Submissions by ciara812 (Clarissa)

Forgive me for what I'm about to do,
       For I have no control.
       This madness and sadness,
       is tearing me apart.
       Which way to go?
       It's like a one way route to hell
       Reserved for only me,
       No one else.
       Burning inside my own skin,
       This nightmare never seems to end.
       Round and around I go
       Consumed by these thoughts
       Fear is all I seem to feel.
       I can't be saved.
       Never. Again.  

You promised.
                    You promised us.
                    You said you would change.
                    You made me fear every single day.
                    You acted like everything was fine.
                    I was dying inside for the longest.
                    Look at what you've done.
                    You've created a monster of hate.
                    Do you even care?
                    Do you have any regret?
                    You don't shed a tear
                    Like I did every single night.
           ...