Submissions by XXcrazychickXX (Kiy)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
You Know What,f**k You
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I Cant Deny That I Like Him
The awkward and stiff way
that I walk everytime hes around
Stiff like a stick
Awkward when in a
conversation
When no one knows what
to talk about anymore
The nervousness shows
when I begin to shake
Agitated and wanting
to get away
Away from the problem
thats causing these tremors
Its him
I cant be around him
The shaking will only
get worser
My heart beats deeply
A dense thud
A slow beat
Then changes into
a fast paced speed
The feelings resurface
again
I cant deny that I like
this guy
Every...
that I walk everytime hes around
Stiff like a stick
Awkward when in a
conversation
When no one knows what
to talk about anymore
The nervousness shows
when I begin to shake
Agitated and wanting
to get away
Away from the problem
thats causing these tremors
Its him
I cant be around him
The shaking will only
get worser
My heart beats deeply
A dense thud
A slow beat
Then changes into
a fast paced speed
The feelings resurface
again
I cant deny that I like
this guy
Every...
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Untitled
Why imagine a pretty little
image
Of everything being so
perfect
Why fantasize about it if
its not real
If it wont come true
Why hope that everything will
get better over time
When the pain only worsens
When all of this is real
Theres no happiness at all
Dissapointment,hopelessness
Theres nothing more to
live for
Why count the days if you dont
expect anything to happen at all
When no one is going to save you
This is not some pretty and
delusional little fantasy
Theres nothing at all
image
Of everything being so
perfect
Why fantasize about it if
its not real
If it wont come true
Why hope that everything will
get better over time
When the pain only worsens
When all of this is real
Theres no happiness at all
Dissapointment,hopelessness
Theres nothing more to
live for
Why count the days if you dont
expect anything to happen at all
When no one is going to save you
This is not some pretty and
delusional little fantasy
Theres nothing at all
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Untitled
Ive said this
too many times
Leave me alone,its over,
goodbye
Would you just go
away
Dissappear from my
life
Fade away like the
memories we had made
If only you knew
how much I loved you
But...
Theres nothing in my
heart left for you now
Only the rotten feelings
of hating you
I cant stand to look at
you anymore
Loving you anymore would
only bring me heartbreak
too many times
Leave me alone,its over,
goodbye
Would you just go
away
Dissappear from my
life
Fade away like the
memories we had made
If only you knew
how much I loved you
But...
Theres nothing in my
heart left for you now
Only the rotten feelings
of hating you
I cant stand to look at
you anymore
Loving you anymore would
only bring me heartbreak
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I Stopped Listening
Why cant she open
her eyes
Face the truth
See what shes turned me
into
Shes created this monster
She fears she wont be
able to control me anymore
Day after day
I become detatched
from the situation
I stopped listenening
I only went forward
Becoming so cold-hearted,
so distrusting
Isolation and loneliness
awaits my arrival
They welcome me with
open arms
They accept me without
hesitation
While she still screams
and reaches out in desperation
Reaching for someone that
will never come back
her eyes
Face the truth
See what shes turned me
into
Shes created this monster
She fears she wont be
able to control me anymore
Day after day
I become detatched
from the situation
I stopped listenening
I only went forward
Becoming so cold-hearted,
so distrusting
Isolation and loneliness
awaits my arrival
They welcome me with
open arms
They accept me without
hesitation
While she still screams
and reaches out in desperation
Reaching for someone that
will never come back
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I Have Nothing To Give
I have nothing to
give now
All you did was take
I gave and gave
While you pulled
so desperately for more
I gave you all the love
I could give you till there
was no more
You were selfish,greedy,
and urgent
Begging for more
Look at you now
I cant believe it
You thought my love for you
wouldnt run out
You tried to control
me
You tried to turn me into
someone I wasnt
Now youre buried up to your
neck in your lies
You know you cant make up
another or youll drown
Choke and stumble over
your words...
give now
All you did was take
I gave and gave
While you pulled
so desperately for more
I gave you all the love
I could give you till there
was no more
You were selfish,greedy,
and urgent
Begging for more
Look at you now
I cant believe it
You thought my love for you
wouldnt run out
You tried to control
me
You tried to turn me into
someone I wasnt
Now youre buried up to your
neck in your lies
You know you cant make up
another or youll drown
Choke and stumble over
your words...
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Please Dont Fight
Please you cant fight
Not again
You two were the best of
friends
Were like family
the three of us
Please cant you guys
make up
Forget the conflict
and stomp out the bullshit
Put the feelings of anger
and hate aside
Youre hurting each other
I know on the inside
youre crying
Its gone a little too far
You need to hold hands
Work it out
Cry on each others shoulders
Just let it all out
If you cant work this through
Then Ill be the one to help
the both of you
You guys cant fight
I cant lose either of you...
