Submissions by girlinthedark
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
SELF POEM
Published
15th Nov 2014 7:16pm
15th Nov 2014 7:16pm
im different
im different i
changed im not
the same happy
little girl i was
before im now older
and depressed and wear
all black i cut to take
the pain away for just
a little while ik now
that im just a mistake
its not hard to tell
when that you rather
have her as a daughter
who wouldnt shes pretty
and and smarter and more
amazing than me you dont
have to tell me that you
do i can already see it in
your eyes im not gonna lie
it hurts but im used to the
pain i dont deserve happiness
and i never did
changed im not
the same happy
little girl i was
before im now older
and depressed and wear
all black i cut to take
the pain away for just
a little while ik now
that im just a mistake
its not hard to tell
when that you rather
have her as a daughter
who wouldnt shes pretty
and and smarter and more
amazing than me you dont
have to tell me that you
do i can already see it in
your eyes im not gonna lie
it hurts but im used to the
pain i dont deserve happiness
and i never did
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SELF POEM
Published
13th Nov 2014 11:07pm
13th Nov 2014 11:07pm
average
just an average girl
she always wore a smile
she was happy and cheerful
for a short while now shes
older things are getting
colder lifes not what she
thought she wished someone
had told her she told you
she was down you let it
slip by so from then on
she kept it on the inside
she told herself she was
alright but she was telling
white lies cant you tell
look at her dull eyes
tried to stop herself
from crying almost
every night but she knew
there was no chance of
feeling alright summer
came by all she wore ...
she always wore a smile
she was happy and cheerful
for a short while now shes
older things are getting
colder lifes not what she
thought she wished someone
had told her she told you
she was down you let it
slip by so from then on
she kept it on the inside
she told herself she was
alright but she was telling
white lies cant you tell
look at her dull eyes
tried to stop herself
from crying almost
every night but she knew
there was no chance of
feeling alright summer
came by all she wore ...
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SELF POEM
Published
13th Nov 2014 9:22pm
13th Nov 2014 9:22pm
not enoug
i thought i was actually
good enough for once
but of course im not
you had to heal my heart
just to break it down again
now your the reason im broken
dont blame it on me
im not the one who asked
for a break and i think
your funny if you honestly
think ill take you back
i dont give second chances
they just leave in heart break
i thought you were different
but i was wrong now im here
thinking of ways to cut
and ways i can die but
everyone ones telling me no
but right now i dont care
what they say because ill be ...
good enough for once
but of course im not
you had to heal my heart
just to break it down again
now your the reason im broken
dont blame it on me
im not the one who asked
for a break and i think
your funny if you honestly
think ill take you back
i dont give second chances
they just leave in heart break
i thought you were different
but i was wrong now im here
thinking of ways to cut
and ways i can die but
everyone ones telling me no
but right now i dont care
what they say because ill be ...
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SELF POEM
Published
13th Nov 2014 1:16am
13th Nov 2014 1:16am
whats the point
whats the point if
i wanna carve into
my skin if i make new
scars along my wrist
whats the point if
i make the new scars
whats the point if
i wanna die
whats the point of
you trying to stop
and the slim chances
that ill actually not
im tired of being broken
and hurt i wanna be happy
but i cant be
i wanna carve into
my skin if i make new
scars along my wrist
whats the point if
i make the new scars
whats the point if
i wanna die
whats the point of
you trying to stop
and the slim chances
that ill actually not
im tired of being broken
and hurt i wanna be happy
but i cant be
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SELF POEM
Published
12th Nov 2014 2:29am
12th Nov 2014 2:29am
her shadow
do you know what it feels like
to be in the shadow of your
best friend i do and it
sucks having people youve
liked for ages go for her
it feels like im not good enough
not thin enough not pretty enough
like im invisible ya i love
bieng not noticed but when it
comes to bieng passed by for someone
yuo know is way prettier than u it feels
awful but i guess i ave to live with
being in her sadow
to be in the shadow of your
best friend i do and it
sucks having people youve
liked for ages go for her
it feels like im not good enough
not thin enough not pretty enough
like im invisible ya i love
bieng not noticed but when it
comes to bieng passed by for someone
yuo know is way prettier than u it feels
awful but i guess i ave to live with
being in her sadow
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SELF POEM
Published
12th Nov 2014 2:14am
12th Nov 2014 2:14am
why
i don't know why
but i cant stop that blade
from slicing away at my skin
is it because i feel like
nothing it might be or
is it because i know I'm
nothing or is it because
i know I'm not good enough
or because i know
that one person
i love doesn't love me
or is it because I'm
not pretty enough i don't know
but i do know that i love the
feeling of that blade across my skin
but i cant stop that blade
from slicing away at my skin
is it because i feel like
nothing it might be or
is it because i know I'm
nothing or is it because
i know I'm not good enough
or because i know
that one person
i love doesn't love me
or is it because I'm
not pretty enough i don't know
but i do know that i love the
feeling of that blade across my skin
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