Submissions by hatredkills (NyctoGoddess)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
SELF POEM
Published
2nd Apr 2016 8:23pm
2nd Apr 2016 8:23pm
Hate Me
Looking down at myself
I know realize how disgusting I am
What's wrong with me?
Why does everyone hate me?
Why does everyone give up on me?
I feel as if I should hate myself
For, now I feel is the time to give up on myself
No one has ever loved me,
Liked me,
Cared for me..
I'm useless to everything and everyone..
Please hate me.
It's the only way you'll have any kind of feelings towards me..
As I look at myself, I can tell I'm worthless.
Hate me
I know realize how disgusting I am
What's wrong with me?
Why does everyone hate me?
Why does everyone give up on me?
I feel as if I should hate myself
For, now I feel is the time to give up on myself
No one has ever loved me,
Liked me,
Cared for me..
I'm useless to everything and everyone..
Please hate me.
It's the only way you'll have any kind of feelings towards me..
As I look at myself, I can tell I'm worthless.
Hate me
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
22nd May 2015 4:17am
22nd May 2015 4:17am
Fading Away ...
As I see the world
It's just one disappointment after another
As I see your face
I smile my pain away
But, is it ever really gone?
Nope...
It stays.
Every single fucking day.
Poor twisted me..
I can't seem to get things right
Guess i'm your disappointment..
I fade away with your problems while you slowly enter your "wonderland" of alcohol
Fading away from this world is what i'm good at..
It's just one disappointment after another
As I see your face
I smile my pain away
But, is it ever really gone?
Nope...
It stays.
Every single fucking day.
Poor twisted me..
I can't seem to get things right
Guess i'm your disappointment..
I fade away with your problems while you slowly enter your "wonderland" of alcohol
Fading away from this world is what i'm good at..
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LOVE POEM
Published
20th May 2015 4:54am
20th May 2015 4:54am
Heartless
Sometimes you look at me like i'm trash
Am I that bad?
Did you not care at all?
I've never met someone so heartless...
You tell me that you love me, yet you fuck with my head
You break me down only to pick me back up..
What am I to you?
I fell for you from day 1
What did you ever see in me?
Was I never good enough for you?
You point out all my imperfections yet you stay...
Please don't be heartless...
Am I that bad?
Did you not care at all?
I've never met someone so heartless...
You tell me that you love me, yet you fuck with my head
You break me down only to pick me back up..
What am I to you?
I fell for you from day 1
What did you ever see in me?
Was I never good enough for you?
You point out all my imperfections yet you stay...
Please don't be heartless...
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LOVE POEM
Published
19th Dec 2014 2:41am
19th Dec 2014 2:41am
What if?
If i hadn't seen it before
I have now..
The way you look at me
Makes me feel like you don't wanna be with me
The disgust you look at me with. .
Kills me inside..
As I replay the song 'Wicked Games' in my head..
I begin wondering what if?..
What if we never met?
What if you had never told me "I love you"?
What if you find someone better?
I pray that you'll never get tired of me..
But, I feel as if you are already..
What if I told you I loved you?
Would that make you stay?...
What if...
I have now..
The way you look at me
Makes me feel like you don't wanna be with me
The disgust you look at me with. .
Kills me inside..
As I replay the song 'Wicked Games' in my head..
I begin wondering what if?..
What if we never met?
What if you had never told me "I love you"?
What if you find someone better?
I pray that you'll never get tired of me..
But, I feel as if you are already..
What if I told you I loved you?
Would that make you stay?...
What if...
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LOVE POEM
Published
12th Dec 2014 4:03pm
12th Dec 2014 4:03pm
Ignorance
Your smile
Makes me hate myself
Your ignorance
Cannot be blindly followed
You speak to me
As if, i'm a child
Remind you
I'm your nightmare
Ignorance is your new best friend
It cannot be blindly followed...
Speak wisely..
Makes me hate myself
Your ignorance
Cannot be blindly followed
You speak to me
As if, i'm a child
Remind you
I'm your nightmare
Ignorance is your new best friend
It cannot be blindly followed...
Speak wisely..
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LOVE POEM
Published
10th Dec 2014 3:49pm
10th Dec 2014 3:49pm
Help Me
I see you
I smile briefly while inside i'm dying
Can you help me?
Can you save me from myself?
People always say worry about the quiet ones
I wonder..
What if we never met?
Would I be where i'm at now?
I wanna trust you..
I wanna believe you..
But, sometimes it's more challenging than anything.
I ponder of the thought of me leaving
I could never do that to you
I love you
I need you
But are you willing to help me?..
I smile briefly while inside i'm dying
Can you help me?
Can you save me from myself?
People always say worry about the quiet ones
I wonder..
What if we never met?
Would I be where i'm at now?
I wanna trust you..
I wanna believe you..
But, sometimes it's more challenging than anything.
