with it and loved but feared he would snap
He would continue to be mean and not even care
When he would yell or hit her thats usually where she was scared
She still loved him but was so depressed
How could it turn out to be this huge mess?
Alone and scared she confided to the only person who she trusted... Her best friend
Crying every night trying to escape that dangerous grip her...
647 reads
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ANGER POEM
Published
1st Jul 2012 8:13pm
1st Jul 2012 8:13pm
Justified
Speak softly, that way no one can hear you
Hear loudly, that way they cant tell your listening
Ignore those cries, they'll only hurt you
Keep your distance, these demons are fatal
Cry no more, for you should feel safe...
But no one is safe
The darkness will soon become your new home
For your hell, has now created a new one
Beyond any comprehension, your nightmare is your reality
Hostility and terror built up inside, time to release your demons
You black out while your anger takes over you
Wake up and realize your bashing someones face in
The...
Hear loudly, that way they cant tell your listening
Ignore those cries, they'll only hurt you
Keep your distance, these demons are fatal
Cry no more, for you should feel safe...
But no one is safe
The darkness will soon become your new home
For your hell, has now created a new one
Beyond any comprehension, your nightmare is your reality
Hostility and terror built up inside, time to release your demons
You black out while your anger takes over you
Wake up and realize your bashing someones face in
The...
712 reads
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ANGER POEM
Published
30th Jun 2012 4:53pm
30th Jun 2012 4:53pm
Judgemental Mind
Day by day your struggle is hard
Giving it thought, as to why everyone abandoned you
Heartache and anguish consumes most of you
While looking back, you couldnt stop this hell of a life from numbing you
Neverending jugdement on what is "acceptable" to others who dont even know you
Trying your best to stay in life and not give up, when all these people here are judgemental
You struggle to understand why you were put on earth to suffer
Is there some kind of reason to why I'm still here?
You've seen so many people come and go
Each of them leaving...
Giving it thought, as to why everyone abandoned you
Heartache and anguish consumes most of you
While looking back, you couldnt stop this hell of a life from numbing you
Neverending jugdement on what is "acceptable" to others who dont even know you
Trying your best to stay in life and not give up, when all these people here are judgemental
You struggle to understand why you were put on earth to suffer
Is there some kind of reason to why I'm still here?
You've seen so many people come and go
Each of them leaving...
1352 reads
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
29th Jun 2012 5:01pm
29th Jun 2012 5:01pm
Torn
Tourture of my past resumes in my present
Waiting for it all to end im torn between good and evil
My past suffocates me, every move i make its there
Fragile and tired of fighting, im done fighting this war
You want me dead? Do it yourself, prove me wrong
Lifeless and ready to give up
Its nothing compared to what everyone else has been through
Not caring of what else was going on
This life will never be what i wanted
As i draw my final breath
I realize everything was a lie
Waiting for it all to end im torn between good and evil
My past suffocates me, every move i make its there
Fragile and tired of fighting, im done fighting this war
You want me dead? Do it yourself, prove me wrong
Lifeless and ready to give up
Its nothing compared to what everyone else has been through
Not caring of what else was going on
This life will never be what i wanted
As i draw my final breath
I realize everything was a lie
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