Submissions by ashash123 (ashexia)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I have a fucked up mind and a trillion beautiful perspectives on things
You lost feelings and I lost my mind
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Finding Peace in Knowing It's Over
Today I've been feeling isolated.
I've been relying on one person to make me happy,
I have physically put my heart and well-being into someones hands.
They had complete control over me.
I just felt so strongly of you, I've never been in love before so i have nothing to compare it to.
But darling, if this is what love is then I want you to drown me in your arrogance forever.
It's been 3 three weeks, one day, four hours and forty-three minutes since you broke the biggest gift
I could give you.
It's like that was your quest.
To...
I've been relying on one person to make me happy,
I have physically put my heart and well-being into someones hands.
They had complete control over me.
I just felt so strongly of you, I've never been in love before so i have nothing to compare it to.
But darling, if this is what love is then I want you to drown me in your arrogance forever.
It's been 3 three weeks, one day, four hours and forty-three minutes since you broke the biggest gift
I could give you.
It's like that was your quest.
To...
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Hold me close enough so i can hear your hallow heart
You said
You couldn't be with a writer
They feel too deeply
For my simplistic mind
You said
We are just friends to every mouth that would ask about
Me
But you wanted to fuck me at night
When were all alone
You said
Breathe in every ounce of me
Until i leave you gasping for air
Whimpering my name as i laugh carelessly
You said
Come inside
But only for a month
Its winter everyday here..
You said
Play my games until
I mentally fuck you over
And physically cause your body
Pain....
You couldn't be with a writer
They feel too deeply
For my simplistic mind
You said
We are just friends to every mouth that would ask about
Me
But you wanted to fuck me at night
When were all alone
You said
Breathe in every ounce of me
Until i leave you gasping for air
Whimpering my name as i laugh carelessly
You said
Come inside
But only for a month
Its winter everyday here..
You said
Play my games until
I mentally fuck you over
And physically cause your body
Pain....
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Feel my heart as i feel you forgetting me..
i want to write how you
Make me feel
But i wouldnt finish in time for death to find me
I was scared
Of feeling or losing feeling.
I wanted without taking
Like an eager toddler yearning
For attention
From the only thing they know.
How cruel you were
To give me your love then withdraw it
From my possessions
Youd paint my skies shades of
Pink and purple
Then youd blind me with your
Fucking egotistic deamenor so i could
Never see love.
You kept me in the dark
For so long i
Thought my whole world...
Make me feel
But i wouldnt finish in time for death to find me
I was scared
Of feeling or losing feeling.
I wanted without taking
Like an eager toddler yearning
For attention
From the only thing they know.
How cruel you were
To give me your love then withdraw it
From my possessions
Youd paint my skies shades of
Pink and purple
Then youd blind me with your
Fucking egotistic deamenor so i could
Never see love.
You kept me in the dark
For so long i
Thought my whole world...
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Magnanimity
I don't know quite much of him yet.
His eyes tell me we've met in another world
The way they sparkle; reminding me of the stars he lit up for me every night
A smile to melt gold, too glim to melt anyones heart however, his supercilious being reminding me of the absence of my own. I love him, but with what capacity? Perhaps he holds a love powerful enough to be shared through both of us, to shine brighter than a thousand suns that grew darker with every blinking moment spent away from him.
I love him, and his magnanimity, it made me smile. His lack of beliefs made me...
His eyes tell me we've met in another world
The way they sparkle; reminding me of the stars he lit up for me every night
A smile to melt gold, too glim to melt anyones heart however, his supercilious being reminding me of the absence of my own. I love him, but with what capacity? Perhaps he holds a love powerful enough to be shared through both of us, to shine brighter than a thousand suns that grew darker with every blinking moment spent away from him.
I love him, and his magnanimity, it made me smile. His lack of beliefs made me...
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Forever Within Numbered Days
I don't know quite much of him yet.
A smile to melt gold
and a heart to revive mine.
Eyes like diamonds
I woke up with you there
A dream still placed deep behind my eyes.
I wondered what happens
when we pass along.
I thought of something he once said.
Does our life lift over energy
that feeds the earth
rejuvenating flowers like nectar?
What if our energy
passes to the loved ones
that survive us.
To always keep their memory
alive as they once were.
If so, his energy would be
enough to keep the world...
A smile to melt gold
and a heart to revive mine.
Eyes like diamonds
I woke up with you there
A dream still placed deep behind my eyes.
I wondered what happens
when we pass along.
I thought of something he once said.
Does our life lift over energy
that feeds the earth
rejuvenating flowers like nectar?
What if our energy
passes to the loved ones
that survive us.
To always keep their memory
alive as they once were.
If so, his energy would be
enough to keep the world...
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Rant poem.
Life is but an empty void
A void that can only be filled with broken promises
And petty compliments that drive us to believe
That we can be anything we want to be. If chosen correctly.
We all know that's not true, nonetheless impossible.
A society that conforms us to needlessly question every action or move we make.
Whether physical or mental, to abuse our well-being minds
And stab the dreams we set upon the horizon
Because there's no such thing as a future,
When we dream and persevere towards it
Our ears are flowing over with words of hate...
A void that can only be filled with broken promises
And petty compliments that drive us to believe
That we can be anything we want to be. If chosen correctly.
We all know that's not true, nonetheless impossible.
A society that conforms us to needlessly question every action or move we make.
Whether physical or mental, to abuse our well-being minds
And stab the dreams we set upon the horizon
Because there's no such thing as a future,
When we dream and persevere towards it
Our ears are flowing over with words of hate...
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enduring the future.
Passing a neighbooring pasturage
I gazed at the cattle standing calm
still, waiting, but for what?
Fenced in-having no where to go
nothing to see but passing cars
Living a simplistic life
Onced dreamed by the elaborate eyes of humans
Shall we compare thee to a society for the young?
Baracaded by the contolled arms of adults
That wish to see nothing more but for us to fail.
Us, waiting patiently to leave this land we once called home,
Actually encouraged to pass along unto our future.
But how is this possible when we know no...
I gazed at the cattle standing calm
still, waiting, but for what?
Fenced in-having no where to go
nothing to see but passing cars
Living a simplistic life
Onced dreamed by the elaborate eyes of humans
Shall we compare thee to a society for the young?
Baracaded by the contolled arms of adults
That wish to see nothing more but for us to fail.
Us, waiting patiently to leave this land we once called home,
Actually encouraged to pass along unto our future.
But how is this possible when we know no...
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