Submissions by forever_alone117
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
EROTIC POEM
Published
21st Apr 2024 6:47pm
21st Apr 2024 6:47pm
Did you have to punish me?
#dirty
#sex
#threesome
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LOVE POEM
Published
21st Apr 2024 6:00pm
21st Apr 2024 6:00pm
Bumped Into
It’s been years
How you doing? How you been?
Do you still catch up with the guys from way back when?
Are you married? Kids?
Got yourself a girl?
Have you finally met the one that you get to call your world?
I’m fine, thanks for asking
No no really I’m just great
But is it normal to wish I could plan my final day?
Would you show up? Cry?
Would you even care?
That I spend my whole life wishing you were there?
I’m sorry, I’ll stop
I know you haven’t got all day
Yet I keep wishing I’ll finally hear you say:
“I love...
How you doing? How you been?
Do you still catch up with the guys from way back when?
Are you married? Kids?
Got yourself a girl?
Have you finally met the one that you get to call your world?
I’m fine, thanks for asking
No no really I’m just great
But is it normal to wish I could plan my final day?
Would you show up? Cry?
Would you even care?
That I spend my whole life wishing you were there?
I’m sorry, I’ll stop
I know you haven’t got all day
Yet I keep wishing I’ll finally hear you say:
“I love...
#IMissYou
#regret
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NON-FICTION PROSE
Published
21st Jan 2019 2:30pm
21st Jan 2019 2:30pm
Dear K+J
Hi K
It took a really long time to figure it out. But I’m sorry to tell you, your pain didnt end when you died. It is just passed on to those who cared for you.
Hi J
I see your friends everyday. There is a piece of them missing in every one of them- it seems to be you.
K,
I don’t mean to bring up bad memories. But did it hurt? Or did it feel like a release.
J,
You weren’t ever going to change your mind were you? You had decided. Right?
K,
I wish I could have done something. I wish I could have said something. Did I...
It took a really long time to figure it out. But I’m sorry to tell you, your pain didnt end when you died. It is just passed on to those who cared for you.
Hi J
I see your friends everyday. There is a piece of them missing in every one of them- it seems to be you.
K,
I don’t mean to bring up bad memories. But did it hurt? Or did it feel like a release.
J,
You weren’t ever going to change your mind were you? You had decided. Right?
K,
I wish I could have done something. I wish I could have said something. Did I...
#depression
#suicide
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LOVE POEM
Published
21st Jan 2019 2:17pm
21st Jan 2019 2:17pm
What used to be.
He lays next to me. I can feel him breathing as we speak.
But my mind drifts back to you.
He says something to make me smile. He doesn’t realise it’s all been said before.
My mind drifts back to you.
I smile at the book store. Thinking of a conversation we had. The sinking feeling in my chest begins. Knowing I can’t tell you. Ever tell you.
That my mind drifts back to you.
But my mind drifts back to you.
He says something to make me smile. He doesn’t realise it’s all been said before.
My mind drifts back to you.
I smile at the book store. Thinking of a conversation we had. The sinking feeling in my chest begins. Knowing I can’t tell you. Ever tell you.
That my mind drifts back to you.
#sadness
#regret
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LOVE POEM
Published
25th Oct 2015 3:14pm
25th Oct 2015 3:14pm
High School Jealousy
She looks at him the way I do.
Undressing him with her eyes.
She touches his arm as she laughs at his jokes.
And I know it is her I despise.
My blood begins to boil.
Fists clenched.
Jaw tight.
I feel physically sick.
She better watch herself.
Or else.
Undressing him with her eyes.
She touches his arm as she laughs at his jokes.
And I know it is her I despise.
My blood begins to boil.
Fists clenched.
Jaw tight.
I feel physically sick.
She better watch herself.
Or else.
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
19th Oct 2015 00:56am
19th Oct 2015 00:56am
I'm Sorry
Mum and Dad
I am sorry I couldn't be stronger
I tried to be the best daughter I could be
But I let you down
Lucy
I am sorry I couldn't stick around to see you grow up
I couldn't have asked for a better sister
But I am too messed up
Thomas
I am sorry to put you through this
I didn't want it to end this way
I loved you
But it wasn't enough
I am sorry I couldn't be stronger
I tried to be the best daughter I could be
But I let you down
Lucy
I am sorry I couldn't stick around to see you grow up
I couldn't have asked for a better sister
But I am too messed up
Thomas
I am sorry to put you through this
I didn't want it to end this way
I loved you
But it wasn't enough
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ANGER POEM
Published
16th Oct 2015 4:21pm
16th Oct 2015 4:21pm
Thanks Depression
Fuck this
I'm done.
