Submissions by XXcrazychickXX (Kiy)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
31st Aug 2013 7:29pm
31st Aug 2013 7:29pm
Old Friend
You came out of
nowhere
Wanting to be
friends
In the end, you
ended up
being the nuisance
I despised
You followed me,
bothered me
Till I could'nt take
it any longer
What happened with
you and me?
I honestly can't
understand how our friendship just
went down hill
Just like that
It happened so quickly
I didn't want to hurt you in the
beginning
But I had to do it in the
end
Do you understand?
It all came down to this
Now what will you do
old friend?
nowhere
Wanting to be
friends
In the end, you
ended up
being the nuisance
I despised
You followed me,
bothered me
Till I could'nt take
it any longer
What happened with
you and me?
I honestly can't
understand how our friendship just
went down hill
Just like that
It happened so quickly
I didn't want to hurt you in the
beginning
But I had to do it in the
end
Do you understand?
It all came down to this
Now what will you do
old friend?
823 reads
4 Comments
STORY POEM
Published
29th Jul 2013 6:13pm
29th Jul 2013 6:13pm
Rogue
This is just Experimental,but enjoy
Wandering alone
Through the bleak and grey
world that I call home
Their screams haunt me
I can't sleep
Im so alone,so alone,
alone
There's no one else
No one
Will I find someone else
just like me
All the searching i've done,
I guess not
There's nothing left
Nothing left to live for
Nothing more to fight for
I remember the day I had it
all
And the fateful day I lost it
all
I just could'nt control myself
It just happened
Their hands reaching out,bloods...
Wandering alone
Through the bleak and grey
world that I call home
Their screams haunt me
I can't sleep
Im so alone,so alone,
alone
There's no one else
No one
Will I find someone else
just like me
All the searching i've done,
I guess not
There's nothing left
Nothing left to live for
Nothing more to fight for
I remember the day I had it
all
And the fateful day I lost it
all
I just could'nt control myself
It just happened
Their hands reaching out,bloods...
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1 Comment
ANGER POEM
Published
15th Jul 2013 9:37pm
15th Jul 2013 9:37pm
No You're Not Sorry
I don't want to hear it
You're not sorry
Nor do you care anymore
I'm sick of hearing these fucking
excuses that you make
Lies,lies,lies
That's all you told me
I'm human just like you are
So did you think that I wouldn't
be hurt
Why didn't you just say that
you were done
I gave you so many chances
But for what,for nothing
I just wasted my time
And my efforts were fruitless
You keep telling me you're sorry
But now,sorry doesn't cut it
anymore
Why don't you just forget it
Forget me
Forget...
You're not sorry
Nor do you care anymore
I'm sick of hearing these fucking
excuses that you make
Lies,lies,lies
That's all you told me
I'm human just like you are
So did you think that I wouldn't
be hurt
Why didn't you just say that
you were done
I gave you so many chances
But for what,for nothing
I just wasted my time
And my efforts were fruitless
You keep telling me you're sorry
But now,sorry doesn't cut it
anymore
Why don't you just forget it
Forget me
Forget...
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9 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
19th Jun 2013 6:37pm
19th Jun 2013 6:37pm
I dont know how much more of it I can take
This would never be a
problem now
If you hadn’t brought me into
this world
You can’t accept me for who I am
then so be it
You’re always complaining about
how much you hate me
Not once did I ever ask to
be here
I didn’t ask to be treated
like this
I never asked to be hated
Neither have I asked to be misunderstood
and mistreated
You’ll never understand my
pain
Or the struggle I go through just
to deal with being subject to your bullying every day
To just take your shit,to deal with it
You know what you do to...
problem now
If you hadn’t brought me into
this world
You can’t accept me for who I am
then so be it
You’re always complaining about
how much you hate me
Not once did I ever ask to
be here
I didn’t ask to be treated
like this
I never asked to be hated
Neither have I asked to be misunderstood
and mistreated
You’ll never understand my
pain
Or the struggle I go through just
to deal with being subject to your bullying every day
To just take your shit,to deal with it
You know what you do to...
