Submissions by darken_hearts (venom love)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
NON-FICTION PROSE
Published
7th Nov 2012 1:17am
7th Nov 2012 1:17am
Suicide note
Why I left is no question
I didn't want to be here any more
Yes I was loved and lost and loved again
I was adored for my work and my kind heart
I was adored for the things I lead you to believe
But I was truly never understood
My mind was far more open than you thought
Sex, blood, torture and murder
Ran most of my thoughts
And I know none of them would understand
Which Is part of the reason I left
I grew lonely as a mind of one and one only never really finding the true match
I grew cold from the fake smiles and the fake...
I didn't want to be here any more
Yes I was loved and lost and loved again
I was adored for my work and my kind heart
I was adored for the things I lead you to believe
But I was truly never understood
My mind was far more open than you thought
Sex, blood, torture and murder
Ran most of my thoughts
And I know none of them would understand
Which Is part of the reason I left
I grew lonely as a mind of one and one only never really finding the true match
I grew cold from the fake smiles and the fake...
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LOVE POEM
Published
30th Oct 2012 9:11pm
30th Oct 2012 9:11pm
As the rain falls
As the rain falls it reminds me of the tears I've shed
Of my mistakes of staying in the present and not looking ahead to those who would guide me and my heart
To help me work the seas and charts
But some how you still have hold of the strings
Pushing and pulling making them ring
By for all the wrong reasons now its changing seasons
From summer to winter my heart grows cold but you don't need to be told
You can see it in my eyes as I cry and wonder
When my rain will stop
Of my mistakes of staying in the present and not looking ahead to those who would guide me and my heart
To help me work the seas and charts
But some how you still have hold of the strings
Pushing and pulling making them ring
By for all the wrong reasons now its changing seasons
From summer to winter my heart grows cold but you don't need to be told
You can see it in my eyes as I cry and wonder
When my rain will stop
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LOVE POEM
Published
30th Oct 2012 9:04pm
30th Oct 2012 9:04pm
Thunderous skies
Thunderous skies hear my cry
Please o please stop reviving feelings that I let die
I let them die for a reason so they wouldn't bring into season
The ,now fading ,feelings I had for him
I need not these feelings for something that hurts
Around my heart I don't want any one person to lurk
Until my defenses are back up and running
So it won't hurt to give and yield shunnings
Thunderous skies hear my cry
Please o please stop reviving feelings that I let die
I let them die for a reason so they wouldn't bring into season
The ,now fading ,feelings I had for him
I need not these feelings for something that hurts
Around my heart I don't want any one person to lurk
Until my defenses are back up and running
So it won't hurt to give and yield shunnings
Thunderous skies hear my cry
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SELF POEM
Published
14th Oct 2012 10:07pm
14th Oct 2012 10:07pm
Mirror
As I stand and look into my mirror
I wonder if the girl staring back is my reflection or is it me
Sometimes I can not tell the difference
I lie to my self and convince my self that I am real and she is only a reflection but she is still me
Though if I pulled back the coating there is nothing (that I know of ) there
So I'll continue to lie to my self in hopes that I'm sick and I can understand my state when I'm better
I wonder if the girl staring back is my reflection or is it me
Sometimes I can not tell the difference
I lie to my self and convince my self that I am real and she is only a reflection but she is still me
Though if I pulled back the coating there is nothing (that I know of ) there
So I'll continue to lie to my self in hopes that I'm sick and I can understand my state when I'm better
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LOVE POEM
Published
14th Oct 2012 5:39am
14th Oct 2012 5:39am
Emotional masochrist
I know the way I think isn't normal
It leaves me a mess .turmoil
But I can't think of any way to live
But to give my all to you
And expect little back
I crave the Hurt and the sorrow
My heart is your to own never borrowed
Take over control
I'll lay here in the cold
But that's ok that's normal
Atleast to me.....
It leaves me a mess .turmoil
But I can't think of any way to live
But to give my all to you
And expect little back
I crave the Hurt and the sorrow
My heart is your to own never borrowed
Take over control
I'll lay here in the cold
But that's ok that's normal
Atleast to me.....
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
13th Oct 2012 9:31pm
13th Oct 2012 9:31pm
Nightmare
Nightmares are usually ghouls and scary creatures
But not in mine ,they only feature
My thoughts and my methods
The crazy has already checked in
But will never leave
Because it does what I please
And please it does
Because
You suffer
Not from scares and fright
But from my kindness flight
I'll kill you with kindness
Leave you mindless
As my slave
But not in mine ,they only feature
My thoughts and my methods
The crazy has already checked in
But will never leave
Because it does what I please
And please it does
Because
You suffer
Not from scares and fright
But from my kindness flight
I'll kill you with kindness
Leave you mindless
As my slave
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LOVE POEM
Published
13th Oct 2012 9:15pm
13th Oct 2012 9:15pm
Capture
My first reall happy poem since like ever
Capture my heart and you will see
That you will no longer have to search endlessly
My love is fit for a king
If you are chosen then you'll hear it ring
Ring not only through ears but through your heart and soul
Really warm like a chille bowl
My flawed hands hold truth and imperfection
But my heart can't take any deception
I know I'm weak and a fool
And I hate that I know I'll mostly likely come back to you
Maybe I like the sorrow and the pain
Makes me feel alive like the...