I ponder of the thought of me leaving
I could never do that to you
I love you
I need you
But are you willing to help me?..
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LOVE POEM
Published
9th Dec 2014 4:49pm
9th Dec 2014 4:49pm
If I Knew
Hurt
The pain
The heartache
All consumes me inside
Feeling lonely and abandoned
Where did I go wrong?
Listening to these songs that explain
The pain I feel
I just want everything to be okay
The thought of you abandoning me...
Makes me weak and fragile
If I knew..
How much you love me
We wouldn't be here
Don't leave..
I feel so exhausted..
Please just stay....
The pain
The heartache
All consumes me inside
Feeling lonely and abandoned
Where did I go wrong?
Listening to these songs that explain
The pain I feel
I just want everything to be okay
The thought of you abandoning me...
Makes me weak and fragile
If I knew..
How much you love me
We wouldn't be here
Don't leave..
I feel so exhausted..
Please just stay....
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LOVE POEM
Published
8th Dec 2014 00:46am
8th Dec 2014 00:46am
Tell Me
If only you seen
The way I've seen
The things I've seen
The shit I've heard
Lies I was told
You told me you'd stay
Fuck, you lied.
But why?
Am I that bad?
Did I really fuck up that bad?
Please tell me..
Tell me it isn't true
That you didn't walk away
Tell me...
Tell
Me
You
Still
Love
Me
The way I've seen
The things I've seen
The shit I've heard
Lies I was told
You told me you'd stay
Fuck, you lied.
But why?
Am I that bad?
Did I really fuck up that bad?
Please tell me..
Tell me it isn't true
That you didn't walk away
Tell me...
Tell
Me
You
Still
Love
Me
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LOVE POEM
Published
6th Dec 2014 5:30pm
6th Dec 2014 5:30pm
My Weakness
Tender hugs make me feel safe
Your kisses make me smile
Blush when you say you love me
Keep me safe
Promise me that you won't leave
I need you..
I love you..
Save me..
For you are my weakness
I love you
Your kisses make me smile
Blush when you say you love me
Keep me safe
Promise me that you won't leave
I need you..
I love you..
Save me..
For you are my weakness
I love you
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
6th Dec 2014 5:26pm
6th Dec 2014 5:26pm
Too Late
Breathe in slowly
Exhale deeply
Pace your steps
Watch the world slowly pass you by
Realize the time you have remaining
Don't waste it.
Seek help,
But receive none
The light darkens
Your heart rate rises
What happens next?
Do I call for help?
Do I scream out in terror?
Should I forgive my past and let it control me?
Forgive me, for I have sinned.
I want to be happy again.
This is just the calm before the storm...
So, should I brace myself and take shelter?
The path i'm on will be the death of me
Hearing the cries...
Exhale deeply
Pace your steps
Watch the world slowly pass you by
Realize the time you have remaining
Don't waste it.
Seek help,
But receive none
The light darkens
Your heart rate rises
What happens next?
Do I call for help?
Do I scream out in terror?
Should I forgive my past and let it control me?
Forgive me, for I have sinned.
I want to be happy again.
This is just the calm before the storm...
So, should I brace myself and take shelter?
The path i'm on will be the death of me
Hearing the cries...
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SELF POEM
Published
29th Mar 2014 1:05am
29th Mar 2014 1:05am
Hidden Image
I see my life crashing around me
Never seeing what I'm becoming
I hear my screams and need help
But no help ever arrives to save me
I feel empty with no chance of rescue
Forgive me, for I have sinned.
I want to fall into an internal sleep
Hoping no one ever finds me
I cringe and cry at the sound of your name
It hurts being on this earth without you
Feel my heartbeat slow down
It's dying slowly..
I see your name on my phone
I began to fall into a deep depression
Losing myself, caught in the midst of all of this pain...
Never seeing what I'm becoming
I hear my screams and need help
But no help ever arrives to save me
I feel empty with no chance of rescue
Forgive me, for I have sinned.
I want to fall into an internal sleep
Hoping no one ever finds me
I cringe and cry at the sound of your name
It hurts being on this earth without you
Feel my heartbeat slow down
It's dying slowly..
I see your name on my phone
I began to fall into a deep depression
Losing myself, caught in the midst of all of this pain...
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LOVE POEM
Published
5th Jun 2013 9:26pm
5th Jun 2013 9:26pm
I do
Today begins the journey for forever
Happiness mixed with fear hoping for the best
You watch them walk down the isle and realize it's done
Searching endlessly for the special someone
Going through pain and heartache for them
Leaving and learning the new paths of this life
I challenge myself everyday for you
For when I said I do..
I meant it.
Happiness mixed with fear hoping for the best
You watch them walk down the isle and realize it's done
Searching endlessly for the special someone
Going through pain and heartache for them
Leaving and learning the new paths of this life
I challenge myself everyday for you
For when I said I do..
I meant it.
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