Submissions by emoeyes258 (carolIann)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Just friends?
Why do you treat me like this??
Why can't you love me and hold me
Like others couples do...
I want you to love me
I need to be with you....
I can't understand why
Why do you torture me like this?
Why do you ignore me like this
Treat me like friends....
Why don't you show
Show that you love me...
Hold me in your arms
Kiss me
Why can't you even tell me you love me???!!!!!!
Why can't you love me and hold me
Like others couples do...
I want you to love me
I need to be with you....
I can't understand why
Why do you torture me like this?
Why do you ignore me like this
Treat me like friends....
Why don't you show
Show that you love me...
Hold me in your arms
Kiss me
Why can't you even tell me you love me???!!!!!!
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future
Is there a future...?
The one
Where you hold me at night
Keeping up with my moods
While you hug me
Me with my swollen belly
A future
Where you cradle yuor baby girl
When thunder strikes at night
Holding your little boy
Teaching him to ride a bike
When you hold me in your arms
Your arms around my waist
While kidz play in the yard...
Smiling at their laughter...
Pick up the little one
When he first fell out a tree
Trying to catch a squirrle..
And kiss his little knee...
Can I have the future...
The one
Where you hold me at night
Keeping up with my moods
While you hug me
Me with my swollen belly
A future
Where you cradle yuor baby girl
When thunder strikes at night
Holding your little boy
Teaching him to ride a bike
When you hold me in your arms
Your arms around my waist
While kidz play in the yard...
Smiling at their laughter...
Pick up the little one
When he first fell out a tree
Trying to catch a squirrle..
And kiss his little knee...
Can I have the future...
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your still here
The days are there
When your scent still haunts me
Your voice scares my dream...
An unwanted nightmare
A shattered reality
a forgotten dream..
You saw me
As blood flowed from my wrist
As I cried in pain
Tears falling down my cheeks
I do not cry
Because of the pain in my wrists
I cry because
I know you still love me
And because you know that..
What you do now
Could someday be the death of me...
And you don't care
And you're slowly but surely
Killing me
When your scent still haunts me
Your voice scares my dream...
An unwanted nightmare
A shattered reality
a forgotten dream..
You saw me
As blood flowed from my wrist
As I cried in pain
Tears falling down my cheeks
I do not cry
Because of the pain in my wrists
I cry because
I know you still love me
And because you know that..
What you do now
Could someday be the death of me...
And you don't care
And you're slowly but surely
Killing me
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battle
A dagger presseing through
My already broken heart
And turned from side to side..
That's how its feels when you tell me about HER
Its ripping out
My broken heart..
Leaving a trace of
Broken promises and lies..
Leaving back
A fucktup girl
With no heart left to love...
I wanted to love you
I wanted to be the one that made you happy..
But you don't need me
You don't want me..
You got the girl of your dreams..
Tall and blond
With the baby blue eyes
The long legs and the small middle..
Every guys...
My already broken heart
And turned from side to side..
That's how its feels when you tell me about HER
Its ripping out
My broken heart..
Leaving a trace of
Broken promises and lies..
Leaving back
A fucktup girl
With no heart left to love...
I wanted to love you
I wanted to be the one that made you happy..
But you don't need me
You don't want me..
You got the girl of your dreams..
Tall and blond
With the baby blue eyes
The long legs and the small middle..
Every guys...
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f**k you
A dark night...
No white lights anymore...
Looking down
At the cold razor in my hand
The lifeless tears
Streaming down my cheeks...
The red drops dripping down my palm
Making a pool of dark red liquid
In the whiteness of the snow
Making the coldness of the snow
Warm enough to melt...
You know what??
I know what you're like now..
You never cared
You never loved me....
You said that wanted me..
You said you needed me...
All you needed was someone to fuck...
A girl to mess with...
I never...
No white lights anymore...
Looking down
At the cold razor in my hand
The lifeless tears
Streaming down my cheeks...
The red drops dripping down my palm
Making a pool of dark red liquid
In the whiteness of the snow
Making the coldness of the snow
Warm enough to melt...
You know what??
I know what you're like now..
You never cared
You never loved me....
You said that wanted me..
You said you needed me...
All you needed was someone to fuck...
A girl to mess with...
I never...
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you're done with me...
Are you...
Making excuses not to see me?
Lying to me to my face?
Making up stories behind my back?
Why did you...
Tell me you love me if it was to be doomed?
Ask me to be your one and only
When you fuck another behind my back..?
I'm tired of lying in bed at night
Wondering if you're coming home tonight?
Making myself think
Your car broke down
You'll be home now..
But deep down knowing..
I'm not good enough for you anymore
Making excuses not to see me?
Lying to me to my face?
Making up stories behind my back?
Why did you...
Tell me you love me if it was to be doomed?
Ask me to be your one and only
When you fuck another behind my back..?
I'm tired of lying in bed at night
Wondering if you're coming home tonight?
Making myself think
Your car broke down
You'll be home now..
But deep down knowing..
I'm not good enough for you anymore
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white to red
A white blanket of snow
Covering everything in its way...
