Submissions by dalixx
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
I AM THE DARKNESS
Here comes the darkness again.
Its stronger than its ever been.
Who or what is this void?
This empty that keeps on consuming me.
This darkness that chews me.
The blackness that chokes on me.
The emptyness that chews again.
This void that swallows me.
Wait I can hear it, that voice.
That dark, cold voice.
Its me, thats my voice.
Its alone and empty,
but thats my voice.
Now I see, now I know.
Does it hurt worse when
the pains from yourself
instead of others?
So use to others causing
all the pain and suffering.
But this...
Its stronger than its ever been.
Who or what is this void?
This empty that keeps on consuming me.
This darkness that chews me.
The blackness that chokes on me.
The emptyness that chews again.
This void that swallows me.
Wait I can hear it, that voice.
That dark, cold voice.
Its me, thats my voice.
Its alone and empty,
but thats my voice.
Now I see, now I know.
Does it hurt worse when
the pains from yourself
instead of others?
So use to others causing
all the pain and suffering.
But this...
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Life is Death
In this life I'm already dead
From all the screaming in my head
All those deamons to whom I'm sold
Keep that soul you forever hold
I can tell, you shall never let it go
Through my veins your void does flow
Forever I am lost to never be found
The screams are now my only sound
The outside I smile and inside I shake
Now I seek someone soul to take
Uncover it's ears and make it my friend
To hold forever for death has no end
From all the screaming in my head
All those deamons to whom I'm sold
Keep that soul you forever hold
I can tell, you shall never let it go
Through my veins your void does flow
Forever I am lost to never be found
The screams are now my only sound
The outside I smile and inside I shake
Now I seek someone soul to take
Uncover it's ears and make it my friend
To hold forever for death has no end
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Daddy's Childhood Story
To my kids that I love so dear. Here's my childhood that you wanted to hear.Oldest memory was when I was three. My parents got divorced, now my dad I never see.Mom remarried to a very evil man. He always hit me and said "Because I can."I remember at seven he threw me against the walls. One special night he threw a hammer into my balls. That occasion was because I hung up my drawling. After the hammer flew I commenced to bawling. Went on and on for years, which made me so sad. Caused thirteen ulcers inside me, just to poop hurt so very bad. Mom was never home, at work she would...
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Pain. IIII
I hurt deep down
Right to the core
Hit to the ground
I feel so sore
Back on my feet
When I see you
You are my treat
The pain is through
Dont want you here
I need you so bad
For you a tear
I'm forever sad
Right to the core
Hit to the ground
I feel so sore
Back on my feet
When I see you
You are my treat
The pain is through
Dont want you here
I need you so bad
For you a tear
I'm forever sad
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What's Love
All your lies
It's who you are
All these tries
You gone to far
In disbelief
For all I see
Need relief
From all this me
I am here
Can you feel
What is near
Yes it's real
Who I am
Your not above
Think we can
Is this love
It's who you are
All these tries
You gone to far
In disbelief
For all I see
Need relief
From all this me
I am here
Can you feel
What is near
Yes it's real
Who I am
Your not above
Think we can
Is this love
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Pain III
How could I try
Is this life real
Who am I
Do I still feel
I want it to go
I need it to stay
I just dont know
Is it time to pray
Just leave my mind
Never come back
What I need to find
Is the will I lack
Is this life real
Who am I
Do I still feel
I want it to go
I need it to stay
I just dont know
Is it time to pray
Just leave my mind
Never come back
What I need to find
Is the will I lack
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Life Time With You
You and me
Forever will be
No matter whats said
They will all see
All the battles we fought
To keep our love so hot
It shall never die
Our love will never rot
As all the years go by
Its less we have to try
Im addicted to our love
Like a drug it gets me high
And still we are together
Apart we shall be never
Can not live without you
Our souls binded forever
Its true love that we feel
Now they see its real
So please take this ring
From me as I kneel
Forever will be
No matter whats said
They will all see
All the battles we fought
To keep our love so hot
It shall never die
Our love will never rot
As all the years go by
Its less we have to try
Im addicted to our love
Like a drug it gets me high
And still we are together
Apart we shall be never
Can not live without you
Our souls binded forever
Its true love that we feel
Now they see its real
So please take this ring
From me as I kneel
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Sciatica Life
Cant take this pain
In my legs and back
Alive to complain
Wanting deaths attack
Two years of hurt
And still cant walk
Lay me in the dirt
To stop my whining talk
Remember all our fun
And dont feel so sad
All my pain is done
I am finally glad
I am always here
Inside of your heart
Live life each year
Your body may fall apart
In my legs and back
Alive to complain
Wanting deaths attack
Two years of hurt
And still cant walk
Lay me in the dirt
To stop my whining talk
Remember all our fun
And dont feel so sad
All my pain is done
I am finally glad
I am always here
Inside of your heart
Live life each year
Your body may fall apart
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Wish I Could Fly
Wish I could fly, and tell these thoughts goodby
Nothing in my head but what I see, to break away and be free
Nothing to feel no dark or pain, no more drowning in the rain
To fly away so very far, go so fast like a shooting star
Keep on going and never look back, forget my souls deepest crack
Fly through space an beyond it all, keep on going untill I fall
To leave these thoughts that feel so gray, wish I could fly so far away
Nothing in my head but what I see, to break away and be free
Nothing to feel no dark or pain, no more drowning in the rain
To fly away so very far, go so fast like a shooting star
Keep on going and never look back, forget my souls deepest crack
Fly through space an beyond it all, keep on going untill I fall
To leave these thoughts that feel so gray, wish I could fly so far away
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A Bards Song
I travel through the land, being a one man band
Playing for the king, how he loves to hear me sing
Bringing people joy, every girl and boy
Strumming my lute, and tapping my boot
Playing for a plate, knowing this is my fate
I travel for miles, just to see the smiles
Going to new places, to see the new faces
I am a bard, my job can be hard
How I love to be me, all the places I see
I travel far and long, so all can hear my song
I am a lonely bard, looking for my card
I may not seem like much, your soul my song will touch
I am a bard, I will sing...
Playing for the king, how he loves to hear me sing
Bringing people joy, every girl and boy
Strumming my lute, and tapping my boot
Playing for a plate, knowing this is my fate
I travel for miles, just to see the smiles
Going to new places, to see the new faces
I am a bard, my job can be hard
How I love to be me, all the places I see
I travel far and long, so all can hear my song
I am a lonely bard, looking for my card
I may not seem like much, your soul my song will touch
I am a bard, I will sing...
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loves away
I feel so lost
so out of state
at what cost
this is my fate
to be away
frome ones I love
deamons I slay
to rise above
battles I win
but wars I lose
what is my sin
its you I chose
float down to me
from clear blue sky
set my heart free
let our souls fly
so out of state
at what cost
this is my fate
to be away
frome ones I love
deamons I slay
to rise above
battles I win
but wars I lose
what is my sin
its you I chose
float down to me
from clear blue sky
set my heart free
let our souls fly
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lonelly dove
A lonelly dove
so full of love
to fly so high
and rise above
look on down
faraway ground
dont be scared
feel the sound
ride the sky
soar on by
wings spread wide
dont you cry
Im always here
have no fear
touch your heart
I am there
so full of love
to fly so high
and rise above
look on down
faraway ground
dont be scared
feel the sound
ride the sky
soar on by
wings spread wide
dont you cry
Im always here
have no fear
touch your heart
I am there
675 reads
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