I'm over feeling tired
Feeling no emotion other than self inflicted physical pain
The cuts remind me I'm still alive
I can't even deal with it
I have this perfect fucking guy in front me
He holds me and kisses me when that is what I need
And he is amazing
And I want to be with him
But. There is always a but.
I lay in his arms. And kiss his lips.
And as I do. I don't feel anything.
Thanks depression.
Thanks for taking my happiness away
Thanks for being that fucking black cloud over me for the past 6...
I'm done.
I'm over feeling tired
Feeling no emotion other than self inflicted physical pain
The cuts remind me I'm still alive
I can't even deal with it
I have this perfect fucking guy in front me
He holds me and kisses me when that is what I need
And he is amazing
And I want to be with him
But. There is always a but.
I lay in his arms. And kiss his lips.
And as I do. I don't feel anything.
Thanks depression.
Thanks for taking my happiness away
Thanks for being that fucking black cloud over me for the past 6...
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EROTIC POEM
Published
16th Oct 2015 2:18pm
16th Oct 2015 2:18pm
Never Felt This Good
He lays there.
Holds me tight.
Nothing can hurt me now.
It's safe.
He lifts up my chin.
Kisses my lips.
So sweet and soft.
It's beautiful.
His kisses become deeper.
Hands on my neck.
Pulling me in to him.
It's hot.
He rips of my clothes.
And I do the same to him.
We lay there naked.
It's vulnerable.
But he smiles at me.
Tells me I'm beautiful.
And gently pushes himself inside me.
It's love.
It gets hotter and hotter.
Faster and faster.
Harder and harder. ...
Holds me tight.
Nothing can hurt me now.
It's safe.
He lifts up my chin.
Kisses my lips.
So sweet and soft.
It's beautiful.
His kisses become deeper.
Hands on my neck.
Pulling me in to him.
It's hot.
He rips of my clothes.
And I do the same to him.
We lay there naked.
It's vulnerable.
But he smiles at me.
Tells me I'm beautiful.
And gently pushes himself inside me.
It's love.
It gets hotter and hotter.
Faster and faster.
Harder and harder. ...
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SELF POEM
Published
8th Oct 2015 1:49am
8th Oct 2015 1:49am
That beautiful girl
In a crowded room she smiles
But I see the scars
What can I say? What can I do?
I want to tell her it's alright
She is not alone. I know how it feels.
I want to hug her. Tell her she matters. She is important.
I want her to look at herself and see a beautiful girl. In the worst of times.
But in a crowded room, I can't.
So I sit there. And pretend nothing is wrong.
When on the inside, everything is.
But I see the scars
What can I say? What can I do?
I want to tell her it's alright
She is not alone. I know how it feels.
I want to hug her. Tell her she matters. She is important.
I want her to look at herself and see a beautiful girl. In the worst of times.
But in a crowded room, I can't.
So I sit there. And pretend nothing is wrong.
When on the inside, everything is.
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SELF POEM
Published
8th Oct 2015 1:41am
8th Oct 2015 1:41am
He sleeps
He lays next to me.
Sleeping Silently.
I turn to face him
And rest my hand on his chest.
I feel his heart beating.
He's real. He's alive. And he's mine.
But nothing lasts forever.
Sooner or later he will get bored.
Sooner or later he will get sick of me.
Sooner or later he will realise I'm not worth it.
I never am. And never will be.
Sleeping Silently.
I turn to face him
And rest my hand on his chest.
I feel his heart beating.
He's real. He's alive. And he's mine.
But nothing lasts forever.
Sooner or later he will get bored.
Sooner or later he will get sick of me.
Sooner or later he will realise I'm not worth it.
I never am. And never will be.
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LOVE POEM
Published
28th Sep 2015 3:26am
28th Sep 2015 3:26am
This.
The sand is rough between our toes
The salty water splashes at our ankles
He looks at me and smiles
My stomach has butterflies
We walk.
We talk.
The sky is an array of colours
As the golden sun sets in the distance
He pulls me close.
His lips touch mine.
This. This. Is Perfection.
The salty water splashes at our ankles
He looks at me and smiles
My stomach has butterflies
We walk.
We talk.
The sky is an array of colours
As the golden sun sets in the distance
He pulls me close.
His lips touch mine.
This. This. Is Perfection.
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
23rd Sep 2015 2:28pm
23rd Sep 2015 2:28pm
One day
One day without pain is all I ask for
I scream out for it to stop
But it never ends
One day without tears is all I ask for
Where you won't hurt me
But it never ends
Is one day to much to ask for?
I scream out for it to stop
But it never ends
One day without tears is all I ask for
Where you won't hurt me
But it never ends
Is one day to much to ask for?
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