Submissions by bleedin-heart-gurl

If they
knew who i really was
i know they wouldn't like me
If they
saw pass my beauty they would find a monster
all dark and cold inside
shattered and broken,
left feeling dead than alive

If they
took the time to know me
they wouldn't glance at me twice
I would mean nothing to them
just a lonely fragile thing dying at nite

If they
look at me closely
there eyes would see right through
my body is down on earth
but my soul is lost
at a place where u can't arrive

If they
knew me, they would think its...

Why do i be this way
why do i constantly go a stray
must i be angry for the rest of my life
will i die like this and plunge into eternal darkness.

Is there any hope for me in this world
will i always be the lonely girl
is death really the only way
is there nothing else i can say

I can't feel i can't sleep i can't breathe
I'm stuck in my world of thoughts so deep
all i can think about is dying
every night i lay in my bed crying

I'm a loner without hopes and dreams
I've got rivers of of pain in my heart
longer than a...

I can't continue this way
my life must end today
let the little dark creatures in my head
come out to play
let them scar my arms and legs letting blood
flow slowly to the ground
let them stab me in my chest
and take out my tiny heart that is bound

Feed on it, burn it do what they will
for i no longer need it
i haven't been living with it, still

Nothing goes right
everything turns out wrong
my tears don't help me
this sadness is so strong
i find peace in dark places
black things and Gothic songs
wanting to die is...

Just another depressing day,
the same sick feeling i had yesterday.
my body shuts down and my heart goes numb,
water escapes the eyes and my smile goes down.
nothing to do but stare and wonder,
nothing to do but give in to deep slumber.

Thoughts makes me sad but my thinking won't stop.
it goes on forever until my heart will give and my body drops.
don't look at me for i not worth living for,
I'm not like the rest of you,
so happy and can adore

I don't live the way you do, i don't feel alive
you won't find me in your world,
for i...