Submissions by _cai-el_ (Cai-El)

Peeping through the cracks of nearly lost memories ,
The subtle ,ever slowly drip that leaks into to the new fresh book of opportunity only to be what you make it . The seed effortlessly planted into the core of being . Slowly roots in the darkness begin spreading , becoming more frequent , repetitive , toxic as the sprout begins to emerge . The wave tingles through the soul and makes you question the security of the mind as it pulls away from the sure footing only to crest and crash .
Can’t think , breathe , feel anything other than drowning in thoughts and emotion . Leaving you on...

this life ...
was something special
it was natural and beautiful
how it all emerged
but what it is now is indescribable
the compelled performance that we are born into
the not having an option with our life
just open your eyes , make money...
and if you don't make enough your nothing
if you get hurt and cant work your nothing
there is nothing in this world now that you can do without money
except think
this life has been a series of plus and minus
your a better person if your a plus
but if you cause a minus...

Elated face, with a matching matching soul
Energy’s perfect, truth be told
Toes are wet, our heads are warm
Our guards are down, hearts ready for swarm
Eyes are locked, as time ticks down
I woke up , your no where to be found

When I felt your touch, the world was not enough
When I looked into your eyes , my sight was but a crutch
When our lips first locked, my life it felt complete
When I first felt your absence , my feet out from under me
I cannot do with out , the hearing of your voice
My nose has never smelled , the flower of your choice
I will not touch another , until the end of time
Your all I ever wanted , and yet you were never mine

I let you see me there , a star under the stars
I let you touch my purple heart , through all the war and scars
I let you hear the cosmic mind , to quiet down the noise of harm
I let you feel the essence , to direct which path was ours
I let you in , you let me down , hour after hour
Your thoughts will bring you far my dear , but your heart will guide you here
💜❤️

-cai el-