Submissions by eddieAe
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
ANOTHer man's girl
I fucking miss you with all my heart than again what's love I don't even know where to start . I love that you look past my broken smile for that I would carry you a million miles but the truth is you've pushed me out of my slump I'm no longer Mr sad boy acting like a grump I know this is tough for you but honestly I can't wait much longer for u to choose . I love you I don't give a fuck what people say all I want is our happiness so please look in my eyes and tell me you want to STAY!!!!
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PEACE?
Maybe there's justification to why the middle east hates us
At times we can be nosy international security Iran hands behind your back Obama has the cuffs
A revolutionary war started a path for our first dollar figure
If only George Washington knew his picture on a form of currency can fund a belief death and a trigger
Only if we all could get along than mothers wouldn't have to cry
Or even better half of our future wouldn't have to get drafted sent to die
But revolution of civilians two worlds apart United states is no better than Vietnam
So do what's...
At times we can be nosy international security Iran hands behind your back Obama has the cuffs
A revolutionary war started a path for our first dollar figure
If only George Washington knew his picture on a form of currency can fund a belief death and a trigger
Only if we all could get along than mothers wouldn't have to cry
Or even better half of our future wouldn't have to get drafted sent to die
But revolution of civilians two worlds apart United states is no better than Vietnam
So do what's...
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Self
I sure do miss you and everything you are
Please don't think I'm not trying but your presence seems so far
I can't believe how much we've grown apart
All I want to do is call it quits and begin from the start
I do know that your special too
Just like this chick I want to call my boo
Someone told me today that I didn't love you enough
Just thinking about it makes me wana get a bub and puff
In doing so I know it will cause us to drift off deeper
I love you Eddie Alonzo your far from meeting the reeper
I need to love my life more that's a fact ...
Please don't think I'm not trying but your presence seems so far
I can't believe how much we've grown apart
All I want to do is call it quits and begin from the start
I do know that your special too
Just like this chick I want to call my boo
Someone told me today that I didn't love you enough
Just thinking about it makes me wana get a bub and puff
In doing so I know it will cause us to drift off deeper
I love you Eddie Alonzo your far from meeting the reeper
I need to love my life more that's a fact ...
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Ordinary
I am the silence between two notes
No longer a man lost st sea on a boat
A beautiful song that plays on
As serene and green as a freshly cut lawn
The peace in my ear the frustration in my mind the pain in my neck the love in my heart wondering where to start knowin I'll be warm today knowing I'll be clean today the intelligence in the room.
I long for perfection but strive for progress
Put my life in Gods hands and let him do the rest.
I love my life today life is Good for me
I am so brave setting my soul free
No longer a man lost st sea on a boat
A beautiful song that plays on
As serene and green as a freshly cut lawn
The peace in my ear the frustration in my mind the pain in my neck the love in my heart wondering where to start knowin I'll be warm today knowing I'll be clean today the intelligence in the room.
I long for perfection but strive for progress
Put my life in Gods hands and let him do the rest.
I love my life today life is Good for me
I am so brave setting my soul free
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BROken yet beautiful
I know this girl she's so self conscious
Not wanting me or my fucked up nonsense
Wearing perfumes and sprays trying not to stink
Not too concerned with the drama and what others think
With a body and physique to bring any man to his knees
And a mind and soul to love intelligent can cure any disease
A tough one with a heart down to care
Knows what she's doing looking fly hard not to stare
It's confidence in a woman which is attractive
Don't let him tell you your not pretty enough cuz true love is what you got he's obviously lacking....
Not wanting me or my fucked up nonsense
Wearing perfumes and sprays trying not to stink
Not too concerned with the drama and what others think
With a body and physique to bring any man to his knees
And a mind and soul to love intelligent can cure any disease
A tough one with a heart down to care
Knows what she's doing looking fly hard not to stare
It's confidence in a woman which is attractive
Don't let him tell you your not pretty enough cuz true love is what you got he's obviously lacking....
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Eddie Alonzo
I got suicide and chaos in my brain
Part of me wants to live without the pain
Than again what's the point with no support
Its like having no lawyer on your first day of court
I'm just trying be happy one day at a time
I post my feelings and pain on Facebook is that a crime
Not many people appreciate a reall person that's down on his luck
I don't want anything from u not even a buck
If I offend you in any way please ignore this post or keep reading some words from someone realler than most
Today's society looks down on doing the right thing
Its not...
Part of me wants to live without the pain
Than again what's the point with no support
Its like having no lawyer on your first day of court
I'm just trying be happy one day at a time
I post my feelings and pain on Facebook is that a crime
Not many people appreciate a reall person that's down on his luck
I don't want anything from u not even a buck
If I offend you in any way please ignore this post or keep reading some words from someone realler than most
Today's society looks down on doing the right thing
Its not...
