Submissions by beanbandit (Unfate the death shaman)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
In a half dead state, maybe comatose, I sorta chose this type of life over an overdose, and notice ghosts of a past that almost no one knows, except for maybe through a poets prose...
LOVE POEM
Published
9th Jan 2025 2:11am
9th Jan 2025 2:11am
dream girl
You are not my dream girl
you are the beautiful bone chilling voice
that sings to beckon in my nightmares
you are the sudden shouting of crows
when I enter a part of the forest
when I shouldn't have
you are the kiss that curses my bloodline
yet I lean in again
if only to ensure that my past too
is doomed
Your body is but a vessel for your mayhem
as I lay in wait and excruciating longing for you
to decimate my soul
again and again
You walk into my rooms like the devil
sent you as my perfect little punishment ...
you are the beautiful bone chilling voice
that sings to beckon in my nightmares
you are the sudden shouting of crows
when I enter a part of the forest
when I shouldn't have
you are the kiss that curses my bloodline
yet I lean in again
if only to ensure that my past too
is doomed
Your body is but a vessel for your mayhem
as I lay in wait and excruciating longing for you
to decimate my soul
again and again
You walk into my rooms like the devil
sent you as my perfect little punishment ...
#love
#TruthOfLife
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LOVE POEM
Published
10th Oct 2024 1:07am
10th Oct 2024 1:07am
the light for you
I wanna be the light for you
But not the only light you see
I want to be the best for you,
And that means being the best for me
I want to be the worthy one
Worth your smile and your time
And I want to show you mostest that you're worthiest of mine
I want to write you silly words
Though most of mine might make no cents
Then I want to talk about them some
Maybe then they'll make some sense
I want to build you up a house
That's made of love and care
One that might break in heavy winds
But the foundation still stays there ...
But not the only light you see
I want to be the best for you,
And that means being the best for me
I want to be the worthy one
Worth your smile and your time
And I want to show you mostest that you're worthiest of mine
I want to write you silly words
Though most of mine might make no cents
Then I want to talk about them some
Maybe then they'll make some sense
I want to build you up a house
That's made of love and care
One that might break in heavy winds
But the foundation still stays there ...
#love
#TruthOfLife
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
1st Sep 2024 4:25pm
1st Sep 2024 4:25pm
a different kind
It's implied
Material misanthrope whiskeyfied
another poor impotence
screaming this is life
another instance
serene
and just in time
but pity plays pitch and sings
this isn't mine
why are you this divine?
is you is
or is you isn't
the line
my sun, how it peeks on me
a different bright
and all that I keep with me's
a different kind
are you a different kind?
misaligned
the paths that we keep
are often different strides
the pacts that we speak
are tossed at simple...
Material misanthrope whiskeyfied
another poor impotence
screaming this is life
another instance
serene
and just in time
but pity plays pitch and sings
this isn't mine
why are you this divine?
is you is
or is you isn't
the line
my sun, how it peeks on me
a different bright
and all that I keep with me's
a different kind
are you a different kind?
misaligned
the paths that we keep
are often different strides
the pacts that we speak
are tossed at simple...
#confusion
#LifeAsAWriter
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LOVE POEM
Published
30th Jul 2024 2:05am
30th Jul 2024 2:05am
Cigarette
I hit this cigarette
And know this what she dying from
I hit in respect
This is what I'll be crying from
But I won't change her
Won't check
She decided this her dying sun
And I'm here for her sunset
Whatever she wants
Until her night is young
She says don't taste that
Don't peck
This what I choose
I will, and mine be done
So imma stop
I'll just let
That craving be, bet I've had some
And I'll taste every breath
With her til I am none
I'll do for her and that's it
I'm at her side alone
And know this what she dying from
I hit in respect
This is what I'll be crying from
But I won't change her
Won't check
She decided this her dying sun
And I'm here for her sunset
Whatever she wants
Until her night is young
She says don't taste that
Don't peck
This what I choose
I will, and mine be done
So imma stop
I'll just let
That craving be, bet I've had some
And I'll taste every breath
With her til I am none
I'll do for her and that's it
I'm at her side alone
#addiction
#love
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EROTIC POEM
Published
29th Jul 2024 00:55am
29th Jul 2024 00:55am
Good girl
Now I'm missing your body
I guess I'm bored or sum
Everything around me is getting wet
Looks like the rain has cum
And I'm craving your sweat
Come let me taste you some
Lick more than you expect
Girl come and graze my tounge
No I don't pray to none
But I'm on my knees utill the break of dawn
Until my face is numb
Past when the day is done
Fall asleep in that pretty little pussy
Come wake me up for fun
I need that skeet from that pussy
Cum And come cream me some
Cum...
