Submissions by behindthemask (Clay Webb)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
I Wish I Hated You
I had lost all hope in relationships
Everyone with the wrong person
Divorce ratings higher then ever
But then you came in to my life
Everything changed, my whole outlook on life was different
But then you left me like I didn't mean anything to you
You said you didn't feel anything when we first kissed
But now I'm feeling like there's a knife in my chest
The handle gets twisted every time I think about you
I try to run away
But my memories of you play over and over in my head
I try to get my mind off of you
But every girl my eyes fall upon, I...
Everyone with the wrong person
Divorce ratings higher then ever
But then you came in to my life
Everything changed, my whole outlook on life was different
But then you left me like I didn't mean anything to you
You said you didn't feel anything when we first kissed
But now I'm feeling like there's a knife in my chest
The handle gets twisted every time I think about you
I try to run away
But my memories of you play over and over in my head
I try to get my mind off of you
But every girl my eyes fall upon, I...
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Saved At Last
I have these secrets and pain hidden in my heart
I have these sins locked in my safe, you can't pick it apart
I keep this animal in it's cage, but it was too smart
Now this animal is in my mind
I can't find my sanity, this monster made me blind
I'm running around with no control, this beast is my master
Now this room is spinning faster
I run out on the streets screaming
I fall on my knees and I'm pleading, I'm just needing some healing
I start to choke, this monster is trying stop me from breathing
I look up to the moon, this bright light...
I have these sins locked in my safe, you can't pick it apart
I keep this animal in it's cage, but it was too smart
Now this animal is in my mind
I can't find my sanity, this monster made me blind
I'm running around with no control, this beast is my master
Now this room is spinning faster
I run out on the streets screaming
I fall on my knees and I'm pleading, I'm just needing some healing
I start to choke, this monster is trying stop me from breathing
I look up to the moon, this bright light...
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Angel of Death
You were an angel, just lost
So I'm just going to take your halo and hang myself with it
That's the cost you must pay for tossing my feelings away
You led me astray, I let down my guard hoping you would stay
But instead you used my heart as an ashtray
I wish you could just stay away from my thoughts
Instead my memories of you are just on replay
I didn't have to betray my believes of keeping my emotions inside
But instead I let them come out to play, leaving them open for prey
You're colder then snow, nobody knows how far you'll go to kill
The sight of...
So I'm just going to take your halo and hang myself with it
That's the cost you must pay for tossing my feelings away
You led me astray, I let down my guard hoping you would stay
But instead you used my heart as an ashtray
I wish you could just stay away from my thoughts
Instead my memories of you are just on replay
I didn't have to betray my believes of keeping my emotions inside
But instead I let them come out to play, leaving them open for prey
You're colder then snow, nobody knows how far you'll go to kill
The sight of...
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Die Demons
There's no one on this path, I'm all alone
But when I think about it, it's no ones fault but my own
I never share my feelings with anyone
I guess that's why I'm an emotionless drone
I can't believe how froze I've grown
I guess that's what happens when I push people away, wish I'd known
I stuff all my feelings inside me and just leave them alone
And after awhile I feel like I'm holding in a cyclone
This darkness is my ruler but I'm going to dethrone it
And all of my demons, the way is unknown
But I will no longer postpone breaking my slavery,I'm on my...
But when I think about it, it's no ones fault but my own
I never share my feelings with anyone
I guess that's why I'm an emotionless drone
I can't believe how froze I've grown
I guess that's what happens when I push people away, wish I'd known
I stuff all my feelings inside me and just leave them alone
And after awhile I feel like I'm holding in a cyclone
This darkness is my ruler but I'm going to dethrone it
And all of my demons, the way is unknown
But I will no longer postpone breaking my slavery,I'm on my...
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Cough Up Blood
When we met it's like our hearts touched and there was a spark
And when ever I looked into your eyes I was hypnotized
But when you left me it was like I was traumatized
I felt like my heart met it's demise
I never thought I could love a girl until I met you
The emotions you gave me rushed me like a flood
But did I love you or did I just love the felling you gave me
You were like a drug but now I feel like I was drug through the mud
You made my heart bleed and it fills my lungs
So now every time I think of you I just cough up blood
And when ever I looked into your eyes I was hypnotized
But when you left me it was like I was traumatized
I felt like my heart met it's demise
I never thought I could love a girl until I met you
The emotions you gave me rushed me like a flood
But did I love you or did I just love the felling you gave me
You were like a drug but now I feel like I was drug through the mud
You made my heart bleed and it fills my lungs
So now every time I think of you I just cough up blood
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House
I'm locked in this house
I'm just a caged soul trying to get out
I forgot why I'm alive
So I'm just wondering around this house ready to die
The only friends I have are the shadows in the corner
But they don't help at all
Because they just want me to shoot myself and get it over
There's a monster running around here and I got tried of seeing him
So I just broke all the mirrors in the house
I'm tied down by these chains
And there's not a ounce of me that remains
Trying to find a way out but this house turned into a maze
Then I fixed my gaze upon...
I'm just a caged soul trying to get out
I forgot why I'm alive
So I'm just wondering around this house ready to die
The only friends I have are the shadows in the corner
But they don't help at all
Because they just want me to shoot myself and get it over
There's a monster running around here and I got tried of seeing him
So I just broke all the mirrors in the house
I'm tied down by these chains
And there's not a ounce of me that remains
Trying to find a way out but this house turned into a maze
Then I fixed my gaze upon...
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