Submissions by UnhopefulHopes
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
been on here for quite some time not really active but I am always willing to have a nice conversation with someone.
OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
3rd Oct 2016 9:28pm
3rd Oct 2016 9:28pm
Rot
I see you in my dreams that burn
Only to awake in agony
I scream out as loud as i can
But yet i cant speak
No im not ok
No im not fine
Im fair from fucking happiness
That much is true
I feel like my chest is split in two
And the only really thing i feel is
The deep gash in my heart
Yet here i am
Wondering why?
Why?
do i even really want to know?
Forsake me
Leave for to rot like every one else
This dream i live
Is only a nightmare i wish to wake from
I would have given you my throne and soul
I would of walk to...
Only to awake in agony
I scream out as loud as i can
But yet i cant speak
No im not ok
No im not fine
Im fair from fucking happiness
That much is true
I feel like my chest is split in two
And the only really thing i feel is
The deep gash in my heart
Yet here i am
Wondering why?
Why?
do i even really want to know?
Forsake me
Leave for to rot like every one else
This dream i live
Is only a nightmare i wish to wake from
I would have given you my throne and soul
I would of walk to...
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SELF POEM
Published
11th Sep 2016 8:44pm
11th Sep 2016 8:44pm
I dont feel right
Steel my soul
And leave me dull
Show me life with out a heart
Let me choke on my breath
As i hope for death
Dreams come and go
To make me feel so... So hallow
Give me a day
To hope for
And not a other day
In vain
I walk on the shattered glass of my mind
Wondering where i will go
For ever and tomorrow feel like nightmares
Of reality
What is there to do?
When you feel like shit
And your heart hurts to much to beat?
What is there to do when the only light you
See is the fire that burn deep in...
And leave me dull
Show me life with out a heart
Let me choke on my breath
As i hope for death
Dreams come and go
To make me feel so... So hallow
Give me a day
To hope for
And not a other day
In vain
I walk on the shattered glass of my mind
Wondering where i will go
For ever and tomorrow feel like nightmares
Of reality
What is there to do?
When you feel like shit
And your heart hurts to much to beat?
What is there to do when the only light you
See is the fire that burn deep in...
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SELF POEM
Published
7th Sep 2016 8:05am
7th Sep 2016 8:05am
Choking on thoughts in me
Here i stand in time
looking for a sign
My world turns in vain
As i hope to be sain
I hold my breath and scream
My voice so loud that it cant be heard
My remarks echo throught the nothingness
I stop to wonder were have i gone?
I see my breath in the dead of night
I have question my life one to manny times
And what i have left in side are dead deams
Mixed with my nightmares
I look up to see the stars
and i am remined of my deap void
That curres my roiting heart
Im in toxiced from my thoughts
And im left wongering why?
Why...
looking for a sign
My world turns in vain
As i hope to be sain
I hold my breath and scream
My voice so loud that it cant be heard
My remarks echo throught the nothingness
I stop to wonder were have i gone?
I see my breath in the dead of night
I have question my life one to manny times
And what i have left in side are dead deams
Mixed with my nightmares
I look up to see the stars
and i am remined of my deap void
That curres my roiting heart
Im in toxiced from my thoughts
And im left wongering why?
Why...
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SELF POEM
Published
24th Aug 2016 5:23am
24th Aug 2016 5:23am
One thought too manny
I saw my stair high above
Its was there for me and for me alone
Its was the brightest of them all
Then on day may skys went black
Im i lost in a dream?
Or drowning in reality?
Where im i now...
My heart is blaken in the absents of a stair
My eyes are lost in my sarrows
I lay in pain
Knowing no one truly cares
I cant breath
For my chest hurts way to much
I was always given the worst of every thing
What im i to do but just hope to die
So ya i may be a little negitive
But do you blame me?
And be for you think im mad
Im...
Its was there for me and for me alone
Its was the brightest of them all
Then on day may skys went black
Im i lost in a dream?
Or drowning in reality?