859 reads
3 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
20th May 2013 8:40pm
20th May 2013 8:40pm
Your Sorries Don't Work Anymore
Youll never change
Youll always and forever will
be the same
Even though you know what
you do is wrong
Now its gotten so bad
That apologies...nothing
can work
To even forgive you for the
torment,hurt,and pain youve caused
All the wrong
Is just impossible now...
You did this
Now you fix it
Its all your fault
But you dont know what to
do because
You have nothing more than
a useless sorry
And you gont get that your
sorries dont work anymore
Your words of sudden and guilty
sympathy
Cant...
Youll always and forever will
be the same
Even though you know what
you do is wrong
Now its gotten so bad
That apologies...nothing
can work
To even forgive you for the
torment,hurt,and pain youve caused
All the wrong
Is just impossible now...
You did this
Now you fix it
Its all your fault
But you dont know what to
do because
You have nothing more than
a useless sorry
And you gont get that your
sorries dont work anymore
Your words of sudden and guilty
sympathy
Cant...
808 reads
8 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
15th Apr 2013 9:56pm
15th Apr 2013 9:56pm
No More
What is it that im supposed
to do now
What is it about me that
you dont like
You made up your mind
Thought that the torture and pain
you put me through was fine
That it was okay
Because you got away
with it
What would you gain after
puting me through all this
Ive given you chance after
chance
But it seemed you didnt
change
I guess I was just too
hopeful
Blinded and mistaken
To see maybe you could
I was just so afraid
You will never change
You said so yourself
You have nothing to apologize
for...
to do now
What is it about me that
you dont like
You made up your mind
Thought that the torture and pain
you put me through was fine
That it was okay
Because you got away
with it
What would you gain after
puting me through all this
Ive given you chance after
chance
But it seemed you didnt
change
I guess I was just too
hopeful
Blinded and mistaken
To see maybe you could
I was just so afraid
You will never change
You said so yourself
You have nothing to apologize
for...
774 reads
5 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
9th Apr 2013 6:45pm
9th Apr 2013 6:45pm
Untitled
All the signs are there
That I can see
But these things are troubling
me
I dont open my mouth
I dont say a word
So I just sit back
And my voice will never be
heard
I know for sure
That once I leave
Ill never come back
Ive always been like that
Your ways hurt me
Why cant you see
See that im starting to drift away
Dont you realize that
Im not what you made me
I cant be what you want
The only person I can be is
me
That I can see
But these things are troubling
me
I dont open my mouth
I dont say a word
So I just sit back
And my voice will never be
heard
I know for sure
That once I leave
Ill never come back
Ive always been like that
Your ways hurt me
Why cant you see
See that im starting to drift away
Dont you realize that
Im not what you made me
I cant be what you want
The only person I can be is
me
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0 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
30th Mar 2013 5:16pm
30th Mar 2013 5:16pm
Untitled
I cant be forced to
feel
Feel this way
I cant be forced to
live
Live this way
Do you just see me as
one of your toys
As one of your little
playthings
Someone,no something
that you could control
Im not a doll
You dont own me,anyone,
or anything
Well beat me
Break me
Would it still matter after
im useless to you
After I cant do anything
Lying lifeless and empty
Battered and bruised
After all the countless
beatings
What would you do with
me then
Throw me into the trash
and never look back...
feel
Feel this way
I cant be forced to
live
Live this way
Do you just see me as
one of your toys
As one of your little
playthings
Someone,no something
that you could control
Im not a doll
You dont own me,anyone,
or anything
Well beat me
Break me
Would it still matter after
im useless to you
After I cant do anything
Lying lifeless and empty
Battered and bruised
After all the countless
beatings
What would you do with
me then
Throw me into the trash
and never look back...
