Submissions by fake_reality
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
1st Jul 2012 6:13pm
1st Jul 2012 6:13pm
why hurt
why hurt
why would you hurt another because they are different
they dress their own way
they talk their way
why cut into that you know so little of
in seconds you see
you make judgement
you stick it close
like its truth
but you are so blind
you act a certain way because you made yourself believe something
yet such a pity you know them not
you center around your little world
your little lie
now i ask
if you made yourself believe something you know so little of
you convinced yourself by what you have seen
not...
why would you hurt another because they are different
they dress their own way
they talk their way
why cut into that you know so little of
in seconds you see
you make judgement
you stick it close
like its truth
but you are so blind
you act a certain way because you made yourself believe something
yet such a pity you know them not
you center around your little world
your little lie
now i ask
if you made yourself believe something you know so little of
you convinced yourself by what you have seen
not...
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SELF POEM
Published
1st Jul 2012 3:52pm
1st Jul 2012 3:52pm
loveless 2 years
i forget its really been so long
august 18th
its coming soon
tears come every night
its been so long
so cold
so dark
i can smile on occasion
but its a weight on me
how does this all happen so quickly
she just up and left
never said why
only later
every night i cry
for her
i used to cut
i used to be so wrong
now i try to be right
but i miss her so much
my lil alexy
she promised forever she promised kids
she broke all of that
but i still love her
two years later
she still...
august 18th
its coming soon
tears come every night
its been so long
so cold
so dark
i can smile on occasion
but its a weight on me
how does this all happen so quickly
she just up and left
never said why
only later
every night i cry
for her
i used to cut
i used to be so wrong
now i try to be right
but i miss her so much
my lil alexy
she promised forever she promised kids
she broke all of that
but i still love her
two years later
she still...
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DARK POEM
Published
1st Jul 2012 4:31am
1st Jul 2012 4:31am
i odda try again
i odda try again
it only takes once to get it right
i'm tired i'm cold
the days that i didn't cry or bleed as much
those where they happy days
now i'm old
i'm not a virgin
i have my wounds
they just won't heal
now i must go
i'm done here i'm nearly dead
i want it
i want it so bad
i don't wanna die i just don't wanna cry anymore
so after this maybe i can do it this time
the right way
help would have been nice
but if i can i will
no hesitation no guilt
just me dead
by my hand
i want it
i want it real bad...
it only takes once to get it right
i'm tired i'm cold
the days that i didn't cry or bleed as much
those where they happy days
now i'm old
i'm not a virgin
i have my wounds
they just won't heal
now i must go
i'm done here i'm nearly dead
i want it
i want it so bad
i don't wanna die i just don't wanna cry anymore
so after this maybe i can do it this time
the right way
help would have been nice
but if i can i will
no hesitation no guilt
just me dead
by my hand
i want it
i want it real bad...
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SELF POEM
Published
1st Jul 2012 4:21am
1st Jul 2012 4:21am
how it works
everyday i wake up thinking about alexa
what have i done to get here
i gave it my all and she says its my fault
every night i go to sleep
i hug a pillow like it was all i had
i sometimes cry
i keep thinking i'm invincible
but i'm not
i can get through this but i need help
i hold my pillow and wish it was someone
i want to so badly have someone in my arms
know i can be open
give all my love so it stops bottling up tell i bleed
to let someone know they mean more to me than anything else in the world
but it never happens this way i just...
what have i done to get here
i gave it my all and she says its my fault
every night i go to sleep
i hug a pillow like it was all i had
i sometimes cry
i keep thinking i'm invincible
but i'm not
i can get through this but i need help
i hold my pillow and wish it was someone
i want to so badly have someone in my arms
know i can be open
give all my love so it stops bottling up tell i bleed
to let someone know they mean more to me than anything else in the world
but it never happens this way i just...
