Submissions by dianajr (dinamystery)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Dark, erotic, anger, self poems that explain my thoughts and fantasies. I write about vampires and sometimes other things that i come up with
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
8th Apr 2011 5:27am
8th Apr 2011 5:27am
Theres no one really there but he still loves me
In the days I see you it scares me
in the days you are not here I cry
When you kiss my lips I feel alive
when you tell me you hate me I come back for more
When we make love and you dissapear I cut
Can't you see I love and hate you
Somedays you help me
When you sit with me and talk I feel acknowledged
When you tell me that you love me butterflies tickle me
When you hold my faceI blush
Other days you drive me insane
You tell me you are here to stay and I tremble
wispers in my ear makes me yell
Screams fill my brain
Pain is all...
in the days you are not here I cry
When you kiss my lips I feel alive
when you tell me you hate me I come back for more
When we make love and you dissapear I cut
Can't you see I love and hate you
Somedays you help me
When you sit with me and talk I feel acknowledged
When you tell me that you love me butterflies tickle me
When you hold my faceI blush
Other days you drive me insane
You tell me you are here to stay and I tremble
wispers in my ear makes me yell
Screams fill my brain
Pain is all...
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2 Comments
NON-FICTION PROSE
Published
8th Apr 2011 4:52am
8th Apr 2011 4:52am
Words that describe me
Lies
Sex
Fake Love
Betrayal
Loneliness
Desperate
Dead
These are the words that fill up my life now.
I wake up remebering all the lies you gave me and I took
Sex just to feel cared for at least for that moment
Fake love the one He gave me just so we could make love
You can't make love without there being love there in the first place.
Betrayal is what I feel when i think of all my life I betrayed myself
I cheated myslefin life.
Lonely nights lonely days is all I have now
Desperate for someone...
Sex
Fake Love
Betrayal
Loneliness
Desperate
Dead
These are the words that fill up my life now.
I wake up remebering all the lies you gave me and I took
Sex just to feel cared for at least for that moment
Fake love the one He gave me just so we could make love
You can't make love without there being love there in the first place.
Betrayal is what I feel when i think of all my life I betrayed myself
I cheated myslefin life.
Lonely nights lonely days is all I have now
Desperate for someone...
1212 reads
2 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
3rd Mar 2011 11:46pm
3rd Mar 2011 11:46pm
How to know when your being used?
Sweet perfect lines
"I want something serious with someone" he says to me
Sweet perfect lies
"I love you" in less than a month????
Adventorous hands exploring my curves and secret places....
"this is all yours" you say and i reply moaning the same
Take me love me that's all I want
"I'm not ready for a serious relationship" u tell me (but u kiss me touch me and fuck me?!)
I wanna be yours again but you ignore my calls
"Why do you call me so much I was taking a shower" or "drving"...
"I want something serious with someone" he says to me
Sweet perfect lies
"I love you" in less than a month????
Adventorous hands exploring my curves and secret places....
"this is all yours" you say and i reply moaning the same
Take me love me that's all I want
"I'm not ready for a serious relationship" u tell me (but u kiss me touch me and fuck me?!)
I wanna be yours again but you ignore my calls
"Why do you call me so much I was taking a shower" or "drving"...
1025 reads
4 Comments
NON-FICTION PROSE
Published
12th Jan 2011 8:31am
12th Jan 2011 8:31am
My diary. 1/12/11
Dear diary
It has been way to long since I have vented off the truth of how life is, friends just don't cut it. I don't have to sugar coat anything to you, I can be me and thats all I need.
Since New Years day my life got better than worse all at once. Yes Diary, It was my fault you know me better than anyone. I screwed it all up again but this time with the boy I liked the most. I did him so wrong. Tell me why Diary?
Why must I always ruin something that was so good in my life?
Needed love and affection... I was getting it....
Then I went back to my ex and just...
It has been way to long since I have vented off the truth of how life is, friends just don't cut it. I don't have to sugar coat anything to you, I can be me and thats all I need.
Since New Years day my life got better than worse all at once. Yes Diary, It was my fault you know me better than anyone. I screwed it all up again but this time with the boy I liked the most. I did him so wrong. Tell me why Diary?
Why must I always ruin something that was so good in my life?
Needed love and affection... I was getting it....
Then I went back to my ex and just...
862 reads
3 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
15th Dec 2010 2:31am
15th Dec 2010 2:31am
Under
Under struggling.
under trying to breath.
you see me trying to come to you but you seem to move further away
I struggle to swim my legs and arms are cramping
I try day by day
Each day gets harder to swim.
each day i struggle to catch up to you
each day i get just a tinny bit closer becuase i see u in a far away view.
I casted myself out without a life preserver with just my dreams of staying afloat.
I left my home and now I'm trying to swim back.
Throw me a life preserver throw me something...
under trying to breath.
you see me trying to come to you but you seem to move further away
I struggle to swim my legs and arms are cramping
I try day by day
Each day gets harder to swim.
each day i struggle to catch up to you
each day i get just a tinny bit closer becuase i see u in a far away view.
I casted myself out without a life preserver with just my dreams of staying afloat.
I left my home and now I'm trying to swim back.
Throw me a life preserver throw me something...
844 reads
2 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
23rd Nov 2010 11:19pm
23rd Nov 2010 11:19pm
Powerless Child
Tear the soul right of you
Rip it right of of your pulsing flesh with my bear hands
Even if I see you
BLEED
CRY
SCREAM
or DIE
I'll watch you in pain
I wont even bother to leave you sane
Does it hurt?
Life is pain, Feel it
Let it consume you.
