Submissions by Tori88

I understand your darkness.
Shared shadows of nearly the same shade.
I see the smoke of the encroaching flames
And upon the floor, pools of self spilt blood.
I know how it feels to gasp
The lifelines just outside your reach.
Advice pours from lips like water
Yet no reaching hands to pull your head above the surface.
Sinking in this quicksand, I refuse to struggle
If I can't be helped, I accept.
Oblivion come quick!
Don't give me the chance to hurt another.
The poisonous past can only corrode the future.
Is there hope?
Instinct responds...

Anger runs through me, coursing in my veins,
    Boiling my blood.
I fucking hate you.
You disgust me.
You snake, you liar, you hypocrite in disguise.
My life was wasted.
You made me hate it, hate you.
I hate everything about you.
You are sickening.
You say I sicken you??
You made me this way, you molded me to what I am today.
      Angry, Anxious, A Dark Entity Anticipating Escape
I have what I wanted from you.
She's here, she's real, she'll never hurt me like you.
I'm glad you're gone.
     Happy, Joyous, Ecstatic
I have...

I hated you for:

The way you screamed and hollered when u didn't have your drug.
The way you were never there when I needed a loving hug..
The way you put drugs before your child
The way you made me feel..like your love for me was only mild.
The way you promised me things you would never do.
The way you always let me down and made me feel blue.
         And for all these things I hate you!
The way you sold things for dope.
The way you made your family lose their trust and all hope.
The way everything you said was a lie
The way you never changed...