Capture my heart and you will see
That you will no longer have to search endlessly
My love is fit for a king
If you are chosen then you'll hear it ring
Ring not only through ears but through your heart and soul
Really warm like a chille bowl
My flawed hands hold truth and imperfection
But my heart can't take any deception
I know I'm weak and a fool
And I hate that I know I'll mostly likely come back to you
Maybe I like the sorrow and the pain
Makes me feel alive like the...
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LOVE POEM
Published
11th Oct 2012 2:40pm
11th Oct 2012 2:40pm
Up up and away
Up up and away went my feelings for you
I was hopeless ,sprung out ,completely devoted to you
My vision clouded from everything and everyone around me
That's the reason I was hurt with the feelings of shame and betrayal forming a key
I took that chance and left my heart open
Hope-ing you could see my undying devotion
But you know every thing comes to an end
So I stood up took my feelings and ended the trend
I don't know how I feel
It's confusing seeming so unreal
My trust was broken
My hands mentally choking
What ever feelings I do I...
I was hopeless ,sprung out ,completely devoted to you
My vision clouded from everything and everyone around me
That's the reason I was hurt with the feelings of shame and betrayal forming a key
I took that chance and left my heart open
Hope-ing you could see my undying devotion
But you know every thing comes to an end
So I stood up took my feelings and ended the trend
I don't know how I feel
It's confusing seeming so unreal
My trust was broken
My hands mentally choking
What ever feelings I do I...
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LOVE POEM
Published
10th Oct 2012 2:46pm
10th Oct 2012 2:46pm
Untitled
Don't listen to the lies they whisper
Be with me lose your self and be free
I'll change you to make you mine
Prefect but all was the sub-line
I'll always be first and you'll be second
It's how it goes so just get the message
I'm sorry (not really) for how I am
I can't help it I'm just a man
Your prefect on the out side
But your personaility is mine
To mold and shape how I please
It's just to make sure you won't leave
Because your mine and mine only
Even though I like playin around with that ho
I love you baby...
Be with me lose your self and be free
I'll change you to make you mine
Prefect but all was the sub-line
I'll always be first and you'll be second
It's how it goes so just get the message
I'm sorry (not really) for how I am
I can't help it I'm just a man
Your prefect on the out side
But your personaility is mine
To mold and shape how I please
It's just to make sure you won't leave
Because your mine and mine only
Even though I like playin around with that ho
I love you baby...
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LOVE POEM
Published
10th Oct 2012 2:35pm
10th Oct 2012 2:35pm
Time line
1st month
My fingers grew exhausted from the flow of our conversations
My body toughened to deal with the late night aggravations
Though I was still draw to you
I began to lose me self too
2 month
You hurt me one to many times before
I know i should have walked out the door
But...
I couldn't
You lied and disrespected me
I guess you still need to grow up if we were ever gonna be
My trust was broke, gone, shattered
But you say you fill back up that empty trust platter
3 month
You've tired to earn my trust back...
My fingers grew exhausted from the flow of our conversations
My body toughened to deal with the late night aggravations
Though I was still draw to you
I began to lose me self too
2 month
You hurt me one to many times before
I know i should have walked out the door
But...
I couldn't
You lied and disrespected me
I guess you still need to grow up if we were ever gonna be
My trust was broke, gone, shattered
But you say you fill back up that empty trust platter
3 month
You've tired to earn my trust back...
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LOVE POEM
Published
24th Aug 2012 00:43am
24th Aug 2012 00:43am
can you?
My unbloomed heart lacks the fertile substance of the sweet caress of a lovers touch.
It is so very close yet it is far enough that the tips of my fragile and cracked hands can barely reach.
The silken nector of a heavenly voice it is all ,but a whisper in the wind.
My prison those rusty bars of hesitation and cautiousness keep me held back though they are as weak as string.
To push beyond those boundries of my safe world
tis a voyge I dare not travel alone
I am desprate for the brave one to help me cure my thrist
for the care free river that lays...
It is so very close yet it is far enough that the tips of my fragile and cracked hands can barely reach.
The silken nector of a heavenly voice it is all ,but a whisper in the wind.
My prison those rusty bars of hesitation and cautiousness keep me held back though they are as weak as string.
To push beyond those boundries of my safe world
tis a voyge I dare not travel alone
I am desprate for the brave one to help me cure my thrist
for the care free river that lays...
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
9th May 2012 10:20pm
9th May 2012 10:20pm
Apollo
God of the sun
God of love beauty ,song, and rhyme
Ive been rejected
I have yet to disect the reason why
Am I not what you prayed for ?
Am I not what you have slain for?
I am your god
I am your light your muse
And your turn down my advance
My love and romance
I'm forced to restrain you
Pinning and penetrating
The repeating pattern that seases
But it doesnt matter the pattern will never end
And neither will the penetration
God of love beauty ,song, and rhyme
Ive been rejected
I have yet to disect the reason why
Am I not what you prayed for ?
Am I not what you have slain for?
I am your god
I am your light your muse
And your turn down my advance
My love and romance
I'm forced to restrain you
Pinning and penetrating
The repeating pattern that seases
But it doesnt matter the pattern will never end
And neither will the penetration
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