Submissions by didyouseeit7-

I tried killing myself on numerous occasions.
I hate my sins and my imperfections.
At times i think i look better bloody slit wrists and broken bones.
But im not sure why death never took me by the hand and took me home.
Ive had dreams visions like in revelations but when i speak them and my faith all they see or hear is devil this devil that 666.
They blame me even family look at me and say things that makes me sick.
I have always hated myself looking in the mirror in my blind eye thinking maybe i deserve all this hate.
Praying on a daily basis for a wife a...

As a child i use to wonder what it was that fell like lightning.
With my own eyes i seen everything in revelations.
The world tried to consume me in darkness and sin.
What i saw was angry hated me blamed me but when i spoke noone would listen.
The beast is what they blame me to be a gang is what they think im in.
But every tattoo and scar is worth more then words.
Its faith unseen unbelieved by those who are decieved.
The hypocrites blame those who repent because they are not ashamed.
I used to have questions about myself but now i have questions for all...

They blame me but i wish they would kill me.
Rid me of the thoughts that leave me wondering in a world that tried to consume me.
I guess i am crazy for believing in something that you cant see.
But if you seen what i have seen then you would understand the phrase eye for an eye but maybe im wrong and i just need to pluck both of mine.
I hate me seriously come join me maybe we could find understanding in love while being confused by hate.
But then again i am just on a journey where they blame hate and twist my testimony till the world thinks im the enemy that deceives...