Submissions by UndeadKiller (Dizzy-Bean)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
LOVE POEM
Published
23rd Aug 2012 4:17am
23rd Aug 2012 4:17am
Dear Love
Dear love,
Its been great while it lasted
Our love so forbidden
Sneaking and peeking just makes it all the more thrill
Giving us that chance to thrive
From the darkness of corridors
The chuckles echoing those empty shadows
I can't go a day without thinking of our times together
All the naughty and truly forbidden gifts between each glance
The fire burning in your eyes tonight told me
It was going to far
Out of control
Out of my reach
Out of our grasp
Dear love,
Its been great while it lasted
Our love so forbidden
The...
Its been great while it lasted
Our love so forbidden
Sneaking and peeking just makes it all the more thrill
Giving us that chance to thrive
From the darkness of corridors
The chuckles echoing those empty shadows
I can't go a day without thinking of our times together
All the naughty and truly forbidden gifts between each glance
The fire burning in your eyes tonight told me
It was going to far
Out of control
Out of my reach
Out of our grasp
Dear love,
Its been great while it lasted
Our love so forbidden
The...
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DRUGS POEM
Published
15th Aug 2012 5:12am
15th Aug 2012 5:12am
Left
Left alone in the cold,
Left by myself in this place.
Laying there with nothing to hold,
And I only wish to see your face.
Left in the car to die,
Left in bed wanting more.
But only if I had time to buy,
You're all I adore.
Left to fend for myself,
Left to see you leave.
Thinking of herself,
Only if it was Christmas Eve.
Left by myself in this place.
Laying there with nothing to hold,
And I only wish to see your face.
Left in the car to die,
Left in bed wanting more.
But only if I had time to buy,
You're all I adore.
Left to fend for myself,
Left to see you leave.
Thinking of herself,
Only if it was Christmas Eve.
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ANGER POEM
Published
15th Aug 2012 4:59am
15th Aug 2012 4:59am
They Say
They say you got nothing left to lose.
But what happens when you've already lost everything?
Do you just sit around day in and day out wondering where your life is going to take you.
Never give in.
Bullshit.
Everyone has given in.
More than once.
More than twice.
Hell, we all keep giving in until our needs are complete.
To bad they never will be.
Here I lay,
Lost in my thoughts,
Half naked wondering how I got here.
How I got into this situation.
How I'm falling for someone who clearly has other options.
Am I just a fuck...
But what happens when you've already lost everything?
Do you just sit around day in and day out wondering where your life is going to take you.
Never give in.
Bullshit.
Everyone has given in.
More than once.
More than twice.
Hell, we all keep giving in until our needs are complete.
To bad they never will be.
Here I lay,
Lost in my thoughts,
Half naked wondering how I got here.
How I got into this situation.
How I'm falling for someone who clearly has other options.
Am I just a fuck...
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DRUGS POEM
Published
9th Feb 2012 4:12pm
9th Feb 2012 4:12pm
Feel
I wanna feel.
Feel the blood dripping.
The steel slithering down and up.
Feel fire burning.
Burns across this body.
Feel my heart being cut out.
Stabbing over again.
Feel these old wounds opening up.
Feel the blood dripping.
The steel slithering down and up.
Feel fire burning.
Burns across this body.
Feel my heart being cut out.
Stabbing over again.
Feel these old wounds opening up.
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DRUGS POEM
Published
9th Feb 2012 4:12pm
9th Feb 2012 4:12pm
Falling
I’m falling away.
Away into darkness.
Never-ending fall.
Darkness growing.
Light fading.
Grip slipping.
Death welcoming another.
The end is near.
My time is up.
I’m done.
Throwing in the towel.
Giving up on everything.
Lied, cheated and used.
No more.
I’m done and over.
For me, that is.
Hurt those you love.
Love those who hurt.
I’m letting go.
Giving you what you wanted.
I’m falling.
Falling down from this life.
Life was a game.
I lost.
It won.
And with it my existence.
Away into darkness.
Never-ending fall.
Darkness growing.
Light fading.
Grip slipping.
Death welcoming another.
The end is near.
My time is up.
I’m done.
Throwing in the towel.