Kneeling in the coldness
In the whiteness of the beauty...
Knowing that what I'm doing
Might turn white to red...
Holding the cold hard steel to my wrist
Seeing you standing in front of me...
"I'm sorry baby... But I can't...."
But you keep watching
With tears in you eyes...
One deep cut
Right down my left arm
Deeper that you expected..
Deep enough to reach my soul...
You scream at me and curse me...
The blood dripping
Onto the...
Covering everything in its way...
Kneeling in the coldness
In the whiteness of the beauty...
Knowing that what I'm doing
Might turn white to red...
Holding the cold hard steel to my wrist
Seeing you standing in front of me...
"I'm sorry baby... But I can't...."
But you keep watching
With tears in you eyes...
One deep cut
Right down my left arm
Deeper that you expected..
Deep enough to reach my soul...
You scream at me and curse me...
The blood dripping
Onto the...
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.......
Its a cold lonely night....
Once again its without you...
I take the knive...
The one that I took from your cupboard
The one you use to carry with you...
Only to protect me...
I hold it...
In my hands were yours use to be...
Memories coming back....
One quick slice...
Deeper that the bone...
Cutting away my life...
I didn't mean to take my life
You didn't leave me any chose
I couldn't go on without you....
I want you to see what you've done....
Never ending pain ends now...
Goodbye
Once again its without you...
I take the knive...
The one that I took from your cupboard
The one you use to carry with you...
Only to protect me...
I hold it...
In my hands were yours use to be...
Memories coming back....
One quick slice...
Deeper that the bone...
Cutting away my life...
I didn't mean to take my life
You didn't leave me any chose
I couldn't go on without you....
I want you to see what you've done....
Never ending pain ends now...
Goodbye
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NAMLESS
Is it wrong?
To start crying when he tells me that?
To scream his name in my sleep?
To still love him, when we both
Have another in our lives......
No
Then why?
Why can't I forget?
All the memories...
Hours on the beach...
Hand in hand...
Walking to new places.....
Laughing when ithe see
Touches my feet...
And I jump into your arms...
Telling me your proud of me
When do something special for you...
And show me with
A million kisses......
Never thinking...
That oneday...
I...
To start crying when he tells me that?
To scream his name in my sleep?
To still love him, when we both
Have another in our lives......
No
Then why?
Why can't I forget?
All the memories...
Hours on the beach...
Hand in hand...
Walking to new places.....
Laughing when ithe see
Touches my feet...
And I jump into your arms...
Telling me your proud of me
When do something special for you...
And show me with
A million kisses......
Never thinking...
That oneday...
I...
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why?
You watched me...
You saw me change...
You left me to colour my hair...
My once light brown hair
Changed to jet black with purple stripes uo see today
You told me I had beautiful eyes...
It changed when the dark eyeliner came by...
You said to friends...
Look her gorgeous smile..
When last did you see it????
You saw...
My once vibrant colored closet...
Went to my pale black, whites and grey..
You didn't try and change that...
Why did you leave...
Just leave me alone???
Leave my soul to die...
Leave my wrists...
You saw me change...
You left me to colour my hair...
My once light brown hair
Changed to jet black with purple stripes uo see today
You told me I had beautiful eyes...
It changed when the dark eyeliner came by...
You said to friends...
Look her gorgeous smile..
When last did you see it????
You saw...
My once vibrant colored closet...
Went to my pale black, whites and grey..
You didn't try and change that...
Why did you leave...
Just leave me alone???
Leave my soul to die...
Leave my wrists...
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September
In the mid-September rain
You kissed me...
It had completed my world
That mid-September day...
Its almost a year
Since that perfect rainy day
The beautiful day I met you
In a park near the high school
When it started raining
We didn't run for cover...
Instead...
You pulled me closer
And kissed my lips...
You held me in your arms..
I could feel
You smile
In the middle of our kiss...
Al of this...
Just memories fading away
You kissed me...
It had completed my world
That mid-September day...
Its almost a year
Since that perfect rainy day
The beautiful day I met you
In a park near the high school
When it started raining
We didn't run for cover...
Instead...
You pulled me closer
And kissed my lips...
You held me in your arms..
I could feel
You smile
In the middle of our kiss...
Al of this...
Just memories fading away
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......MEMORIES HURT.......
The night time sky
A depressing time...
Shadow figures appearing
Everywhere I look
Missing the feeling
That you left on my body...
My waist burning
Where once your hand
Had held me tight
Pulling me close
As if I'm gonna disappear..
Thinking of that
Memories come flooding back
The way we laughed
When we did something stupid
The way we wrestled
And you never let me win...
You treated me like a best buddy
But at the same time...
You showed me the love
That no one else could...
...
A depressing time...
Shadow figures appearing
Everywhere I look
Missing the feeling
That you left on my body...
My waist burning
Where once your hand
Had held me tight
Pulling me close
As if I'm gonna disappear..
Thinking of that
Memories come flooding back
The way we laughed
When we did something stupid
The way we wrestled
And you never let me win...
You treated me like a best buddy
But at the same time...
You showed me the love
That no one else could...
...
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