Submissions by XxmagickgirlxX
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Our love
Your lips on mine is all I need tonight
The feel of you inside me makes me quiver
Just the thought
Us converging into one
One day I will tell my parents
Not today
I love the feeling of your tongue
A mixture of our moans fill the air
And oh god the way you pull my hair
I love the feeling of your tenth on my body
I know I'm not perfect but you make me feel like I am
I love you Ian!
The feel of you inside me makes me quiver
Just the thought
Us converging into one
One day I will tell my parents
Not today
I love the feeling of your tongue
A mixture of our moans fill the air
And oh god the way you pull my hair
I love the feeling of your tenth on my body
I know I'm not perfect but you make me feel like I am
I love you Ian!
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last chance
Feeling no better that usual. Texting him. He wants to know when I am coming home I tell him soon. I ask if he misses me and he says yes. I think I read and re-read that message twenty times befor I got over it. Even now I dont knwo what to think. Does that night meen anything? Lately I almost dont want to give up the fantisy of me and him. He waited for me, two hours, then stayed with me till one a.m. I still cant believe it. I am falling and I can feel it. It hurts more than it should to see him but dont get the same as when we are alone. When I see him I want him, when I want him I cant...
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Him
His eyes to the front again. His head on the desk. The holes in his jeans leave no mystery to the looker. His hair, a golden dish-water blond. I love his smile, the way he talks, how brave he is and how kind he can be when he wants. He has had a hard life just like most of us around here. And just like the rest of us he copes as best he can. He has that tough exterior, but he does have a kind heart. I think he breaks others hearts to mend his own. Never to show emotion, never to ware his heart on his sleeve. That is the boy that will never know what he is to me.
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Us Is Never Forever
Will we loose it again? Is there any way to be sure? No, of corse not. I do love him but I am falling for anothers trap. I am not sure what to do. I can feel us falling out of place. Nothing but old memories left, and no matter how hard I try I can never get those back nor can I forget. I love him but this is not worth it anymore. I love him but this is not worth it anymore. I will not be treated like a childs play thing. Its over for us, it has been nothing but darkness since July. Three months has gone by, and I never planed on waithing. Waiting for him to come to his senses and realize...
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Want
Wanting him, always wanting him now. The feeling of his arms around me pulling me closer. The feeling of his lips pinning me to the ground. Wraping up in him. Feeling his slow heartbeat and breath as he sleeps under me . Haveing every good feeling that is possible all at once it almost gives me a high. But none is love... only lust, but this... it feels more like love than ever before, and now that its gone it feels like im missing a part of myself. One little night is all it took to feel so good then so bad, so fast. But maybe thats just what he's good at, makeing girls think the passion is...
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feeling
feeling the burn of the vodka as it hits your thought
feeling the burn of the cigarette right after
feeling his eyes on as you take that final drag
knowing,just knowing he will have something to say just after
wanting him so bad it hurts,
he is with you now,
you wish you were dead, knowing he means enough to you that you would quit it all
wishing you could feel his touch,his lips,just him, one more time,
know what it feels like to be his,
you want to feel normal again so you take another sip, another cigarette out of the pack light and drag, and then he...
feeling the burn of the cigarette right after
feeling his eyes on as you take that final drag
knowing,just knowing he will have something to say just after
wanting him so bad it hurts,
he is with you now,
you wish you were dead, knowing he means enough to you that you would quit it all
wishing you could feel his touch,his lips,just him, one more time,
know what it feels like to be his,
you want to feel normal again so you take another sip, another cigarette out of the pack light and drag, and then he...
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my world
in my world things are dark and dangerous
in my world it gets heated
in my world I am the worst of the worst and the best of the best
in my world I love to play
in my world I have no fears and am as willing as ever
in my world I crave touch and attention
in my world I am the dirty little girl i wish i was in the real world
With you I could be anything,do anything. I could love and be loved ,feel all of the passion I have been begging for. You are my world and I am yours. You know everything I like and tonight I hope you put it to use.
tonight we will be...
in my world it gets heated
in my world I am the worst of the worst and the best of the best
in my world I love to play
in my world I have no fears and am as willing as ever
in my world I crave touch and attention
in my world I am the dirty little girl i wish i was in the real world
With you I could be anything,do anything. I could love and be loved ,feel all of the passion I have been begging for. You are my world and I am yours. You know everything I like and tonight I hope you put it to use.
tonight we will be...
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Friend
It feels like I am drowning
But there is now water here
My eyes swim through darkness
And they seem to shead a tear
A great weaight is on my shoulder
But for nothing can be clear
I try to take a raspy breath
And my throught begins to sear
As the darkness begins to swell
I cry but hear no scream
I begin to quake and treamble
For my fearing of this sceen
But to no avail
My life comes to its end
And I take death by its hand
Because I know it is my friend
But there is now water here
My eyes swim through darkness
And they seem to shead a tear
A great weaight is on my shoulder
But for nothing can be clear
I try to take a raspy breath
And my throught begins to sear
As the darkness begins to swell
I cry but hear no scream
I begin to quake and treamble
For my fearing of this sceen
But to no avail
My life comes to its end
And I take death by its hand
Because I know it is my friend
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dream
you're pushing me around
telling me who to be
bringing me to my demise
destroying my fantasies
and I want to break free
but I dont know who to be
I look to the moon
and she waves back at me
she tells me that "they dont matter"
"but I will comfort thee"
she tells me to sleep now
that she will take care of me
I dream of a better life
someplace with out greed
someware ware I live my life
and I know I can be free
someware past the moon
and beyond the sea
as I wake slightly ...
telling me who to be
bringing me to my demise
destroying my fantasies
and I want to break free
but I dont know who to be
I look to the moon
and she waves back at me
she tells me that "they dont matter"
"but I will comfort thee"
she tells me to sleep now
that she will take care of me
I dream of a better life
someplace with out greed
someware ware I live my life
and I know I can be free
someware past the moon
and beyond the sea
as I wake slightly ...
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only a nightmare
look around its only darkness
does anyone know im here
its cold as ice
and im crying
trying to find my way out
searching through the emptyness for you
im running around
trying to find you again
and hopeing this is only a nightmare
im falling forever
waiting in the darkness
wishing this was only a nightmare
im loseing my sanity
trying to find wich way to go
dont know wich way is up of down anymore
give me a signt that im not the only one
cuz
im running around
trying to find you again
and...
does anyone know im here
its cold as ice
and im crying
trying to find my way out
searching through the emptyness for you
im running around
trying to find you again
and hopeing this is only a nightmare
im falling forever
waiting in the darkness
wishing this was only a nightmare
im loseing my sanity
trying to find wich way to go
dont know wich way is up of down anymore
give me a signt that im not the only one
cuz
im running around
trying to find you again
and...
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free
you put up walls of grey
and i breaking them all away
i put on a smile to hide the tears
to cover up my deepest fears
we walk around like nothings wrong
but when the crowed goes away
its always the same
and the scares you have caused
oh they will never go away
and i cant take one more laceration
im walking away
im doing the right thing
i told you that was the last time
but you didnt believe me
im finaly leaving you
you're no good for me
and now i am finaly breaking free
i packed up my bags last...
and i breaking them all away
i put on a smile to hide the tears
to cover up my deepest fears
we walk around like nothings wrong
but when the crowed goes away
its always the same
and the scares you have caused
oh they will never go away
and i cant take one more laceration
im walking away
im doing the right thing
i told you that was the last time
but you didnt believe me
im finaly leaving you
you're no good for me
and now i am finaly breaking free
i packed up my bags last...
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