Do you feel my power over you
Yes, you know theres nothing you can do
I am
BIGGER
STRONGER
and the maker of your LIFE
I brought you here and I can take you back out whenever I want.
Rip it right of of your pulsing flesh with my bear hands
Even if I see you
BLEED
CRY
SCREAM
or DIE
I'll watch you in pain
I wont even bother to leave you sane
Does it hurt?
Life is pain, Feel it
Let it consume you.
Do you feel my power over you
Yes, you know theres nothing you can do
I am
BIGGER
STRONGER
and the maker of your LIFE
I brought you here and I can take you back out whenever I want.
855 reads
4 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
19th Oct 2010 3:53am
19th Oct 2010 3:53am
You teared my world apart
Yousteppedall over my heart and didn't care how much I cried of the pain.
I cryout loudnow I can't live without you and your done with me.
Done with me?
am I a used up toy that you got tired of playing with?
I see how you feel more like a man, I bet this was your plan all along;
You just pretended to love me.
Did you laugh in your mind everyday you said you wanted to be with me forever did you laugh as you told me these pathetic words "I love you".
I hate you for bringing my world down and making me feel like nothing.
...
I cryout loudnow I can't live without you and your done with me.
Done with me?
am I a used up toy that you got tired of playing with?
I see how you feel more like a man, I bet this was your plan all along;
You just pretended to love me.
Did you laugh in your mind everyday you said you wanted to be with me forever did you laugh as you told me these pathetic words "I love you".
I hate you for bringing my world down and making me feel like nothing.
...
977 reads
12 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
17th Oct 2010 5:04pm
17th Oct 2010 5:04pm
The Morning After
My once beautiful eyes are now a rainy dark cloud;
Puffed up of how much I cried,
Dark of all the make up that smeared as I slept
lastly
Filled with more tears that I will keepsheddingfor you.
I awakened this morning as if it were all a nightmare.
But as I stared at myceiling and kept still I realized it was all real.
It's all my fault, I brought this upon us
and there is nothing that can heal us.
Nothing.
I have become almost nothing to you, I use to be your world,
I will now be stored in your drawer...
Puffed up of how much I cried,
Dark of all the make up that smeared as I slept
lastly
Filled with more tears that I will keepsheddingfor you.
I awakened this morning as if it were all a nightmare.
But as I stared at myceiling and kept still I realized it was all real.
It's all my fault, I brought this upon us
and there is nothing that can heal us.
Nothing.
I have become almost nothing to you, I use to be your world,
I will now be stored in your drawer...
812 reads
2 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
16th Oct 2010 6:25am
16th Oct 2010 6:25am
Can't stand out
I am just a small insignificant petal hidden in between all the others; I have dreams and wan't to one day stand out and show my potential; but alas I am just a small petal and cannot stand out. I am too small and not beautiful like the rest but in the inside I feel so beautiful.
861 reads
2 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
27th Aug 2010 9:03pm
27th Aug 2010 9:03pm
Non-answered questions
Baby, I need you forget all our problems.
You say your confused about us.
I try to stop thinking
of all the good times we shared to lessen the pain.
I Can't!
Oh lord, help me. I refuse to breath; without him
there is no motivation to keep breathing.
How do I stop all this?
how to I regain my strength to keep living?
help me find the way to sanity,
help me regain my life so I can regain him back.
Yes, I screwed up; I destroyed us. I apologize!
I further pushed you away from me. Take me back.
...
You say your confused about us.
I try to stop thinking
of all the good times we shared to lessen the pain.
I Can't!
Oh lord, help me. I refuse to breath; without him
there is no motivation to keep breathing.
How do I stop all this?
how to I regain my strength to keep living?
help me find the way to sanity,
help me regain my life so I can regain him back.
Yes, I screwed up; I destroyed us. I apologize!
I further pushed you away from me. Take me back.
...
846 reads
4 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
25th Aug 2010 5:27pm
25th Aug 2010 5:27pm
I'll wait for you
We need some time alone and go our sepereate ways; become friends once more to start all over.The love we once had was slowly dying and i did nothing to stop it.
How can we do this? how can i forget all those nights we made love?
How can i just put out of my mind those days you said we would always be together?
I know where it all went wrong it was I! I caused this i made your love begin to fade; with my mistakes, my anger, and my hatred.
I can't feel my eyes of how many tears are running down..... i can't breath anymore of how much i try to quiet my...
How can we do this? how can i forget all those nights we made love?
How can i just put out of my mind those days you said we would always be together?
I know where it all went wrong it was I! I caused this i made your love begin to fade; with my mistakes, my anger, and my hatred.
I can't feel my eyes of how many tears are running down..... i can't breath anymore of how much i try to quiet my...
1347 reads
6 Comments
OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
28th Jul 2010 4:01am
28th Jul 2010 4:01am
This Can't be me!
What does this mean
why do I have these twisted dreams?
people say that dreams express who we really are
or
our fantasies
but
this is a lie!
There's no way my dreams can mean any of this
they sometimes are my fears
or
something out of the blue
things I don't want,
things that are horrid that sometimes I wake up
and say
I'm not like this...
and i don't think these things on my own.
MAKE THEM STOP!
can't live like this
I want to have peaceful dreams dreams of love
with the one i love
I...
why do I have these twisted dreams?
people say that dreams express who we really are
or
our fantasies
but
this is a lie!
There's no way my dreams can mean any of this
they sometimes are my fears
or
something out of the blue
things I don't want,
things that are horrid that sometimes I wake up
and say
I'm not like this...
and i don't think these things on my own.
MAKE THEM STOP!
can't live like this
I want to have peaceful dreams dreams of love
with the one i love
I...
933 reads
9 Comments
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