I guess I'm bored or sum
Everything around me is getting wet
Looks like the rain has cum
And I'm craving your sweat
Come let me taste you some
Lick more than you expect
Girl come and graze my tounge
No I don't pray to none
But I'm on my knees utill the break of dawn
Until my face is numb
Past when the day is done
Fall asleep in that pretty little pussy
Come wake me up for fun
I need that skeet from that pussy
Cum And come cream me some
Cum...
#erotic
#lust
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LOVE POEM
Published
27th Jul 2024 11:02pm
27th Jul 2024 11:02pm
Worthless
My heart been skipping
beats
What a worthless thing
Wouldn't even do it's job
Since your face was seen
And my damn lungs too
They shouldn't act like this
Leaving me breathless
Every time we've kissed
Even my eyes betrayed their purpose
To what they're supposed to link
Only showing me your stunning face
Everytime they blink
My lips ain't even mine no more
They belong to your heart
Because your name just screams to be pronounced
Everytime I talk
My whole body wants to disobey
It's like it's come unglued ...
beats
What a worthless thing
Wouldn't even do it's job
Since your face was seen
And my damn lungs too
They shouldn't act like this
Leaving me breathless
Every time we've kissed
Even my eyes betrayed their purpose
To what they're supposed to link
Only showing me your stunning face
Everytime they blink
My lips ain't even mine no more
They belong to your heart
Because your name just screams to be pronounced
Everytime I talk
My whole body wants to disobey
It's like it's come unglued ...
#betrayal
#confessional
#love
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LOVE POEM
Published
27th Jul 2024 5:03pm
27th Jul 2024 5:03pm
Talk to me
I know that you’re quiet
And awkward, won’t talk
But let it be me that hears you
When you decide
To start
Talk to me in secret
Talk to me in your pain
Talk to me like you know the
Droughts of the world
And I… am rain
Talk to me
Something silly
Something real that I can hear
Talk to me with all the confidence
Of me not listening… as your fear
Talk to me like…
Talk to me like you just met me
Talk to me through the nerves
Talk to me like I'm
The strangest sound you’ve ever heard
Talk to me like...
And awkward, won’t talk
But let it be me that hears you
When you decide
To start
Talk to me in secret
Talk to me in your pain
Talk to me like you know the
Droughts of the world
And I… am rain
Talk to me
Something silly
Something real that I can hear
Talk to me with all the confidence
Of me not listening… as your fear
Talk to me like…
Talk to me like you just met me
Talk to me through the nerves
Talk to me like I'm
The strangest sound you’ve ever heard
Talk to me like...
#dialogue
#love
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OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
12th Jun 2024 3:46am
12th Jun 2024 3:46am
What's your name
Nah don't tell me your name
Everyone has a name
And don't get me wrong
That's your name
You defend and prove and
Enjoy every single second you have
With that
No, I wanna talk to the ball player in you, the volleyball player in you, the soccer player in you, the gamer in you, the artist in you, the writer in you, the bullshitter in you
Everyone is that, or they want to be
And some talk about the Way it's done
And some…
Some just Do
So beg my forgiveness but,
What was your name again?
Never mind
It doesn't matter
Everyone has a name
And don't get me wrong
That's your name
You defend and prove and
Enjoy every single second you have
With that
No, I wanna talk to the ball player in you, the volleyball player in you, the soccer player in you, the gamer in you, the artist in you, the writer in you, the bullshitter in you
Everyone is that, or they want to be
And some talk about the Way it's done
And some…
Some just Do
So beg my forgiveness but,
What was your name again?
