Submissions by fear_1
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
you are mine
your mine that much you can't deny
I love you yes that much is true
and the only thing I'm going to ask of you
is for as long as you love me stay by my side
and as long as your not sick of me yet
and you want me around I'll stay by your side
because I love you and I know that's true.
I love you yes that much is true
and the only thing I'm going to ask of you
is for as long as you love me stay by my side
and as long as your not sick of me yet
and you want me around I'll stay by your side
because I love you and I know that's true.
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black hides my pain
the black long sleeved shirt I always wear?
I wear because it hides my scars and cuts
the skin tight black jeans I wear?
I wear them so I don't feel ugly and fat
the over sized sunglasses I wear?
I wear them to hide my eyes so you can't tell iv been crying
the long heeled heavy black boots I wear?
I wear so I don't feel so small and beaten down
the black pitch lipstick I wear?
I wear so you can't see the bite marks on my lips I gave myself
well crying with my mouth shut tight for no one to hear me sob
the pale white cover up I wear?
I wear so...
I wear because it hides my scars and cuts
the skin tight black jeans I wear?
I wear them so I don't feel ugly and fat
the over sized sunglasses I wear?
I wear them to hide my eyes so you can't tell iv been crying
the long heeled heavy black boots I wear?
I wear so I don't feel so small and beaten down
the black pitch lipstick I wear?
I wear so you can't see the bite marks on my lips I gave myself
well crying with my mouth shut tight for no one to hear me sob
the pale white cover up I wear?
I wear so...
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do what you want you're Probably going to die anyways
I light the tip letting it burn
lifting it to my parted lips pressing it in
smoke filled my vision my face gone numb
I suck the end letting smoke fill my lungs
I close my eyes and hold it all in Intel my lungs start to burn
slowly I exhale letting the smoke swirl around me
carving my lips upwards into a cracked smile
I don't cough I'm used to the burn
that consent yearn
so I inhale deeply of this Cigaret that I might never be able quit
I'm damned anyways might as well enjoy this final days of mine
I may die tomorrow or I may die in fifty years ...
lifting it to my parted lips pressing it in
smoke filled my vision my face gone numb
I suck the end letting smoke fill my lungs
I close my eyes and hold it all in Intel my lungs start to burn
slowly I exhale letting the smoke swirl around me
carving my lips upwards into a cracked smile
I don't cough I'm used to the burn
that consent yearn
so I inhale deeply of this Cigaret that I might never be able quit
I'm damned anyways might as well enjoy this final days of mine
I may die tomorrow or I may die in fifty years ...
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i have to live even if i want to die
bitter blood on this blade of mine
but it is no one others then my own
the blood shimmers in the sunshine
coming from through my curtains
my empty sobs filling the room
what is this feeling in chest
that I don't even know how to express
I am in pain I feel so weak
but I won't stop that I know
I will fight I will stand tall
even if I feel like I'm going to fall
even wean I want to end it all
even wean the odds are against me
and I have to fight just to breathe
I will stand for those who have fallen
I will fight for the people that...
but it is no one others then my own
the blood shimmers in the sunshine
coming from through my curtains
my empty sobs filling the room
what is this feeling in chest
that I don't even know how to express
I am in pain I feel so weak
but I won't stop that I know
I will fight I will stand tall
even if I feel like I'm going to fall
even wean I want to end it all
even wean the odds are against me
and I have to fight just to breathe
I will stand for those who have fallen
I will fight for the people that...
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never left behind
Moonlight moonlight that shines oh so bright
tell me why do these black eye shadow tears stain my cheeks tonight?
Tell me why do my scars glow white in you're bright florescent light?
Why does the black I drape myself in shine to let me be seen?
Why is my hair glowing so bright it nearly blinds me?
Why do my sobs echo off the trees and surround me?
And Why? after all this time do I feel like I might just maybe I might survive this fight
to live yet another moonlit night another bloody fight
with my friend never to be left behind.
tell me why do these black eye shadow tears stain my cheeks tonight?
Tell me why do my scars glow white in you're bright florescent light?
Why does the black I drape myself in shine to let me be seen?
Why is my hair glowing so bright it nearly blinds me?
Why do my sobs echo off the trees and surround me?
And Why? after all this time do I feel like I might just maybe I might survive this fight
to live yet another moonlit night another bloody fight
with my friend never to be left behind.
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true friend
you where there wean i was near suicide
to tell me i wasn't worthless
you're a true friend
you hear what i have to say
and well so far you're not sick and tired of me
you're a true friend
you didn't give up on me
even after i had gave up on myself
you are my good true friend
i'll be there for you
because i know you'll be there for me
this is just my way to say
thank you sincerely
to tell me i wasn't worthless
you're a true friend
you hear what i have to say
and well so far you're not sick and tired of me
you're a true friend
you didn't give up on me
even after i had gave up on myself
you are my good true friend
i'll be there for you
because i know you'll be there for me
this is just my way to say
thank you sincerely
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ignored
i can see you're on
i can read you're posts
you never even text me
why did you even say you liked me
if you where just going to treat me like this?
yeah you're busy i am to
but if you're done with me please just say so
i already said i think we should just be friends
but you wanted to get back together
i was thinking things might be better
so yeah we're back together
but shits the same as always
me sending a text waiting for response that'll never come
why did you ask me back just to treat me like this?
i hate you i hate the way you...
i can read you're posts
you never even text me
why did you even say you liked me
if you where just going to treat me like this?
yeah you're busy i am to
but if you're done with me please just say so
i already said i think we should just be friends
but you wanted to get back together
i was thinking things might be better
so yeah we're back together
but shits the same as always
me sending a text waiting for response that'll never come
why did you ask me back just to treat me like this?
i hate you i hate the way you...
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