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UPBEAT INSPIRATIONAL POEM
Published
29th Jun 2012 5:46am
29th Jun 2012 5:46am
how
how now
how ever
however my minds been able to switch so quickly is a concept near beyond me
i know what i want can't be real
but my heart has the eyes of a worm
but the openness seems to amaze me
socialization
i find it
a dangerous necessity
i try to live in simplicity but its far to gray
so much in between which brings me to my recollection
in a day and one third i've come to enjoy the communication between another
her as a person eye its always the once who live so far i find appealing
here i fear i look in the wrong places if i look...
how ever
however my minds been able to switch so quickly is a concept near beyond me
i know what i want can't be real
but my heart has the eyes of a worm
but the openness seems to amaze me
socialization
i find it
a dangerous necessity
i try to live in simplicity but its far to gray
so much in between which brings me to my recollection
in a day and one third i've come to enjoy the communication between another
her as a person eye its always the once who live so far i find appealing
here i fear i look in the wrong places if i look...
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EROTIC POEM
Published
27th Jun 2012 6:03pm
27th Jun 2012 6:03pm
past desires
long ago
i cared of the shallow knowing anything firm long lasting was not in my grasp
this urge to mate masturbation
it filled the empty spots
it couldn't be grasp always conforms to you
never last
you can never see out when your in
but you can see though when your out
feet leading to legs the higher you go the hornier you get tell you can see just where the ass arch begins the faint outline of the hip
and pussy warm soft pink so inviting so addicting
the way a round ass looks split brings one to beg
going higher curving in waist a natural bow to...
i cared of the shallow knowing anything firm long lasting was not in my grasp
this urge to mate masturbation
it filled the empty spots
it couldn't be grasp always conforms to you
never last
you can never see out when your in
but you can see though when your out
feet leading to legs the higher you go the hornier you get tell you can see just where the ass arch begins the faint outline of the hip
and pussy warm soft pink so inviting so addicting
the way a round ass looks split brings one to beg
going higher curving in waist a natural bow to...
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DARK POEM
Published
27th Jun 2012 5:39pm
27th Jun 2012 5:39pm
manic/depression
first off
great song by emilie autumn the unlaced of album
i have a thing i can remember sings i like when they are said
...
tala's lingering in my mind and its hard to focus...
ok soon...
after some mcr
and some adema
ok back to the poem
...
days of dark
nights of horror
minds still stabilizing
its cracking
braking
like earth after the moon crashed into it
volatile
water and fire come as one but fight like lovers turned to great enemies
then was when i saw shortly
in distance
blinded by...
great song by emilie autumn the unlaced of album
i have a thing i can remember sings i like when they are said
...
tala's lingering in my mind and its hard to focus...
ok soon...
after some mcr
and some adema
ok back to the poem
...
days of dark
nights of horror
minds still stabilizing
its cracking
braking
like earth after the moon crashed into it
volatile
water and fire come as one but fight like lovers turned to great enemies
then was when i saw shortly
in distance
blinded by...
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NON-FICTION PROSE
Published
26th Jun 2012 2:37am
26th Jun 2012 2:37am
tala clark
everyday at least once
almost always 2 or 3 times or 4 or 5 or 6 or 7 or 8 or more
one person one name comes to mind
tala
tala clark
happy beginnings
met
computer class multi media
she helped me on a project
we hit it off
and for the first time in 4 or 5 months i had someone
i could talk
i had a friend
someone gave a shit
it was still dark
i regret my lies
back them i acted like i only cared about sex most of the time
it hid my pain and kept people away
i always did it more the closer people got
i talked about alexa...
almost always 2 or 3 times or 4 or 5 or 6 or 7 or 8 or more
one person one name comes to mind
tala
tala clark
happy beginnings
met
computer class multi media
she helped me on a project
we hit it off
and for the first time in 4 or 5 months i had someone
i could talk
i had a friend
someone gave a shit
it was still dark
i regret my lies
back them i acted like i only cared about sex most of the time
it hid my pain and kept people away
i always did it more the closer people got
i talked about alexa...
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UPBEAT INSPIRATIONAL POEM
Published
20th Jun 2012 6:19pm
20th Jun 2012 6:19pm
heavy eyes
ok this is my second hard attempt at being not dark sad alexa or tala anywhere
...