Never mind
It doesn't matter
#childhood
#courage
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LOVE POEM
Published
9th Jun 2024 1:58am
9th Jun 2024 1:58am
Patient
The ears are patient
The eyes greedy, moving, searching
Ogling every surface of you
The skin Is needy, reaching, grasping,
Exploring every texture of yours
The nose is pleading, sniffing, breathing in every smell that surrounds you
The mouth is clingy, licking, sucking, tasting every inch of your body
But the ears, they are patient
As they wait, with your face pressed close
Into mine
For the sound of your next love stealing breath
The eyes greedy, moving, searching
Ogling every surface of you
The skin Is needy, reaching, grasping,
Exploring every texture of yours
The nose is pleading, sniffing, breathing in every smell that surrounds you
The mouth is clingy, licking, sucking, tasting every inch of your body
But the ears, they are patient
As they wait, with your face pressed close
Into mine
For the sound of your next love stealing breath
#lover
#sensual
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SELF POEM
Published
2nd Jun 2024 5:19am
2nd Jun 2024 5:19am
I got so much wrong
I got so much wrong with me
Imma cater my version of your vision
By all the morals I find in my beliefs
Imma see the way they bind the scene
And imma see that they ain't lying
Bout that way they find us underneath
Like some lesser beings
Is by design and that ain't how I breathe
And they way I been actin lately shows they mind ain't meek
But imma give a run for they money
Best know I ain't cheap
Because I know that I means we
Develop if we see
And if we control direction of things
That we seek
Maybe things could be...
Imma cater my version of your vision
By all the morals I find in my beliefs
Imma see the way they bind the scene
And imma see that they ain't lying
Bout that way they find us underneath
Like some lesser beings
Is by design and that ain't how I breathe
And they way I been actin lately shows they mind ain't meek
But imma give a run for they money
Best know I ain't cheap
Because I know that I means we
Develop if we see
And if we control direction of things
That we seek
Maybe things could be...
#SelfDiscovery
#SelfReflection
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SELF POEM
Published
31st May 2024 5:18am
31st May 2024 5:18am
Eye am king
Good energy
They say God but leave out o
But that's pleasantries
They say nah Diablo
Not what I should be
Know me inside that's the goal
But know I be we
Put you aside
That's a no
There's only eyes between
We the same
Only I know
where my eyes have been
And my envy might show
If I wish I weren't me
But my good steer the boat
Eye see I'm the king
And my eye see the real
I know she my queen
And her eye see the same
Her and I be we
I know you try to blame
I hope your eye stay clean ...
They say God but leave out o
But that's pleasantries
They say nah Diablo
Not what I should be
Know me inside that's the goal
But know I be we
Put you aside
That's a no
There's only eyes between
We the same
Only I know
where my eyes have been
And my envy might show
If I wish I weren't me
But my good steer the boat
Eye see I'm the king
And my eye see the real
I know she my queen
And her eye see the same
Her and I be we
I know you try to blame
I hope your eye stay clean ...
#SelfDiscovery
#SelfReflection
#SelfWorth
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SELF POEM
Published
23rd May 2024 3:34pm
23rd May 2024 3:34pm
Custodian
I'm trippin because my minds ugly
But your mom's love me
I'm watching her kids
And to some that don't mean nothing at all
Lil dummy
I aint picked up a basketball
But I bring the balls to the court
Like the custodian
like I keep the Lock and key like you all
Don't understand I'm the golden ring
You my children I'm sunning you all
She get a father for free
That's the key
Now keep it moving u haul
And if you in the hall
And I tell you take a seat
You ain't understand me at all
And you couldn't hold the pack,...
But your mom's love me
I'm watching her kids
And to some that don't mean nothing at all
Lil dummy
I aint picked up a basketball
But I bring the balls to the court
Like the custodian
like I keep the Lock and key like you all
Don't understand I'm the golden ring
You my children I'm sunning you all
She get a father for free
That's the key
Now keep it moving u haul
And if you in the hall
And I tell you take a seat
You ain't understand me at all
And you couldn't hold the pack,...
#job
#PersonalGrowth
#teens
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