If I had one wish it would be this... to be banished to a dark abyss I do not care if I am missed I am tired of my selfishness It is time I learned that pain is best I will rip my heart out of my chest this beating, bleeding, lonesome pest It holds no longer, any interest I should know that I am blessed but with my sorrow, I am too obsesseed I am a lost cause nothing more, nothing less a hateful, morbid, weeping, mess