658 reads
5 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
2nd Mar 2013 8:33pm
2nd Mar 2013 8:33pm
Regret
I cant help but regret
After making all these
mistakes
Even if I do the right
thing
Trouble always seems to find
me
If I just leave it all behind
Maybe...
I could be free of everything
If I do
Sometimes I just dont know
Know if I can make it right
or just leave it as it is
Sometimes they just wont leave
These regretful feelings
It makes me hurt
Makes me cry
Makes my head hurt just to
think about it all
I do regret things and sometimes
It just may not seem like it
After making all these
mistakes
Even if I do the right
thing
Trouble always seems to find
me
If I just leave it all behind
Maybe...
I could be free of everything
If I do
Sometimes I just dont know
Know if I can make it right
or just leave it as it is
Sometimes they just wont leave
These regretful feelings
It makes me hurt
Makes me cry
Makes my head hurt just to
think about it all
I do regret things and sometimes
It just may not seem like it
662 reads
8 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
9th Feb 2013 9:48pm
9th Feb 2013 9:48pm
Untitled
Withered and weak
Trying so hard to
stand
Miserable and faded
Fragile...
Too too weak to try to
live on
She cannot speak
Just listen and sleep
Go on and on
Trying to stay strong
Her silence is unnatural
Her motives still somewhat
unknown
Just a sickly girl with
dreams
Shes trying to move
on
Trying to understand
Wondering can she make it
Is there even a reason
to care anymore
To carry on any longer
To stay...
To stay strong or let them
win
To just continue dreaming
Or to make them real
Trying so hard to
stand
Miserable and faded
Fragile...
Too too weak to try to
live on
She cannot speak
Just listen and sleep
Go on and on
Trying to stay strong
Her silence is unnatural
Her motives still somewhat
unknown
Just a sickly girl with
dreams
Shes trying to move
on
Trying to understand
Wondering can she make it
Is there even a reason
to care anymore
To carry on any longer
To stay...
To stay strong or let them
win
To just continue dreaming
Or to make them real
949 reads
14 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
22nd Jan 2013 10:39pm
22nd Jan 2013 10:39pm
Fade To Black
It feels strange...
Every breath I take
may be my last
Im slowly slipping,
Fading...
Its scary that I dont know
whats wrong with me
If I survive or not
I have a strange feeling
Something bad will
happen to me
Im being eaten away by my
fears
That my assumptions may be
true
I dont know what to do
Sometimes I cry...
Scared that I might fall
And I may not be able to
get back up
I might dissapear and not
come back...
Afraid my vision might
Fade to Black
That my eyes wont hold
the light anymore...
Every breath I take
may be my last
Im slowly slipping,
Fading...
Its scary that I dont know
whats wrong with me
If I survive or not
I have a strange feeling
Something bad will
happen to me
Im being eaten away by my
fears
That my assumptions may be
true
I dont know what to do
Sometimes I cry...
Scared that I might fall
And I may not be able to
get back up
I might dissapear and not
come back...
Afraid my vision might
Fade to Black
That my eyes wont hold
the light anymore...
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6 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
14th Jan 2013 4:47pm
14th Jan 2013 4:47pm
Untitled
Every corner I turn
he's always there
Every time I look up,
only to meet his eyes
I look away angry
A frown appears upon
my face
Why is he always there,
always watching
He is only quiet
He only stands there
looking
As if he will say something
to me
But he doesn't
Why does he have that
effect on me
It only angers me more
But somehow makes
me happy
I can't let myself fall
for him any more than I have already
Even though over fallen so far
he's always there
Every time I look up,
only to meet his eyes
I look away angry
A frown appears upon
my face
Why is he always there,
always watching
He is only quiet
He only stands there
looking
As if he will say something
to me
But he doesn't
Why does he have that
effect on me
It only angers me more
But somehow makes
me happy
I can't let myself fall
for him any more than I have already
Even though over fallen so far
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