Submissions by XimmabitlostX
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
My smile hides my real feelings so I put them on paper. I mostly write dark poems but I write love poems and others as well.
DARK POEM
Published
1st Jul 2013 00:20am
1st Jul 2013 00:20am
When Reality Calls
Dark night, Burn bright, take fourth this plight, set sail, senses fail to the end of what is right,
Hold me close to your soul, let this death take it's tole,
let me bleed through my eyes, in this horrible disguise,
Shy and pensive, fragile heart,
of what is love is about to start,
Dirty secrets tarnish within,
what is life ? if filled with sin,
To all in strife,to all in vain,
we all adapt to this pain,
Take this knife as directed to the fire in my soul that has been protected,
Beautiful love ruined by fate, drenched, tortured and stalked by hate,...
Hold me close to your soul, let this death take it's tole,
let me bleed through my eyes, in this horrible disguise,
Shy and pensive, fragile heart,
of what is love is about to start,
Dirty secrets tarnish within,
what is life ? if filled with sin,
To all in strife,to all in vain,
we all adapt to this pain,
Take this knife as directed to the fire in my soul that has been protected,
Beautiful love ruined by fate, drenched, tortured and stalked by hate,...
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LOVE POEM
Published
10th Sep 2012 00:49am
10th Sep 2012 00:49am
Why bother?
Why tell me you love me when all u want my innocence,
Why hold me in your arms when you know it's only temporary
Why build something so beautiful to just break it down
Why take my heart , when all you are to do is destroy it,
Why give me your heart , when all it does is torture the remains of my weak soul,
Why send me on a ride of dark motives and betrayal
Why call me your world when I'm barely a part of it,
Why trick me and let my ignorance show,
Why emaciate my mind exhausted from confusion,
Why even bother with love when all it is , is just...
Why hold me in your arms when you know it's only temporary
Why build something so beautiful to just break it down
Why take my heart , when all you are to do is destroy it,
Why give me your heart , when all it does is torture the remains of my weak soul,
Why send me on a ride of dark motives and betrayal
Why call me your world when I'm barely a part of it,
Why trick me and let my ignorance show,
Why emaciate my mind exhausted from confusion,
Why even bother with love when all it is , is just...
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DARK POEM
Published
6th Aug 2012 2:11am
6th Aug 2012 2:11am
cutting
Life is full of strife,
anger , dissapointment , backstabbers,
everywere you turn,
there is no safe place,
imprisioning your soul and mind,
nobody to hold you,
nobody to listen and coress your heart with care,
but to be left alone,
tortured by fate and abandoned by hope,
you cry you scream,
but you are never to be heard but only inside,
the ones you thought you had,
the ones you thought you loved and trusted,
suddenly peirce through the remains of your humble soul without a care or concern,
you go to the level of exhaustion inside as you...
anger , dissapointment , backstabbers,
everywere you turn,
there is no safe place,
imprisioning your soul and mind,
nobody to hold you,
nobody to listen and coress your heart with care,
but to be left alone,
tortured by fate and abandoned by hope,
you cry you scream,
but you are never to be heard but only inside,
the ones you thought you had,
the ones you thought you loved and trusted,
suddenly peirce through the remains of your humble soul without a care or concern,
you go to the level of exhaustion inside as you...
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DARK POEM
Published
25th Jul 2012 1:11pm
25th Jul 2012 1:11pm
Dear Death...
Death,
why do you sound so sweet to my mind , my soul?
your touch is cold,
it sends me shivers yet a warm embrace,
I want to be grasped in your cold unforgiving arms,
many say you are dark morbid and evil,
but I see a different side of you sweet death,
what is to darkness is to become light,
in love with you I fall,
for you have many rewards yet anguish as well,
I want to feel that touch,
that touch that send my soul on a dark trill ride to the light of what is true,
and out of it's dark cage,
I love you death I honestly do.
why do you sound so sweet to my mind , my soul?
your touch is cold,
it sends me shivers yet a warm embrace,
I want to be grasped in your cold unforgiving arms,
many say you are dark morbid and evil,
but I see a different side of you sweet death,
what is to darkness is to become light,
in love with you I fall,
for you have many rewards yet anguish as well,
I want to feel that touch,
that touch that send my soul on a dark trill ride to the light of what is true,
and out of it's dark cage,
I love you death I honestly do.
674 reads
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DARK POEM
Published
25th Jul 2012 1:02pm
25th Jul 2012 1:02pm
Kill me
Im screaming inside,
Let me escape this nightmare,
these lies these hollow hearts,
these minds,
this life,
death corresses my mind , thoughts and soul each day,
ignorent mindsets,
they strangle me like a python,
to wrap around my weak inner being and crush the life out of it,
peircing through my body I scream of pain,
sounds of which I deserve,
to fall down once you are down for good,
words of the people,
these critical heartless words , endless thoughts,
They hold me down,
I cry and scream for help but nobody ever hears me,...
Let me escape this nightmare,
these lies these hollow hearts,
these minds,
this life,
death corresses my mind , thoughts and soul each day,
ignorent mindsets,
they strangle me like a python,
to wrap around my weak inner being and crush the life out of it,
peircing through my body I scream of pain,
sounds of which I deserve,
to fall down once you are down for good,
words of the people,
these critical heartless words , endless thoughts,
They hold me down,
I cry and scream for help but nobody ever hears me,...
