just a mold of misery trapped forever in bleak memory. just a product of what sick hands stole I am no more than the darkness that grows. just a girl grown woman but still alone to visit only with this pain I own. just trapped in a cast forever here to sleep only with these fallen tears. and In a world of which was spun I am only what Ive become. and In a world of the tainted one I am doomed for what was done. and in the answers I once saught I find only emptiness that cant be fought. and int the truth I somlemly seek ...