Submissions by Xostrawberry
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I want to express how I feel by writing poetry 🖤🖤🖤
SPIRITUAL POEM
Published
9th Sep 2021 7:30am
9th Sep 2021 7:30am
Mom
Maybe if I close my eyes and reopen them she would be here….
Maybe I’m living a dream …. where I can see her beautiful smile and hug her once more …
Maybe there is another universe she is on, A
universe that exist only to me … where I can visit her anytime I want …
Just maybe just maybe
I was angry at the most high….
I was angry at myself..
If it was allowed I would of trade my whole existence for her so she can live, I won’t exist no more …
Come back to me beautiful… come back
Love you mom
Until our hearts meet...
Maybe I’m living a dream …. where I can see her beautiful smile and hug her once more …
Maybe there is another universe she is on, A
universe that exist only to me … where I can visit her anytime I want …
Just maybe just maybe
I was angry at the most high….
I was angry at myself..
If it was allowed I would of trade my whole existence for her so she can live, I won’t exist no more …
Come back to me beautiful… come back
Love you mom
Until our hearts meet...
#sadness
#anger
#love
#depression
#death
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SPIRITUAL POEM
Published
10th Jul 2021 9:26am
10th Jul 2021 9:26am
Dear Mom
Dear mom,
I never thought I would see this day where you are no longer a physical form on earth..
Your absence is causing me pain beyond my soul... my anxiety is at maximum... my health is deteriorating and it feels like I’m suffocating..
I never got the chance to forgive myself for the ignorance of my mind ... for the darkness you witness within me, for the evil I did against you mentally!
Still you choose to see the light in me, forgive me .. love me even when I couldn’t do it myself.
Dear mom,
I will see you soon...
Until our souls meet...
I never thought I would see this day where you are no longer a physical form on earth..
Your absence is causing me pain beyond my soul... my anxiety is at maximum... my health is deteriorating and it feels like I’m suffocating..
I never got the chance to forgive myself for the ignorance of my mind ... for the darkness you witness within me, for the evil I did against you mentally!
Still you choose to see the light in me, forgive me .. love me even when I couldn’t do it myself.
Dear mom,
I will see you soon...
Until our souls meet...
#love
#death
#spiritual
301 reads
5 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
18th Aug 2020 4:04am
18th Aug 2020 4:04am
Peace
Someone is looking at me like I’m the most beautiful woman in the world.
Someone is thinking about me....
Someone is Calmly touching my hand, whispering everything is going to be ok.
My mom is healthy again, happy ....
I’m healthy...
I can finally sleep more
My anxiety is gone
My sister and nephew is living happy and healthy
I found love ... true love
I found myself!!
Peace
Someone is thinking about me....
Someone is Calmly touching my hand, whispering everything is going to be ok.
My mom is healthy again, happy ....
I’m healthy...
I can finally sleep more
My anxiety is gone
My sister and nephew is living happy and healthy
I found love ... true love
I found myself!!
Peace
#love
#strength
#hope
#TimeHeals
#emotions
389 reads
2 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
9th Aug 2020 1:34pm
9th Aug 2020 1:34pm
Brother ...
Life is an awakening for death
I can’t explain why but I have no true intentions of knowing the unknown and seeing the reason why.
Life ... My brother is truly beautiful
Death ... My brother goes beyond the universe where I hope someday we will be reunited....
Brother I miss you
Death is only the beginning
Until we meet again...
- Nikea Coleman
I can’t explain why but I have no true intentions of knowing the unknown and seeing the reason why.
Life ... My brother is truly beautiful
Death ... My brother goes beyond the universe where I hope someday we will be reunited....
Brother I miss you
Death is only the beginning
Until we meet again...
- Nikea Coleman
#sadness
#heartbroken
#spiritual #TruthOfLife
#spiritual #TruthOfLife
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SELF POEM
Published
9th Feb 2020 8:06am
9th Feb 2020 8:06am
.......
I wish I can reach in to heaven and replace my life with someone else. So they can exist and I'll be no longer here.
I tried to keep these inner demons to myself by an everyday smile...... ignoring my anger, sadness, depression and anxiety.....bad anxiety!!!!!
Why I'm so unworthy of love?
I just need a deep hug from anything or anyone!!!! I just hope it's real!!
mentally, physically emotionally abused....
Sometimes I look up at the sky
Sometimes I'm ashamed to look.
Half of my years is gone and I can't even tell you what...
I tried to keep these inner demons to myself by an everyday smile...... ignoring my anger, sadness, depression and anxiety.....bad anxiety!!!!!
Why I'm so unworthy of love?
I just need a deep hug from anything or anyone!!!! I just hope it's real!!
mentally, physically emotionally abused....
Sometimes I look up at the sky
Sometimes I'm ashamed to look.
Half of my years is gone and I can't even tell you what...
#anxiety
#loneliness
#frustration
#confusion
#emptiness
671 reads
3 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
20th Jan 2020 3:49am
20th Jan 2020 3:49am
I LONG FOR....
I long for the abyss spirit and love beyond the universe from my family especially my mom and sister. I long for I crave for a deep conversation a passionate kiss, adventure with not knowing where I might end up. I long for the moonlight captured by millions of beautiful bright stars. A man heartbeat that matches mine, a soul of no other kind. Deep attraction, eyes that is bright as the sun but pierces my heart. I long for The higher being touch but in a realistic way. I long for my soul to be on fire but not with lust but with passion of two spirits becoming one. Oh I long for......I long...