Giving up on everything.
Lied, cheated and used.
No more.
I’m done and over.
For me, that is.
Hurt those you love.
Love those who hurt.
I’m letting go.
Giving you what you wanted.
I’m falling.
Falling down from this life.
Life was a game.
I lost.
It won.
And with it my existence.
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SELF POEM
Published
7th Feb 2012 4:13pm
7th Feb 2012 4:13pm
Spell-Bound
Bound to you by ancient laws,
Spoken by only Gods.
The vale has been drawn,
show them the spells.
bring forward the knife,
carve your name into me.
prove that we still follow old ways.
give me the hope to move forward with you.
spending entirety trapped inside.
never gaining control, til it’s to late.
never breaking free, to have him.
powers bind me to this body,
making me feel weak.
head-strong, shoulders set, face up, watching it all go by.
spell-bound.
yes,
that fits me.
spell-bound to this body, forever.
watching...
Spoken by only Gods.
The vale has been drawn,
show them the spells.
bring forward the knife,
carve your name into me.
prove that we still follow old ways.
give me the hope to move forward with you.
spending entirety trapped inside.
never gaining control, til it’s to late.
never breaking free, to have him.
powers bind me to this body,
making me feel weak.
head-strong, shoulders set, face up, watching it all go by.
spell-bound.
yes,
that fits me.
spell-bound to this body, forever.
watching...
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SELF POEM
Published
7th Feb 2012 4:11pm
7th Feb 2012 4:11pm
Compare
As I take my last breath,
I embraced my death.
taking this huge dive,
I finally feel alive.
saying goodbye, i thought was hard,
but no, I’ll just give you my card.
I keep seeing this fall come,
I realized I was a banal bum.
I hear them beat,
I thought I was cheat.
then I begin to slow,
and I start to see the glow.
looking up, looking down, side to side,
as I see those tears cried.
they are at my resting place,
me, looking up to his face.
regretting what I’ve done,
I start to run.
I’m getting no where,
I dare you to...
I embraced my death.
taking this huge dive,
I finally feel alive.
saying goodbye, i thought was hard,
but no, I’ll just give you my card.
I keep seeing this fall come,
I realized I was a banal bum.
I hear them beat,
I thought I was cheat.
then I begin to slow,
and I start to see the glow.
looking up, looking down, side to side,
as I see those tears cried.
they are at my resting place,
me, looking up to his face.
regretting what I’ve done,
I start to run.
I’m getting no where,
I dare you to...
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SELF POEM
Published
25th Jan 2012 4:18pm
25th Jan 2012 4:18pm
Who Is Me?
Who is me?
Me is somebody I’m just discovering.
Through these words.
Through the movements.
Through the writings, the doodles, and drawings.
I’m slowly revealing who I am.
Most don’t see it, but I know it’s there.
Each thing I write exsposes the real me.
Inside.
I’ve locked her up and set her aside.
That’s the real me,
Screaming behind a wave of fake splashes.
She comes out with written words.
That’s how I know me inside. little kid, mature teen, body adult.
I don’t know yet.
The real me is chained away and showing threw these lines...
Me is somebody I’m just discovering.
Through these words.
Through the movements.
Through the writings, the doodles, and drawings.
I’m slowly revealing who I am.
Most don’t see it, but I know it’s there.
Each thing I write exsposes the real me.
Inside.
I’ve locked her up and set her aside.
That’s the real me,
Screaming behind a wave of fake splashes.
She comes out with written words.
That’s how I know me inside. little kid, mature teen, body adult.
I don’t know yet.
The real me is chained away and showing threw these lines...
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LOVE POEM
Published
25th Jan 2012 4:14pm
25th Jan 2012 4:14pm
Heartbeat
No one can do it like you do.
Speeding up, slowing down, skipping beats.
You make the raise of heat.
The dropping of cool.
The fire burn with every touch.
The chill of winter can’t even stop you.
The way your eyes watch me, makes me feel like a kid again.
The way the kiss on the cheek always takes me back to my days thinking of boys were icky.
You have something about you that no one can beat.
This feeling is for only me and you.
Only you can do what you do to me.
