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sick fuck

i feel sickness gripping my throat ,
the demon within demanding
more than my soul,
out of fucking control,
anyones even my own,
i wanna peel my skin fom my body ,
just to stay the crawling feeling,
my mind shatters like glass,
i contimplate scuicide,
but im not so low,
i hate who ive become
i hate ,fuck i hate  

saddly i am self aware
but too far gone to care
i can no longer deny the urges within
tired of fucking loseing im ready to win
letting weaker forces than myself
begin to feel power that ive allowed them
they are mentally ill equipt
to even begin a battle of words
i pray for strength at times as these
when all the waists of life circle like vultures over the rotting corpses
come pick the bones clean rip the flesh from the bone fuck em throw back to hells own
destructive is an under stated word destroy defile wreek havoc carnage everywhere



all of the faces
that hide the   masks
beneath the skin
all laughing
the voices so low
evil
like hours of hated loathng
alisha these are not children
that need parenting
these are demons here to kill you
do not lie to your eyes
denying the truth
they display
suits they put over truth
wareing the skin garb of children,
showing their true form
would have thier welcome less than warm
i scream covering my ears
trying to get out of this auditory dream
stop stop i scream out
i hide
the walls of my  asylum
my own flesh mental prison
fuck me no fuck you fuck all of this
 tear my  mind from my head
a migraine mental warfare
they want me to kill myself
you wish your poison could
lesson my life for you tricked me in my lonely despair
you wreak havoc on my delicate shattered diluted minds eyes closed believe not what you feel for feelings are never real flatten them so you can not be hurt they'll strip everything from you extracting every last drop of life's essence
if you were trying to find a reasonable explanation
go ahead i too tried to but alas there is none
and there the thought is done this truth ive seen
Written by diablia363 (Alisha Ranstrom)
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