#happiness
#love
#hope #TimeHeals
#hope #TimeHeals
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4 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
10th Jan 2020 5:08pm
10th Jan 2020 5:08pm
Pills
Today I took 8 pills
Drink, swallow, drink
Next day nothing
Today I took 8 pills
Drink, swallow,drink
Next day nothing
Today I took 8 pills
Drink, swallow,drink
Next day Depression....
Lock in my room because I can't face the person I disappointed.
Today I thought about taking my life, so I cried!!
Today I should take 8 pills to feel at peace
Today I should .....
Today I should.....
Repeat...
Drink, swallow, drink
Next day nothing
Today I took 8 pills
Drink, swallow,drink
Next day nothing
Today I took 8 pills
Drink, swallow,drink
Next day Depression....
Lock in my room because I can't face the person I disappointed.
Today I thought about taking my life, so I cried!!
Today I should take 8 pills to feel at peace
Today I should .....
Today I should.....
Repeat...
#depression
#dark
652 reads
3 Comments
ANGER POEM
Published
21st Nov 2019 9:27pm
21st Nov 2019 9:27pm
I'm going Crazy ?
We all go a little crazy sometimes .....we all go a little crazy.. Right? Maybe i'm losing my mind or maybe you are losing your mind!! I don't know anymore ..
I'm alive or dead? i don't know anymore!
War and Peace ? You decide!!
Heaven or Hell? Choose only if ......if ......if it ..... Forget it
Should i do Drugs ? Only alcohol silly, what was you thinking? (Right... because drinking is much better)
My mind .....abcdefghijkLmnopqrstuvwxyz ...........xhshdi;ohohwihxwdgowuwiudguwudguw
I'm going crazy?
I'm alive or dead? i don't know anymore!
War and Peace ? You decide!!
Heaven or Hell? Choose only if ......if ......if it ..... Forget it
Should i do Drugs ? Only alcohol silly, what was you thinking? (Right... because drinking is much better)
My mind .....abcdefghijkLmnopqrstuvwxyz ...........xhshdi;ohohwihxwdgowuwiudguwudguw
I'm going crazy?
#dark
#confusion
612 reads
5 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
15th Aug 2019 3:51pm
15th Aug 2019 3:51pm
Afraid of the darkness
I’m afraid of the dark ...No the darkness of my mind that is able to capture my soul.
I’m afraid of the darkness which allows me to show myself and my true desires.
I’m afraid of the darkness because my nightmares haunts my mind.
I’m afraid of the darkness because it keeps me up at night so much I keep the light on.
I’m afraid of the darkness because that is all I’m....what I’m destined for.
I’m afraid of the darkness because I’m cursed with a sense of death that surrounds my everyday life.
I’m afraid of the darkness
I’m afraid of the...
I’m afraid of the darkness which allows me to show myself and my true desires.
I’m afraid of the darkness because my nightmares haunts my mind.
I’m afraid of the darkness because it keeps me up at night so much I keep the light on.
I’m afraid of the darkness because that is all I’m....what I’m destined for.
I’m afraid of the darkness because I’m cursed with a sense of death that surrounds my everyday life.
I’m afraid of the darkness
I’m afraid of the...
#dark
#TruthOfLife
455 reads
2 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
12th Aug 2019 00:31am
12th Aug 2019 00:31am
Only a Dream......
It's like I'm awake in a parallel world of existence only to be dreaming still sleeping walking into this nightmare I called home. My mind is trapped in a deep sleep only to be controlled by my spirit within that is telling me to wake up!! wake up kea!!
Wake up to this world you hope to become something more wake up to this world you exist in now ...
Only a dream ...
-Nikea Coleman
Wake up to this world you hope to become something more wake up to this world you exist in now ...
Only a dream ...
-Nikea Coleman
#dreams
#TruthOfLife
#confusion
614 reads
1 Comment
SELF POEM
Published
9th Aug 2019 2:38pm
9th Aug 2019 2:38pm
Anxiety
I don't exist .... I mean my body is here but my soul and mind is not. I look at myself everyday wishing to be somebody else. I can't sleep...I can't sleep...
Maybe if I drink more I will feel more comfortable. Meeting new people and talking to people is scary. Trap thoughts locked on negative outcomes. Everybody is looking at you because for some odd reason you are sweating. My heart is racing, I can't breathe. Maybe I'm cursed ... Yes that's it !!! Judgements of others is making me feel worse!
Breathe. ...
Breathe...
Maybe if I drink more I will feel more comfortable. Meeting new people and talking to people is scary. Trap thoughts locked on negative outcomes. Everybody is looking at you because for some odd reason you are sweating. My heart is racing, I can't breathe. Maybe I'm cursed ... Yes that's it !!! Judgements of others is making me feel worse!
Breathe. ...
Breathe...
#sadness
#anxiety
#depression
658 reads
6 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
9th Aug 2019 10:43am
9th Aug 2019 10:43am
The Moon
The moon is more beautiful than I’m...it makes me cry because deep down I know I Would never witness beauty.... The moon is more beautiful than I’m....As it stands alone in the midnight blue sky. I wish I was beautiful as the moonlight.
The moon is beautiful than I’m .... As it shines bright making a way through the darkness and capturing everything that is hidden. The moon is more beautiful than I’m... As it cast a pure alluring light that can ease any fears or doubts just by looking at it. The moon is more beautiful than I’m ....
It hold no judgements, no pain, no regrets!! ...
The moon is beautiful than I’m .... As it shines bright making a way through the darkness and capturing everything that is hidden. The moon is more beautiful than I’m... As it cast a pure alluring light that can ease any fears or doubts just by looking at it. The moon is more beautiful than I’m ....
It hold no judgements, no pain, no regrets!! ...
#sadness
#moon
#TruthOfLife #emotional
#TruthOfLife #emotional
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4 Comments
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