Submissions by Wildorchid44

It’s been awhile. The thought of you still runs through my mind. Being with you, talking, laughing,  touching you, the way we made love. I miss you so much but yet hate you at the same time for breaking my heart. Sometimes I wish I could see or hear from you, yet at times I glad I don’t. Deep down I’ll always remember how we once were and happy I was with you. How you made me feel but it doesn’t matter anymore cause I was the fool in love with you and you didn’t seem to care at least not anymore. I hope you’re happy over there cause I’m over here wishing at times I was still with you. Wishing...

Whenever you come around and smile that smile the world turns upside down.
My heart starts beating so fast and I lose my concentration.
I'm so in love with you.
When you come from behind and wrap your arms around me, I feel safe and loved by you.
I want to be with you all the time and never leave.
When I'm not with you all I do is think about you wishing I was with you.
I'm so lost in love with you, when I'm with you it's like I'm in a whole another world just you and I happy in love and safe.
I love you so much and I never want this feeling to go away. ...

I want to be your cell phone cause your always on it.
Pushing all the buttons, even the one that turns me on.
I want to be the screen you watch that you can't keep your eyes off of.
I want to be your web browser so you can find anything out about me cause you want to know me.
I want your hand to grip me like you do when you're holding your phone because you don't want to let go.
I want you to plug me in when I need charged and love me.
I want to be the music you listen to as I moan when you make love to me.
I want to be the one to wake you up like your alarm...

I thought of you today and yesterday but that's nothing new and days before that too.
There are times when I close my eyes and I remember all the memories of you in my mind.
Sometimes it feels like you're still here.
Until I open my eyes and realize you're really not.
My heart gets heavy, and tears tend to appear.
I remember that call early in the morning saying you had passed and suddenly it felt like the world had stopped turning.
I watched you during the last days.
I was with you as much as I could.
At times I wish I had stayed with you a little...