...
i'll i got is i love that 36 2 door deep purple chevy with the fancy chrome on my background
...
wellep here i go
eyes heavy
night dark
bed beith warm with my body
soft pillow snuggled next to my face
arms tight around that pillow
eyes close
fell falling but find it comforting
every light is not astray with light
every thought has been put to rest by the desire of rest
slowly fading i wake to find my beds still warm my pillows still close my tiger...
...
...
i'll i got is i love that 36 2 door deep purple chevy with the fancy chrome on my background
...
wellep here i go
eyes heavy
night dark
bed beith warm with my body
soft pillow snuggled next to my face
arms tight around that pillow
eyes close
fell falling but find it comforting
every light is not astray with light
every thought has been put to rest by the desire of rest
slowly fading i wake to find my beds still warm my pillows still close my tiger...
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DARK POEM
Published
20th Jun 2012 5:57pm
20th Jun 2012 5:57pm
days
why am i so alone
how has this world left me so striped
my skin my fat mussels vains
but now it must dig to the mario in the bone
the vary core of myself
i wanted only to love and be loved
to trust and be trusted
to know there was one relatable kind thing
but now i am cold from this life
empty running on hopes fantasies
knowing every night empty no one to hold on to
no one to kiss goodnight
only my stuffed animal
i cry out for help so many times begging for someone
i know i can make it through
but i want more
i ask god and...
how has this world left me so striped
my skin my fat mussels vains
but now it must dig to the mario in the bone
the vary core of myself
i wanted only to love and be loved
to trust and be trusted
to know there was one relatable kind thing
but now i am cold from this life
empty running on hopes fantasies
knowing every night empty no one to hold on to
no one to kiss goodnight
only my stuffed animal
i cry out for help so many times begging for someone
i know i can make it through
but i want more
i ask god and...
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DARK POEM
Published
16th Jun 2012 9:30pm
16th Jun 2012 9:30pm
my cat
fallen rocks
broken crushed
once where steps to mountains altars of peace god spark kindness
dead the creates butterflies rabbits elk
my cat my dear cat
tears fall warm
warm killed not in times of long ago
my dear cat
sat on my head
walked across each shoulder putting that tail in my face
always jumped on me when ever i got conformable
then i groaned
but always
jump in my lap and purr
then we'd play with a twig
tug-o-war
it was fun
i just let my kitty win
then walk a few feet like the world was ruled my her with the...
broken crushed
once where steps to mountains altars of peace god spark kindness
dead the creates butterflies rabbits elk
my cat my dear cat
tears fall warm
warm killed not in times of long ago
my dear cat
sat on my head
walked across each shoulder putting that tail in my face
always jumped on me when ever i got conformable
then i groaned
but always
jump in my lap and purr
then we'd play with a twig
tug-o-war
it was fun
i just let my kitty win
then walk a few feet like the world was ruled my her with the...
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NON-FICTION PROSE
Published
16th Jun 2012 7:10pm
16th Jun 2012 7:10pm
me confused/moses last plague
ok i'm feeling dark sim
no really its night in sim city
ok...
i entertain myself well
ok dark dim...
little elevator music why i collect my mind
i had an idea a minute ago...
more music...
ok...
for REAL this time
the night was dark
the city grim
death reached around the corner
lams blood lay on followers doors
blank was the ones soon in grief
a plague of selectivity fell on the houses
taking only airs of males
went they did quietly no struggle
sleep they fell to hours ago now their bodies are in...
no really its night in sim city
ok...
i entertain myself well
ok dark dim...
little elevator music why i collect my mind
i had an idea a minute ago...
more music...
ok...
for REAL this time
the night was dark
the city grim
death reached around the corner
lams blood lay on followers doors
blank was the ones soon in grief
a plague of selectivity fell on the houses
taking only airs of males
went they did quietly no struggle
sleep they fell to hours ago now their bodies are in...
648 reads
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