Submissions by XxmagickgirlxX
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
DARK POEM
Published
13th Nov 2014 7:07pm
13th Nov 2014 7:07pm
When I Am Alone
this cold and tragic road
is all that I do know
and when I am alone
my fears begin to show
you will never see me cry
although I do still weep
I fear that I have lost you
my heart was yours to keep
months have come and gone
and I did try to move on
but you are all I see
like this wasn't meant to be
you said you had your rules
and that I must abide
but when I am alone
I don't feel so alive
so on your door I sit
waiting and alone
hoping that someday
your soul will come back home
...
is all that I do know
and when I am alone
my fears begin to show
you will never see me cry
although I do still weep
I fear that I have lost you
my heart was yours to keep
months have come and gone
and I did try to move on
but you are all I see
like this wasn't meant to be
you said you had your rules
and that I must abide
but when I am alone
I don't feel so alive
so on your door I sit
waiting and alone
hoping that someday
your soul will come back home
...
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LOVE POEM
Published
6th Nov 2014 6:55pm
6th Nov 2014 6:55pm
You and I
You and I are not alike anymore. You want one thing and I another. what is best for us is to be apart and I know that, but I cant leave just because its not the best, can I? I truly am sorry for all the things in the past with us because I knew they weren't right and I didn't mean it but it was all I could think to say. I did love you and I still do and no matter how much I say it I will never hate you. I couldn't hate you if I wanted to, you have taught me too much about what is real. I do hope to see you again soon and if I don't then I'm sorry for that too. I almost hope you will take me...
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LOVE POEM
Published
22nd Oct 2014 7:09pm
22nd Oct 2014 7:09pm
Missing you
There was a day, very long ago it seems that I was never actualy sure I would make it, that I would live without you the way I have.And the fact that you can live without me too hurts....we dont speek like we used to in the context or the timeing and I miss it. I miss calling you on any night I could and talk till 3 am. I miss the sundays we spent in my moms apartment cooking. I miss a song coming on the radio in the store and you would sweep me up and start danceing. I miss laying with you and knowing I was safe. All of this is gone now of corse. But if your reading this, and I hope you do,...
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OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
17th Oct 2014 5:44pm
17th Oct 2014 5:44pm
Past or Future?
Im not sure I can trust everything you say but then again why would you lie now, your not getting anything out of it. You tell me you love me and you messed up back in January. I know I did, but did you? So many options these days but are you the right one anymore? Is what is in the past suppose to stay there or are you my new future?
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EROTIC POEM
Published
9th Sep 2014 5:29pm
9th Sep 2014 5:29pm
"Daddy"
The feeling of his body on top of me is all I have. His warm mouth moving across body with the most urgent feel to it. I love it when he has me like this, bent the way he likes. he fills and controls. the personality of "Daddy" is back. I love him and he loves me but sometimes I just want my TJ. when TJ is here I know he loves me but now that side has disappeared it is straight fuck tonight. he chocks me and I gag but nothing stops him now he loves the feeling of control and I know he wont stop till he is done and then he fills my mouth and I drink him down.
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DRUGS POEM
Published
23rd Jul 2014 7:36am
23rd Jul 2014 7:36am
cigarettes and more
Another drink, another drag, another hit. Again and again and again. Nobody here to stop me now. the thoughts mumble and drag through my head. it is almost as if some one else placed them there. But what do I care its better this way. i am aware that there is an outside world around me but I don't care this is ware i am free. the days, weeks drag on, but for me its j!ust another bottle, anotr pack, another gram.
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DARK POEM
Published
19th May 2014 7:00pm
19th May 2014 7:00pm
Pieces Broken
The numbness surrounds and fills the soul. There is nothing left to take from me. Every last damn piece has been broken or stole from me. I cant even fake a smile to try to hide it. I just want out. I need my life back. I'm just done, I dont need life, I dont wish to breathe.I dont wish for anything but to finaly see the end. I may be young and they say I have so much to live for but I dont, I'm failing in school, my friends meen nothing to me and my my mother calles me a slut so what does it matter. Just like my father I will be mourned but forgoten by most just a few months later.Thats the...
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LOVE POEM
Published
4th Apr 2014 7:03pm
4th Apr 2014 7:03pm
His Never Ever Return
I am not sure what to do now that he is gone, but I need to move on. Dont I? No good morning text Today. That is weird for me. He says he is never coming back. Do I want to believe it? I left a part of me there, by the lake with him. It feels that part of me will never return and neither will he. I can feel myself sliping away into the darkness. We both knew it would never last. He will find someone, He has too much love to be done.
I am not sure about my choice anymore. I wish I were, but even when we are seperated I can still feel the lingering energy of him. I am afraid now that...
I am not sure about my choice anymore. I wish I were, but even when we are seperated I can still feel the lingering energy of him. I am afraid now that...
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EROTIC POEM
Published
16th Feb 2014 4:21am
16th Feb 2014 4:21am
The Battle
his timidness surrounds me
with every tug of his hair
every kiss that pulls me closer to him
every fiber of my being screams this is right
his strong hands move along my back
and mine thread through his hair
I only pull back for a second to catch my breath
then my lips are to his neck
his light moans fill the air
my lips travel back to his in my heat of passion
every stroke of our tounge push me more into bliss
every last piece of will I have to stop fades away
and then all too soon we must cease
but soon enough the battle...
with every tug of his hair
every kiss that pulls me closer to him
every fiber of my being screams this is right
his strong hands move along my back
and mine thread through his hair
I only pull back for a second to catch my breath
then my lips are to his neck
his light moans fill the air
my lips travel back to his in my heat of passion
every stroke of our tounge push me more into bliss
every last piece of will I have to stop fades away
and then all too soon we must cease
but soon enough the battle...
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NON-FICTION PROSE
Published
3rd Feb 2014 00:01am
3rd Feb 2014 00:01am
Goodbye Daddy
I can only remember the fear of that night.
They told me nothing was wrong
they lied
I am missing you more as the days get shorter and the moon becomes full again
we were gonna be ok
don't you get it?
its almost 2 months now and I still miss everything you were.
for a time when hard times hit you were my best friend
when I was broken you were my shoulder to cry on
and from the moment I was born you were my daddy.
you became a second father to some
but that night,
that night was nothing compared to any heartache I have ever felt....
They told me nothing was wrong
they lied
I am missing you more as the days get shorter and the moon becomes full again
we were gonna be ok
don't you get it?
its almost 2 months now and I still miss everything you were.
for a time when hard times hit you were my best friend
when I was broken you were my shoulder to cry on
and from the moment I was born you were my daddy.
you became a second father to some
but that night,
that night was nothing compared to any heartache I have ever felt....
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DARK POEM
Published
23rd Nov 2013 1:51am
23rd Nov 2013 1:51am
When Darkness Wins
The moonlight fills the room as you lay there wondering what you have become in this life. Wondering if it's too late to change. Make things better. Make the people you need come back. But could you ever? This question draws you back. You begin to wonder if there is anything left in this life you could ruin, and to you that is all it takes to send you over the edge. The blood begins to spill as you pull the razor back. A empty bottle of wine next to you freashly finished. Once you drank you drank more, and nothing could stop the end now, your vosion begins to fade and all hope of waking up...
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