Where im i now...
My heart is blaken in the absents of a stair
My eyes are lost in my sarrows
I lay in pain
Knowing no one truly cares
I cant breath
For my chest hurts way to much
I was always given the worst of every thing
What im i to do but just hope to die
So ya i may be a little negitive
But do you blame me?
And be for you think im mad
Im...
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SELF POEM
Published
9th Aug 2016 3:22pm
9th Aug 2016 3:22pm
Dreams of water and thorns
From the breath I breath to the stairs I see
I am lost and never free
I walk on thorns and ice
As i inhale my toxic vice
Whats the point...
The sun rises and falls
But the heat i can not feel
I dream of dreams i had when young
And feel what is left that i have
Whats the point if every thing is salted beyond belief
And the only water to drink are my walls
Keeping me traped.
Cold summer waters
Just let me be
I am lost and never free
I walk on thorns and ice
As i inhale my toxic vice
Whats the point...
The sun rises and falls
But the heat i can not feel
I dream of dreams i had when young
And feel what is left that i have
Whats the point if every thing is salted beyond belief
And the only water to drink are my walls
Keeping me traped.
Cold summer waters
Just let me be
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DRUGS POEM
Published
6th May 2016 8:09am
6th May 2016 8:09am
a drunken thought of life
I see you are lost
With out a thought
I hear the screams you wiper
In a night so cold
Days will begin at the end
Of your only smile
Dont stop believing
Even if you are dying
Know that tomorrow is too fair
For any one to promise
Lay at night remembering
That your life is but a second
In the timless world of now
So go now
And dream a never life where
You are not drunk
But remeber
That that you are the only thing
That will ever help you.
With out a thought
I hear the screams you wiper
In a night so cold
Days will begin at the end
Of your only smile
Dont stop believing
Even if you are dying
Know that tomorrow is too fair
For any one to promise
Lay at night remembering
That your life is but a second
In the timless world of now
So go now
And dream a never life where
You are not drunk
But remeber
That that you are the only thing
That will ever help you.
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SELF POEM
Published
21st Jan 2016 9:12am
21st Jan 2016 9:12am
There will be thunder
I look up to see the shadows
Of stair's pasts
In this cold blue night of fear
The air is so thin and sharp
That every breath stings
My hands are numb
And my limbs shake
As the last fall leaf falls
That just as the pain of reality
Starts to hurt
I look up and the stairs so bright
I see somthing to strong in this time that is now
Like a sign that was forsean
Feel my very soul pull from out of my heart
And pull me to the stair filled heavens
Then I see...
The earth beneath me will cruble
The seas will...
Of stair's pasts
In this cold blue night of fear
The air is so thin and sharp
That every breath stings
My hands are numb
And my limbs shake
As the last fall leaf falls
That just as the pain of reality
Starts to hurt
I look up and the stairs so bright
I see somthing to strong in this time that is now
Like a sign that was forsean
Feel my very soul pull from out of my heart
And pull me to the stair filled heavens
Then I see...
The earth beneath me will cruble
The seas will...
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SELF POEM
Published
30th Dec 2015 9:15am
30th Dec 2015 9:15am
Why am - I?
I had a dream where life was a thought
In this dream I lived, and i did that whitch i do
When i opened my eyes every thing was odd
Water, tasted new and the air smelt thin
How odd that I live, and yet stop and think of all of it as new
when I began to walk I find it so difficult to move with out thinking - why?
How can I live if the thought of me living was a spin chilling reality
When I lay I can feel the world spin
Some times I forget to beath
And when I hear my hart beat
I almost feel annoyed at the repatition
Over and over the same beat...
In this dream I lived, and i did that whitch i do
When i opened my eyes every thing was odd
Water, tasted new and the air smelt thin
How odd that I live, and yet stop and think of all of it as new
when I began to walk I find it so difficult to move with out thinking - why?