Making me be on could 9 is only a fraction of what your touch does.
Fingertips...
Speeding up, slowing down, skipping beats.
You make the raise of heat.
The dropping of cool.
The fire burn with every touch.
The chill of winter can’t even stop you.
The way your eyes watch me, makes me feel like a kid again.
The way the kiss on the cheek always takes me back to my days thinking of boys were icky.
You have something about you that no one can beat.
This feeling is for only me and you.
Only you can do what you do to me.
Making me be on could 9 is only a fraction of what your touch does.
Fingertips...
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DRUGS POEM
Published
24th Jan 2012 10:48pm
24th Jan 2012 10:48pm
Late
Music blastin’
Head restin’
Foot thumpin’
Fingers tappin’
Eyes closed
Blood drippin’
Cuts stingin’
Thoughts racin’
Blade in hand
Poundin’ of fists on door
Stop? Hell no
Slicing, dragging, pulling, pushing, lay down
Pretty designs across these arms
Criss cross apple sauce lay my back
Needles rip down my chest
Flames lickin’ at the blood
Smoke choking my lunges
Vision gone
Hammer to the door
Breaking it down
Their to late
I’m gone with ashes
Head restin’
Foot thumpin’
Fingers tappin’
Eyes closed
Blood drippin’
Cuts stingin’
Thoughts racin’
Blade in hand
Poundin’ of fists on door
Stop? Hell no
Slicing, dragging, pulling, pushing, lay down
Pretty designs across these arms
Criss cross apple sauce lay my back
Needles rip down my chest
Flames lickin’ at the blood
Smoke choking my lunges
Vision gone
Hammer to the door
Breaking it down
Their to late
I’m gone with ashes
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DRUGS POEM
Published
24th Jan 2012 3:41pm
24th Jan 2012 3:41pm
Cover Up
These bracelets are cover-ups.
I only wear them to cover my past scars.
Now the selves do their work.
Time is passing and nothing changes, ‘cept the days and weeks.
I’m still stuck where I was two weeks ago.
Alone, thinking, lost in my world.
A world full of only questions, wonders and pain.
The sun may be shining, but I only feel the Shadows.
The night is my only friend.
It’s the biggest cover-up and the meanest.
Slicing one again.
Blood dripping everywhere.
More than usually but I don’t care.
I fell like I’m flying, but the next day I...
I only wear them to cover my past scars.
Now the selves do their work.
Time is passing and nothing changes, ‘cept the days and weeks.
I’m still stuck where I was two weeks ago.
Alone, thinking, lost in my world.
A world full of only questions, wonders and pain.
The sun may be shining, but I only feel the Shadows.
The night is my only friend.
It’s the biggest cover-up and the meanest.
Slicing one again.
Blood dripping everywhere.
More than usually but I don’t care.
I fell like I’m flying, but the next day I...
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SELF POEM
Published
23rd Jan 2012 3:43pm
23rd Jan 2012 3:43pm
Real Name
Yesterday I was Deanna.
Last year i was ashamed.
In May I was Dizzy.
Tomorrow I’m Zen with Pebbles.
Deathghast falling up.
Blue-Green tripping down.
Sorrow smile high is the night.
To night I will be Breaking Tornado.
Sunday I'm raining sunshine.
I’m yawning with fangs.
But today I’m dreading insanity.
Over & Over.
My real name Hopelessly Music Lover.
Yesterday I was dancing rain.
Today my name is Dork with coffee.
Tomorrow I will be Raggin’ Anger.
Secretly I know I’m Tripping on my Feet.
My name once was Book Eater....
Last year i was ashamed.
In May I was Dizzy.
Tomorrow I’m Zen with Pebbles.
Deathghast falling up.
Blue-Green tripping down.
Sorrow smile high is the night.
To night I will be Breaking Tornado.
Sunday I'm raining sunshine.
I’m yawning with fangs.
But today I’m dreading insanity.
Over & Over.
My real name Hopelessly Music Lover.
Yesterday I was dancing rain.
Today my name is Dork with coffee.
Tomorrow I will be Raggin’ Anger.
Secretly I know I’m Tripping on my Feet.
My name once was Book Eater....
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