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SONG LYRICS
Published
25th Jul 2012 2:07am
25th Jul 2012 2:07am
awake my soul
How fickle my heart and how woozy my eyes
I struggle to find any truth in your lies
And now my heart stumbles on things I don't know
My weakness I feel I must finally show
Lend me your hand and we'll conquer them all
But lend me your heart and I'll just let you fall
Lend me your eyes I can change what you see
But your soul you must keep, totally free
In these bodies we will live, in these bodies we will die
And where you invest your love, you invest your life
In these bodies we will live, in these bodies we will die
And where you invest your...
I struggle to find any truth in your lies
And now my heart stumbles on things I don't know
My weakness I feel I must finally show
Lend me your hand and we'll conquer them all
But lend me your heart and I'll just let you fall
Lend me your eyes I can change what you see
But your soul you must keep, totally free
In these bodies we will live, in these bodies we will die
And where you invest your love, you invest your life
In these bodies we will live, in these bodies we will die
And where you invest your...
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LOVE POEM
Published
25th Jul 2012 00:36am
25th Jul 2012 00:36am
What the perfect boyfriend would say..
I need you like a child needs there mother at birth,
i'd do anything for you because that is what you are worth,
I need nothing else but you as mine,
if you need a savior i'll be the first one in line,
sleep in my arms instead of my bed,
I love you to much , let's wait and not get mislead,
as we look at the stars above and beyond,
we relize that nothing could break our beautiful bond,
if you fall I will catch you,
if you cry I will to,
there's nothing in this world I would'nt do for you,
fate only knows the story of us,
i'll stay with you...
i'd do anything for you because that is what you are worth,
I need nothing else but you as mine,
if you need a savior i'll be the first one in line,
sleep in my arms instead of my bed,
I love you to much , let's wait and not get mislead,
as we look at the stars above and beyond,
we relize that nothing could break our beautiful bond,
if you fall I will catch you,
if you cry I will to,
there's nothing in this world I would'nt do for you,
fate only knows the story of us,
i'll stay with you...
1334 reads
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OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
24th Jul 2012 1:04pm
24th Jul 2012 1:04pm
Ode to childhood
Little kids,
minds so sweet , innocent and mild,
oh what I would give,
to go back to being a little child
no worries no stress,
just sitting in a high chair making a mess,
not yet to be tarnished by the reality of life,
but a dirty diaper , the only reason for anger and strife,
laughing and singing and playing with toys,
to busy watching Elmo to get a broken heart,
from girls or from boys,
fate has tarnished my soul and soiled my mind,
yet my inner child , I have still to find.
minds so sweet , innocent and mild,
oh what I would give,
to go back to being a little child
no worries no stress,
just sitting in a high chair making a mess,
not yet to be tarnished by the reality of life,
but a dirty diaper , the only reason for anger and strife,
laughing and singing and playing with toys,
to busy watching Elmo to get a broken heart,
from girls or from boys,
fate has tarnished my soul and soiled my mind,
yet my inner child , I have still to find.
1105 reads
3 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
24th Jul 2012 12:57pm
24th Jul 2012 12:57pm
Indie
Independent , real , honest and true,
don't be a follower just be you,
if people say they hate your music,
listen to it more,
turn up the volume all the way,
make there ears get sore,
plastic souls don't last forever,
souls of truth keeps you togeather,
haters make you famous and lovers help you see,
that being you is the best thing you can be.
don't be a follower just be you,
if people say they hate your music,
listen to it more,
turn up the volume all the way,
make there ears get sore,
plastic souls don't last forever,
souls of truth keeps you togeather,
haters make you famous and lovers help you see,
that being you is the best thing you can be.
707 reads
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DARK POEM
Published
23rd Jul 2012 1:49pm
23rd Jul 2012 1:49pm
Life is just a bad dream.
I need to be free. Im lost. Im so afraid. Weak and unsure of myself. Perfection haunts me. People like hell. Self esteem like bullets.
I want to scream just to feel free. I deserve nothing but a knife to my neck grasped by the hands of what is right.
The blood of truth flows and the tears of guilt rush from my ignorent eyes.
Surrounded by minds. Endless minds. Never to seek what is inside. Never to see thoughts frightens me. I wish I were to fly somewere and wake up from this bad dream named life.
I want to scream just to feel free. I deserve nothing but a knife to my neck grasped by the hands of what is right.
The blood of truth flows and the tears of guilt rush from my ignorent eyes.
Surrounded by minds. Endless minds. Never to seek what is inside. Never to see thoughts frightens me. I wish I were to fly somewere and wake up from this bad dream named life.
1730 reads
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LOVE POEM
Published
23rd Jul 2012 1:39pm
23rd Jul 2012 1:39pm
My Love
My love I survive off you.
Your warm embrace keeps my heart beating in the freezing snow of anuish. Whenever your not with me my silent screams put me to sleep and my tears help me dream. Of you. The stars spell out your name in the dark sky , dark like my heart , my mind , my soul when your not there to enlighten the way back to reality.
Your heart beats to the rythem of my soul pouring out the love and affection I have for you. The world disapears before my bloodshot eyes whenever I see you I only see you.
Kiss me. Hold me. Stay quiet. Just listen to our hearts beating...
Your warm embrace keeps my heart beating in the freezing snow of anuish. Whenever your not with me my silent screams put me to sleep and my tears help me dream. Of you. The stars spell out your name in the dark sky , dark like my heart , my mind , my soul when your not there to enlighten the way back to reality.
Your heart beats to the rythem of my soul pouring out the love and affection I have for you. The world disapears before my bloodshot eyes whenever I see you I only see you.
Kiss me. Hold me. Stay quiet. Just listen to our hearts beating...
918 reads
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