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From weed to rose
A weed that grew through the cracks of a sidewalk so deprived yet so beautiful
Unnoticed by all who walks by cuz it's brought up by anger and hate
Cold and hard like the rock surrounding it wanting a different fait
Looked as a weed amongst others greed
Maybe an underdeveloped pedal or two from others smile
Thrived through cold winters hot summers all the while
Stepped on like a welcome mat but hardly complained
Than one day was found by a lovely lady and given a name
Transplanted in a flower bed given not cold stares but nutrients instead
Than an...
Unnoticed by all who walks by cuz it's brought up by anger and hate
Cold and hard like the rock surrounding it wanting a different fait
Looked as a weed amongst others greed
Maybe an underdeveloped pedal or two from others smile
Thrived through cold winters hot summers all the while
Stepped on like a welcome mat but hardly complained
Than one day was found by a lovely lady and given a name
Transplanted in a flower bed given not cold stares but nutrients instead
Than an...
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Addicts struggle
Hoping for the best out of this night
Obsession within yearns for a pipe
Thinking of ways to make sure your safe
But all in all I want is an escape
Going out to score sounds like a plan
That's too easy u coward try being a man
No addict ever wants to feel pain
All we need is a shot of dopamine to the brain
All drugs do is procrastinate the hurt
Till we run out than our purest sin yet again we flirt
Only if we can get through the night without clouding the mind
Than comes tomorrow feeling pain over and over one day at a time .........
Obsession within yearns for a pipe
Thinking of ways to make sure your safe
But all in all I want is an escape
Going out to score sounds like a plan
That's too easy u coward try being a man
No addict ever wants to feel pain
All we need is a shot of dopamine to the brain
All drugs do is procrastinate the hurt
Till we run out than our purest sin yet again we flirt
Only if we can get through the night without clouding the mind
Than comes tomorrow feeling pain over and over one day at a time .........
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Dopepheene
My brain is slowly and slowly depleting
I Really do hope everything goes well
Trying to start a new me my Facebook I even tried deleting
But now I realize is all I am is a magician casting my own spell
Today is a start to a new endeavor
A DOPEPHEENE pockets full on payday happens never
Shit it's not my own will who did it
It's all you selfish addicts who get the props for not wanting to admit it
I may die tomorrow but you'll live forever in regret
One moral mistake in gods eyes I'll never forget
I was given a good soul and life at birth...
I Really do hope everything goes well
Trying to start a new me my Facebook I even tried deleting
But now I realize is all I am is a magician casting my own spell
Today is a start to a new endeavor
A DOPEPHEENE pockets full on payday happens never
Shit it's not my own will who did it
It's all you selfish addicts who get the props for not wanting to admit it
I may die tomorrow but you'll live forever in regret
One moral mistake in gods eyes I'll never forget
I was given a good soul and life at birth...
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Addiction
Fuck this I want to die ,fuck this y can't I cry
This world consumes me with hate
Its too much I'm afraid I'm too late
I love the way drugs make me feel
Esp 3 days later crazy enough to kill
I wish life could just b this simple
Like being a teen worrying about pimples
All that's left is too keep moving ahead
Thinking of calling the connect as I lay in bed he will help me out he knows my words like gold.
I know his skilo he don't care what he just sold
Drugs don't make my life unmanageable till there gone
Cuz when I'm high I feel so...
This world consumes me with hate
Its too much I'm afraid I'm too late
I love the way drugs make me feel
Esp 3 days later crazy enough to kill
I wish life could just b this simple
Like being a teen worrying about pimples
All that's left is too keep moving ahead
Thinking of calling the connect as I lay in bed he will help me out he knows my words like gold.
I know his skilo he don't care what he just sold
Drugs don't make my life unmanageable till there gone
Cuz when I'm high I feel so...
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WAIting
Shuddered with pain in my own thoughts
Thinking of ways to submit to your defeat
Mocking Me sarcasm all I hear is the clocks
Nothing else not even my hunger pushes me to eat
I only imagine what you your doing at this very moment
Just tell me what you want say it and you own it
Taking minutes off my mind
Your loves my favorite crime
Not even my own life matters anymore
Addiction every where knocking at my door
My will lead you to me
God's will helps me set you free.....
GOODNIGHT DRAMA
Thinking of ways to submit to your defeat
Mocking Me sarcasm all I hear is the clocks
Nothing else not even my hunger pushes me to eat
I only imagine what you your doing at this very moment
Just tell me what you want say it and you own it
Taking minutes off my mind
Your loves my favorite crime
Not even my own life matters anymore
Addiction every where knocking at my door
My will lead you to me
God's will helps me set you free.....
GOODNIGHT DRAMA
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