Submissions by Virgo

The pain feels so real
It's clique
I wonder to myself if I'll be ok
Please tell my fam I love em
My little sister's and my mother
I don't want to see them suffer
Crying for a bitch who never deserved to live
I wish you the best
It's time for me to rest
I can't deal with life everyday
I'm sorry to say I wish I could stay
I just want to sleep
Just to feel peace
I'm sorry I'll be okay

I have to pay a bitch to listen
I wish someone would truly listen
I never had faith
I can't even pray
Tell me God can you erase 8 years of childhood memories
I never asked to be here
Mom I'm sorry you still are my queen
I wish you would have taught me to be better
Now I can barely sleep without weed
Thoughts keep trying to shove there way into my feelings
Please tell me why I'm here
I can't even answer that myself
I wish sometimes someone could say it will be alright
I only got myself
No ride or dies
No one...

I don't like nobody touching me
Idc what you say, it's my life wey
You don't know what I've been through
Psychologist said I was doomed
Even after all the meds
I feel so dead
If I didn't smoke cannabis I wouldn't be alive after all of this
This deal of pain I still don't feel the same
I wish this high would last forever
Things aren't getting any better
Dealing with these memories
It feels like I could pull the trigger
You don't know my pain
My bad we aren't the same
How could you do that to a 6 year old ...

Mom I'm sorry I skipped school
I always wanted the best for you
Tryin to act grown
Just 15 acting 30 years old
I realized all you've been through
There's no way to thank you
I'm sorry for always blaming you
The world was against me
Except you