Submissions by diablia363 (Alisha Ranstrom)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
diablia363 aka alisha I've been to nowhere and everywhere at same time ,I've felt so lost and silent. Until someone gave me deep underground on which to purge my thoughts spewing them from the depths of my mind..laying them out for others like me to find.
Starved
1907 reads
11 Comments
For him revisited
To you i say i love you to me
You reply i like you like a fat kid likes cake
To you i say your great
To me you say heres a pic of my kill shot
And here's my weapon kate
To you i say we're random
But i love that about you well us
some days id sware,
You'd feel it
I wish we'd do something about it
cause it seems like such a fuckin waste
if we just had a taste
of the forbidden fruit
of something better
when we talk
You make me laugh
like no other
our humor is perfectly suited
I'd wait forever
just for a chance...
You reply i like you like a fat kid likes cake
To you i say your great
To me you say heres a pic of my kill shot
And here's my weapon kate
To you i say we're random
But i love that about you well us
some days id sware,
You'd feel it
I wish we'd do something about it
cause it seems like such a fuckin waste
if we just had a taste
of the forbidden fruit
of something better
when we talk
You make me laugh
like no other
our humor is perfectly suited
I'd wait forever
just for a chance...
724 reads
3 Comments
the first meeting
909 reads
1 Comment
part two
844 reads
0 Comments
strangers and friends
1347 reads
1 Comment
help
help me please
im on my knees
god father please
my heart and soul are shattered
like glass shards everywhere
my silent prayers i utter
through parched lips
for salty tears
life years without change
i need you father
theres no hope left in me
i wish for death on a daily
im weak
it says the meak shall inherit the earth
is that because the meak are too weak to say no
lord god please i try so hard and to no avail
i fall short falter on this path
i fail
im hungry for knowledge my king
im so lost without your light...
im on my knees
god father please
my heart and soul are shattered
like glass shards everywhere
my silent prayers i utter
through parched lips
for salty tears
life years without change
i need you father
theres no hope left in me
i wish for death on a daily
im weak
it says the meak shall inherit the earth
is that because the meak are too weak to say no
lord god please i try so hard and to no avail
i fall short falter on this path
i fail
im hungry for knowledge my king
im so lost without your light...
812 reads
3 Comments
For him
To you i say i love you to me
You reply i like you like a fat kid likes cake
To you i say your great
To me you say heres a pic of my kill shot
And heres that accompice kate
To you i say were random
But i lovethat about you well us
Oh and ive thought of you some days id sware
Youd feel it
I wish wed do something about it before were
Too old to enjoy it
You make me long for something better
You give me hope you say youll allways be
Here for me if i need to talk or a shoulder to cry on
For you there is me and for me there is only you...
You reply i like you like a fat kid likes cake
To you i say your great
To me you say heres a pic of my kill shot
And heres that accompice kate
To you i say were random
But i lovethat about you well us
Oh and ive thought of you some days id sware
Youd feel it
I wish wed do something about it before were
Too old to enjoy it
You make me long for something better
You give me hope you say youll allways be
Here for me if i need to talk or a shoulder to cry on
For you there is me and for me there is only you...
659 reads
0 Comments
why are you so stupid
why are you so fuckin stupid
you let everything real slip through your hands
you let your sons go you let your home everything go
and did you do it for anything worth all the pain?
this is the coldest night of my life
my world collapses on a dime
i wanna go home so bad,
id give anything up to go back in time
to be in the middle of the worst day in our lives
if i wasnt so fucking stupid if i wasnt so lonely
look what all this popularity got me
im so fucking stupid i miss my kids so bad
my heart hurts to the point i wish id die
nothing not...
you let everything real slip through your hands
you let your sons go you let your home everything go
and did you do it for anything worth all the pain?
this is the coldest night of my life
my world collapses on a dime
i wanna go home so bad,
id give anything up to go back in time
to be in the middle of the worst day in our lives
if i wasnt so fucking stupid if i wasnt so lonely
look what all this popularity got me
im so fucking stupid i miss my kids so bad
my heart hurts to the point i wish id die
nothing not...
1104 reads
2 Comments
sick f**k
i feel sickness gripping my throat ,
the demon within demanding
more than my soul,
out of fucking control,
anyones even my own,
i wanna peel my skin fom my body ,
just to stay the crawling feeling,
my mind shatters like glass,
i contimplate scuicide,
but im not so low,
i hate who ive become
i hate ,fuck i hate
saddly i am self aware
but too far gone to care
i can no longer deny the urges within
tired of fucking loseing im ready to win
letting weaker forces than myself
begin to feel power that ive allowed them...
the demon within demanding
more than my soul,
out of fucking control,
anyones even my own,
i wanna peel my skin fom my body ,
just to stay the crawling feeling,
my mind shatters like glass,
i contimplate scuicide,
but im not so low,
i hate who ive become
i hate ,fuck i hate
saddly i am self aware
but too far gone to care
i can no longer deny the urges within
tired of fucking loseing im ready to win
letting weaker forces than myself
begin to feel power that ive allowed them...
812 reads
5 Comments
chapter two oralistic
he kisses my soul
he knowingly takes control
my mouth opens
i let his grey eyes lull me into a false sense of security,
i want him inside me to drive me wild
id kiss him everywhere that i could reach
he's holding my hands above my head
kissing my neck
biting my ears
biting my nipples
he whispers words that speak to my core
and yet are the ingredients
for turning me into a wanton little whore
making me beg for more
scared not knowing yet what is in store
he whispers sweet sexy words
he has a language of lovemaking...
he knowingly takes control
my mouth opens
i let his grey eyes lull me into a false sense of security,
i want him inside me to drive me wild
id kiss him everywhere that i could reach
he's holding my hands above my head
kissing my neck
biting my ears
biting my nipples
he whispers words that speak to my core
and yet are the ingredients
for turning me into a wanton little whore
making me beg for more
scared not knowing yet what is in store
he whispers sweet sexy words
he has a language of lovemaking...
1033 reads
0 Comments
Playas
Believe in you
How when all you offer is a lie
All the tales you spin
Starry eyes
Baffling young minds
Leaving young girls with lollipop thoughts
All in mind numbing expertise
Too many to advocate
You know just what to say
To get your desired result
You relish the mannipulating
Smiling as they cry
You know who you are
Player hustler whatever you cAll yourself
Grown ass man taking intoconfidence
Young minds easier than grown womanto mannipulate
Well so here i am with my lollipop
Come into my world come play with me...
How when all you offer is a lie
All the tales you spin
Starry eyes
Baffling young minds
Leaving young girls with lollipop thoughts
All in mind numbing expertise
Too many to advocate
You know just what to say
To get your desired result
You relish the mannipulating
Smiling as they cry
You know who you are
Player hustler whatever you cAll yourself
Grown ass man taking intoconfidence
Young minds easier than grown womanto mannipulate
Well so here i am with my lollipop
Come into my world come play with me...
953 reads
0 Comments
part one
1130 reads
2 Comments
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