How can I live if the thought of me living was a spin chilling reality
When I lay I can feel the world spin
Some times I forget to beath
And when I hear my hart beat
I almost feel annoyed at the repatition
Over and over the same beat...
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OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
27th Dec 2015 9:42am
27th Dec 2015 9:42am
A Thought of a
Sing to me words of wonder
And give me a dream to ponder
Open my eyes and let me see
Then darken my skyes
So I may feel the fire in me
I walk in the snow and feel numb
I look up and hope as whitness falls
Shhhhh, listen to life's last words
Can't you feel the screams?
I will sit here picking and my seams
Every time riping out more
Whats left? But a broken door
On the other side dreams are but cogs
In a hope that I could have
But still I stand looking deep in to my mind
And know what to do even if i dont know it
Yet
And give me a dream to ponder
Open my eyes and let me see
Then darken my skyes
So I may feel the fire in me
I walk in the snow and feel numb
I look up and hope as whitness falls
Shhhhh, listen to life's last words
Can't you feel the screams?
I will sit here picking and my seams
Every time riping out more
Whats left? But a broken door
On the other side dreams are but cogs
In a hope that I could have
But still I stand looking deep in to my mind
And know what to do even if i dont know it
Yet
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UPBEAT INSPIRATIONAL POEM
Published
18th Jun 2015 8:52am
18th Jun 2015 8:52am
words for who is in pain
Sweet black sky's
And moon so bright
days end as tomarrow begins
And yesterday is but a thought
Still water and soft wet wind
Suger filled water in this sea of life
Hope is there. Its just unseen
dreams of a good life will be,
But only. only if we try
See out and touch the horizon
Sit but think. Lay down and fill this world spin
This time. Is is ment for you but you alone
Why hurt? If pain is short
Why pout? If all will be fine
Why cry? If tomarrow will come
Wake knowing you alive
Wake knowing you are more ...
And moon so bright
days end as tomarrow begins
And yesterday is but a thought
Still water and soft wet wind
Suger filled water in this sea of life
Hope is there. Its just unseen
dreams of a good life will be,
But only. only if we try
See out and touch the horizon
Sit but think. Lay down and fill this world spin
This time. Is is ment for you but you alone
Why hurt? If pain is short
Why pout? If all will be fine
Why cry? If tomarrow will come
Wake knowing you alive
Wake knowing you are more ...
776 reads
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SPIRITUAL POEM
Published
10th Apr 2015 2:46am
10th Apr 2015 2:46am
love- in gods name
Sweet smell of roses
And bright wight horese
Come and see
He said to me
Lisson to the choir
And The grate fire
Burning sin
As it grows thin
Dreams of the end
And life as it is to bend
Don't be affred
He told me as I laid
Soon my son will we together
And life will be as a light fether
He told me one last thing
Love as a light being
Love to love
Just like a wite dove
Life will only be hareder
And remember you are a marder
So for now sleep and bring them to me
My lost child's
So
We can...
And bright wight horese
Come and see
He said to me
Lisson to the choir
And The grate fire
Burning sin
As it grows thin
Dreams of the end
And life as it is to bend
Don't be affred
He told me as I laid
Soon my son will we together
And life will be as a light fether
He told me one last thing
Love as a light being
Love to love
Just like a wite dove
Life will only be hareder
And remember you are a marder
So for now sleep and bring them to me
My lost child's
So
We can...
769 reads
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FICTIONAL PROSE
Published
4th Apr 2015 5:01am
4th Apr 2015 5:01am
Green Shadow of a stair lit night.... part 13
the next day i was at school. i did not talk to any of my friends. the day was so slow and shit i wanted to leave. but i just put up with it. then when i went to smoke i saw that guy i did not like. his face was making me sick. i for got his name. bur why should i learn the name of a man i hate? i saw him talking shit to my friend Alex. Alex did try to talk to me that day, but i did not want to tell him why i been gone for such a long time. do you blame me? when i saw that piece of shit doing that i got so mad. i walked up to him. turned him around and punched his nose. i made him bleed and...
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