Not again
You two were the best of
friends
Were like family
the three of us
Please cant you guys
make up
Forget the conflict
and stomp out the bullshit
Put the feelings of anger
and hate aside
Youre hurting each other
I know on the inside
youre crying
Its gone a little too far
You need to hold hands
Work it out
Cry on each others shoulders
Just let it all out
If you cant work this through
Then Ill be the one to help
the both of you
You guys cant fight
I cant lose either of you...
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Your Cheap Disposable Love
You havent figured it
out yet
Have you
Your love is nothing
to me
I only bought your
heart
And you gave your
love to me
The amount I paid
to me
It was cheap
You were a fool to
actually confess to me
I only toyed with you
Your heart your love
like a cheap plasttic
ten-cent toy
I broke you easily
then just threw you away
I was amused by your
feelings for me
But then I got bored
and pushed you away
I got sick and tired
of seeing your pathetic face
out yet
Have you
Your love is nothing
to me
I only bought your
heart
And you gave your
love to me
The amount I paid
to me
It was cheap
You were a fool to
actually confess to me
I only toyed with you
Your heart your love
like a cheap plasttic
ten-cent toy
I broke you easily
then just threw you away
I was amused by your
feelings for me
But then I got bored
and pushed you away
I got sick and tired
of seeing your pathetic face
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Im sick of it
I dont want any
of it
I dont want my
life anymore
My life was just
a regrettable mistake
I was never loved
only hated
Whats the worth to
my life anyway
Why even try to
make it so much easier
When my existance
only makes it worser
I dont want any
of it
I dont want my
life anymore
My life was just
a regrettable mistake
I was never loved
only hated
Whats the worth to
my life anyway
Why even try to
make it so much easier
When my existance
only makes it worser
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My Dolly For Eternity
Im gonna make you
pay
Make you regret the things
youve done to me
Ill watch your lifeless
body bleed profusely
Oh the sick twisted beauty
to see your dead body
The wonderful work of
art
I might even add a few
things
Ill have to patch,sew,
and seam
Till the fabric of my
love
Enlightens your beauty
Youll be my doll
for eternity
You are worthy
Worthy to be a part
of my dark fantasy
My beauty you shall
see
Your eternal love
is everything to me
We wont ever be apart
Even until the very end
pay
Make you regret the things
youve done to me
Ill watch your lifeless
body bleed profusely
Oh the sick twisted beauty
to see your dead body
The wonderful work of
art
I might even add a few
things
Ill have to patch,sew,
and seam
Till the fabric of my
love
Enlightens your beauty
Youll be my doll
for eternity
You are worthy
Worthy to be a part
of my dark fantasy
My beauty you shall
see
Your eternal love
is everything to me
We wont ever be apart
Even until the very end
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Im Troubled Inside
Im troubled inside
My minds a mess
The thoughts make
me stress
Caught in a daze
Cant take the pain
The constant
headaches
My mind is sick
and disturbed
Warped and filled
with violent thoughts
Cant escape my mind
Cant try to hide
I cant deny that theres
something wrong with me
But unfortunately
The thoughts wont
leave
Im all out of energy
I cant fight these
thoughts anymore
My minds a mess
The thoughts make
me stress
Caught in a daze
Cant take the pain
The constant
headaches
My mind is sick
and disturbed
Warped and filled
with violent thoughts
Cant escape my mind
Cant try to hide
I cant deny that theres
something wrong with me
But unfortunately
The thoughts wont
leave
Im all out of energy
I cant fight these
thoughts anymore
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Im Tired,Sick Of My Life
Im so fucking tired
of crying
Of being angry all
the time
I wish she would
just fuck off
Stop picking on me
Screaming,hitting me,
and calling me names
I wish I could just take
a knife and end my own
fucked up life
Too much pain,sadness,
loneliness
Too many feeling and
emotions
So many thoughts
in my head
Too many bad and
unwanted memories
Too many to count
They hurt to think
about
Everythings so
blurry
So dark
Im so cold inside
My chest hurts
My hearts nothing but a ...
of crying
Of being angry all
the time
I wish she would
just fuck off
Stop picking on me
Screaming,hitting me,
and calling me names
I wish I could just take
a knife and end my own
fucked up life
Too much pain,sadness,
loneliness
Too many feeling and
emotions
So many thoughts
in my head
Too many bad and
unwanted memories
Too many to count
They hurt to think
about
Everythings so
blurry
So dark
Im so cold inside
My chest hurts
My hearts nothing but a ...
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