Submissions by fuhrmannation (WhiteBoy)

So this is how it's gonna be?
What can I do to stop them?
The voices in my head
Telling me to hurt.....

Aww what the hell?
I can't hurt
To listen for once

No I can't let them win
If I do I'll do the things they tell me to
Telling me to take their heads and....

Them who call me a freak
Them who need A reality check
Them who would deserve it

NO! Stop thinking like this
Just Stop! Stop! Stop
Just please stop....

But Why not? Huh?
Why can't I pass judgment
On...

I Feel it welling up inside of me...
It is aching to be released..
So I think I will answer it.

As I take this blade
And slid it across my wrists
It is a pain so wonderful
It makes everything else okay.

As I make one more cut
For all my problems
I leave no more room
For the next few days
At least until  these ones heal.

I hate the reasons
For these cuts
But I can't
Seem to stop them
From tearing me down
And making me feel worse.

I guess I should just
End it all right now
And be done with it all...

Your gone
Is it true
You finally did it

...... Why
How could you leave me
In this God forsaken place

I went to your funeral today
And you looked so peaceful
In your coffin

But we all saw it
We saw now how you did it
Did it start the usual way
On your wrists

Then you got to thinking
"I really don't belong here"
And moved the razor blade to your neck
And Make that final cut

You looked beautiful in your dress
And I kept thinking
"She's beautiful but she would never wear that"...

As I was at your house
Nether of us knew how it happened
It just did
One moment we were there
And the next we were kissing

We did that for a while
I tried to take it slow
But the hands have a mind of their own
And the more they got restless
So did I

My hands slid up your shirt and around your back
And they struggled to unclasp your bra
Why do they make those things so hard to get off

I finally got it undone
And my hand slid back around
To your breast

I started to squeeze ever so lightly
And as you gasped...